Chapter 326: the difference

Gu Qingzhou is not mad at gain or loss.

Later, she still separated the reality from the dream. She never had a dream. Everything was true.

Pain and blood, as well as the breathing and heartbeat of Si Xingfu, made Gu's frozen brain begin to think.

It's not a dream, it's not a fantasy.

Clearly, she would rather be dreaming.

"Li Ma, Li Ma!" Gu Qingzhou holds Li Ma's rigid body and refuses to let go.

She wept bitterly.

This woman raised the boat, she is better than the birth mother of the boat, is the foundation of the life of the boat, more important than the life of the boat!

And the master who took care of the boat, like the father who took care of the boat, gave her medical skills and fatherly love.

In an instant, she lost her parents.

And the one who killed them was the lover of Gu Qingzhou, who became Gu Qingzhou's enemy. There was no connection between Gu Qingzhou and him.

One second ago, Gu Qingzhou was still enjoying flowers by the door, waiting for his return, planning their lives, and she lived a sweet and sweet life; the next second, Si Xingfu became the killer of her family, and she lost all.

"Don't leave me, don't leave my mother Li!" Take care of the boat.

She went to embrace the river.

Muzong river was broken, the body could not hold at all, soft, Gu Qingzhou cried even more.

She was hoarse.

She can do anything, but she can't stand her close relatives leaving her.

She knew from an early age that she and Mama Li were dependent on each other. Gu Guizhang and Qin Zheng were enemies.

Gu Qingzhou now finally understands how much he hates Gu Wei and Gu Xiang after they lost Qin Zheng.

"No!" Gu doesn't let go of the boat. "Don't die, don't die! It's not true! "

The cold syringe was inserted into her neck.

Her mind began to get out of control and she fell asleep in a daze.

When she opened her eyes and saw Si Xingfu sitting by the bed, Gu Qingzhou was stunned and stunned, and then she gasped.

"Si Xingfu, you don't know what terrible dream I had..." before her voice fell, she saw the gauze in her palm.

It's not a dream.

"No, it won't." Gu Qingzhou burst into tears.

In the next few days, the true and the false were always indistinguishable.

She had a long dream.

In the dream, it's the spring water in March, with willows swaying everywhere and peach blossom at the beginning. In the morning of misty and flowing water, the air is wet and cold. Gu Qingzhou and his master walk on the crisscross ridges of the fields, where there are a bunch of green oil rice seedlings.

Her small white feet, walking in the slippery autumn mud, left behind a wave of Qingling like Jiao Xiao.

The voice of the mistress, at the end of the field, was gentle and thick: "light boat, breakfast..."

she couldn't go home!

Gu Qingzhou was in a coma for a day and a night. She knew she should wake up. She even heard someone talking in her ear, but she couldn't open her eyes.

Once awake, she will lose everything.

She vaguely heard the voice of the military doctor: "give her another injection."

"When will she wake up?" His voice was low and hoarse, like a wounded beast, losing its edge in pain.

"She's fine, but she won't wake up." Military medicine.

There was silence in the room.

Gu Qingzhou walked in his dream.

The fragments of the past life are played back in my mind.

Master taught her to recite the great doctor's sincerity. When she made a mistake, master hit her on the back of the hand with a ruler and said, "learn medicine, first learn medical ethics!"! Without medical ethics, no matter how good medical skills are, they are butchers! "

I don't know where the pain is, but Gu Qingzhou's tears come out.

She felt that she had warm hands to wipe her tears. These hands were soft, but also a little rough. They were the hands of the mammy who had been working for a long time: "boat is good, don't cry."

The mistress is only the servant hired by Gu Qingzhou's mother. Gu's family and sun's family have no affection for her. However, she has worked hard to raise Gu Qingzhou.

After the death of mother Li's daughter, her husband died of illness, so she and Gu Qingzhou lived together.

Without her, Gu Qingzhou would suffer from Qin Zheng even if he didn't die, and lose his confidence and pride in spirit.

When Gu Qingzhou woke up from his dream, it was the next night. Bringing the moonlight from the window, with a chill, like a blanket of snow.

He sat on the bed and held Gu in his arms. He closed his eyes and dozed off.

Gu Qingzhou moved and woke him up immediately.

"Canoe?" Si Xingfu called out to her in a low voice, which was full of tenderness.

"Where are Mama Li and Shifu?" Gu asked at the boat's opening.

She sleeps these days. Every time she wakes up, she can't tell the dream from the reality. She thinks she's just having a nightmare. Then she wants to understand it and cries loudly.

This time, she didn't get confused again.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she knew that she would never get away with it again. Si Xingfu killed her nurse and her master.

"In another house." Si Xingfu road.

"Show me." Gu Qingzhou road.

He hesitated, got up, hugged Gu and got out of bed.

He approved a coat for Gu Qingzhou and personally drove Gu Qingzhou with him to see her master and mistress.

There are two coffins in the main hall.

Si Xingfu has asked someone to arrange the remains for Li Ma and Shifu.

Shifu is OK. There is no wound on her face, but her chest is broken. After dressing, she lies quietly in the coffin, with a quiet expression.

is exactly the same as he was when he was alive.

Li Ma has a hole in her forehead, but it can't be covered.

Gu Qingzhou reached out and touched Mama Li's face.

She didn't cry this time. Her eyes were swollen so much that she had cried countless times.

For a long time, Gu Qingzhou asked, "Why are they on your special train?"

Si Xingfu stands behind Gu's light boat. There is no fancy. There is one saying.

"I sent for them." Si Xingfu road.

Gu Qingzhou's expression was cold. She pressed her hand on the coffin, and her voice was cold: "my Shifu and nanny hid very deep, and could not find them easily. Where do you start to pick them up? "

"The boat..."

"you sent someone to catch them." Without waiting for his answer, Gu decided, "why?"

Si Xingfu's eyes are still bright, and he looks at her quietly.

"... even if I run away, I want to hold mother Li and master in my hand. So even if you marry a warlord, I have to commit myself to be your concubine, don't I?" Gu asked again.

The eyes of the driver are moving.

If she thinks so, it's better than Si xingxuan expected.

He was silent.

His silence at the moment seems to be a kind of acquiescence to Gu Qingzhou.

"But you have traveled countless times, and your special train has never encountered such a big attack. How can it be that this time it is in danger?" Gu asked again.

Even if she is immersed in great sorrow, she is still wise.

"It's Li Wenzhu's man." "I'll take revenge for you, canoe," said the secretary

"No, my enemy is not Li Wenzhu." Gu Qingzhou's voice was colder than Shuanghua's, "if you don't find the master and the nurse from the mountain, ordinary people can't find them.

Besides, there are thousands of ways to return to Yuecheng. You just used your special train. You know that countless people are waiting to kill you, and you use a special train to show off. You just want to kill people with a knife. "

The secretary is speechless.

Gu doesn't need his answer.

"But why?" Gu Qingzhou could not help choking.

She can understand that Si Xingqi pinched her master and mistress, wanted to control her and even asked her to be a concubine. But why did he arrange someone to kill them?

At this point, it's impossible to think of death for Gu Qingzhou.

To kill them is to destroy Gu Qingzhou.

For the first time, Gu Qingzhou had doubts and shakes about Si Xingfu.

"... why do you want to kill my nanny and master?" Gu Qingzhou turns around and snarls and grabs Si Xingfu's skirt.

"It's just an accident, light boat!" he pressed her into his arms

He explained, "the train is faster, and there are countless attendants on the train, who will protect your relatives. I don't know where the news leaked. It was an accident. It was Li Wenzhu who killed them in the light boat. "

Gu Qingzhou pushes him away.

It's not Li Wenzhu, it's Si Xingfu!

Even if the bullet on the forehead of the suckling mother belongs to Li Wenzhu, it's because Si Xingfu provoked Li Wenzhu. This bullet should have been shot on Si Xingfu. Gu Qingzhou's suckling mother and Shifu were shot for him.

She couldn't persuade herself to forgive her, let alone to forgive herself.

"Why didn't I kill you earlier?" Gu Qingzhou cried, "when you forced me at the beginning, I should be like a chaste martyr, burning with you.

But I'm like a watch girl. I hate you and do dirty things with you. I even fall in love with you! I destroyed everything. I destroyed mother Li and master Li. "

Half of the kindness of upbringing has not yet been repaid. They all died because of taking care of the boat.

She burst into tears.

He was about to die of crying. Gu Qingzhou passed out in a coma.

When she woke up again, she lay on the bed with her eyes open for half an hour. Suddenly, her face changed again. She was cold and determined: "cremation."

In this way, she can take the ashes with her at any time, no matter where she goes.

Gu Qingzhou should not live in Yuecheng. She will not leave the remains of her master and mistress in Yuecheng.

"Good." His voice is hoarse.

He lowered his head and tried to kiss Gu Qingzhou. He was bypassed by Gu Qingzhou.

On the same day, Si Xingfu cremated the master and the nurse who took care of the boat.

They bought two cemeteries at Linhai cemetery, buried two-thirds of the ashes of their master and mistress, and erected tombstones in the name of Gu Qingzhou.

The rest of the ashes are put in two pots by Gu Qingzhou. Wrap the pots with cloth for her to take with her.

And Gu Qingzhou, it's time to finish with Si Xingfu.

That day, when he woke up in the middle of the night, Gu Qingzhou crept close to him with a sharp short blade in his hand.

He was stunned.

The knife was straight down his neck. Without half hesitation and softness, he quickly turned to the side.

The short blade is inserted into the pillow and even into the bed board, which shows how much strength Gu Qingzhou has used.