Ye Wu finished saying and finished crying. With the company of Gu Qingzhou, she fell asleep.
Before she went to sleep, she took the hand of Gu Qingzhou and refused to let go.
Gu Qingzhou lies on her side.
Ye Wu dreams of her mother.
It was a time of cold and apricot blossom. She swung on the swing under the tree. Her mother wrote at the stone table not far away.
The lines of the sun shine brightly on her mother's face. With a gentle smile, she looks ruddy and beautiful. She is still the mother who loves her most in memory, not the waxy and thin mother.
When I woke up, it was five o'clock in the morning.
The night is continuous, and the Qionghua outside the window is like frost.
"Ah Wu?" Gu asked in a low voice, his voice full of sleepiness.
"I'll go to the toilet, sir," said Ye. "Go on sleeping."
Gu Qingzhou got up and took a crutch for ye Wu.
"Can I do it myself?" She asked.
Leaf Charm nods: "I can."
She trudged to the bathroom.
Gu Qingzhou did not follow.
When ye Wu comes out of the bathroom, Gu Qingzhou has turned on the small lamp at the head of the bed.
In the middle of May, it was slightly cold.
Gu Qingzhou helped her to the Kang.
Leaf Charm closed the thin quilt, leaning on the head of the bed and half sitting, did not plan to lie down for a long time.
"What's the matter? Tell me something?" Gu also sat up.
Ye Wu nodded.
She said, "teacher, I dreamed of my mother. For the first time in many years, I dreamed that she was not ferocious, but gentle and beautiful. "
Gu Qingzhou was a little relieved: "you are so bitter in your heart that you have buried too many secrets."
Ye Wu thought so.
"I'm sorry, sir." The voice of Leaf Charm is lower.
Gu asked her why she wanted to apologize.
"I don't really want to find out why my mother died." Ye Wu said, "I've been carrying such a long sin. I know it's painful and I know it's easy after I put it down.
It's enough for me that someone in the world believes me with all their heart. Let me carry on with it. No matter what I really want, the fire is a scar in my family's heart.
Mother was burned, and our hearts were burned beyond recognition. Nobody wants to uncover the scar, I don't want to. Teacher, I know you want to help me, but I will let you down. "
Gu Qingzhou touched her hair.
"Silly boy, why apologize?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "you know I want to get your favor and your gratitude, so I offer to help you, right?"
Ye Wu takes a look at Gu Qingzhou.
It's strange that ye Wu is not angry at all. She knows everything. Gu Qingzhou's confession warms her heart.
Of course she knew the intention of taking care of the boat.
Anyone wants to bow to Ye's family, bow to her, and take care of the boat is no exception.
If she says something righteous and awe inspiring, ye Wu will be wary of her and even despise her.
"So, you don't want to look it up. Naturally, I agree with you." Gu Qingzhou said, "ah Wu, remember that you did not set fire."
"Why are you so sure?" Leaf is enchanting eyeground, flash over a few minutes nervous.
She wants to trust.
However, when trust was really in front of her, she was timid again.
Gu Qingzhou said: "I told you that I know a very good western medicine"
"Dr. Arnold, you said that."
"Yes, Dr. Arnold. He has been a missionary in China for many years, and also has a prominent position in the American church. He knows a lot of things.
Now he's in the burn department, and some patients are abused. We talked about it. He once told me that people who have been abused for a long time will suffer from masochism in their hearts.
That is to say, you are used to being abused. This habit is terrible. It will make you have no intention to resist subconsciously.
Just like the weather is sunny and rainy, no matter whether it is rainy or sunny, we will not think about why or even change it.
In your family, you are the most abused, which means that you are the most used person. There is no anger and resistance in your subconscious.
On the contrary, those who have not been tortured much, or have pity on you and sympathize with you, are full of anger. So I trust you very much. You will never burn your mother. " Gu Qingzhou road.
When ye Wu heard this, she stared at Gu Qingzhou.
She really never wanted to fight.
Yeah, why does she never want to resist, just want to bear it?
"Teacher, it can't be me, can it?" Ye Wu asked in tears.
Gu Qingzhou nodded: "it's not you. My trust in you may be a set of good means, but it is not false. I trust you. "
Ye Wu touched the corner of her eyes and said, "teacher, is your words true?"
"I'll take you back to visit a Western doctor in psychology department and ask him to explain to you. How about that?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "I'm going to take Er Bao as well."
"You take Er Bao to the psychology department?" Ye Wu's attention is diverted.
Leaf Charm likes two treasures very much, because two treasures laugh silly, and pitiful.
Two treasure's eyes are blind, why should see psychological branch, this leaf charm also does not understand very much.
Gu Qingzhou said: "yes, I'm going to take Er Bao to the psychology department. According to my own diagnosis and that of Western medicine, Erbao's eyes have probably recovered. But he can't see. It's a complicated problem. I want to try everything. "
Leaf Charm says: "two treasure really pitiful teacher, when do you take two treasure to go?"
"Tomorrow," Gu said
Leaf Charm thought, slightly hesitated.
Gu Qingzhou said, "it's OK. The adjutant will take you there. If someone picks you up and gets you off the bus, you can go by yourself."
Ye Wu nodded: "OK, let's go together tomorrow."
That day, Gu Qingzhou took her to see a Western doctor.
Gu asked a lot of questions, mainly about Er Bao's eyes.
Finally, the relationship between abuse and abuse was inadvertently mentioned.
But the Western doctor talked a lot about it.
"There is no systematic research and academic argument about the relationship between the victims and the perpetrators, but my teacher has a lot of research on it.
My teacher said that people can be tamed.
People are very vulnerable to suffering and fear. Once attacked, she will feel dependent on the perpetrator.
The abused children will have fear or fear of abusing their parents. After a long time, they will form sympathy and dependence. Finally, they will even help the perpetrators in turn.
In this relationship, it is very unlikely that the abused people will resist by themselves. Once a certain period of time has passed, the victim has been domesticated psychologically
"How long?" Gu asked
"Three to six months is enough to tame a man." Western Medicine said.
Gu Qingzhou praised him for his insight.
This Western doctor is quite young. Seeing that Gu Qingzhou is a beautiful girl, she blushes a little.
Ye Wu's expression is very complicated.
In the complexity, she also has a thorough relaxation.
This time, she believed in Gu's trust, and she believed in herself.
She's not the killer.
Maybe, she doesn't need to look up what she needs in the light boat. All she needs is this kind of spiritual affirmation and liberation.
Gu Xiaozhou helped her.