Chapter 1364 analysis

The next day, Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingfu come to see Mrs. Hirano.

This time, Si Xingfu took two people and blocked the nurses and doctors at the door.

"I checked. This hospital is your choice. No one limits your freedom." Gu Qingzhou said to her.

Yesterday, the nurse was inspired by Mrs. Hirano to stand beside her because she wanted to take care of the boat and remember what she said.

"You can tell me what you want to say, don't give up." Gu Qingzhou road.

Mrs. Hirano's face sank a little.

"I hate you," she said faintly

At the moment, she miss her childhood very much.

At that time, she was the legitimate daughter of the family, two years younger than the emperor. Other sisters and sisters were either not suitable in appearance or not matched in age.

Therefore, the family cultivated her and taught her, and asked her to be specially trained.

She always felt that she was invincible.

Until a few days ago, when she was ill and lived in the hospital, she found a problem: it was her own maid who really understood those teachings.

The maid was always by her side, watching her training, and relying on her talent.

When she was in the palace, the maid helped her and was loyal to her, making her invincible.

Later, without her, Mrs. Hirano's life of escaping from Japan was vaguely difficult.

She never regarded her maid as a person of respect, and naturally did not think of these.

And the maid, who trained Gu Qingzhou, was the conqueror of Mrs. Hirano.

Gu Qingzhou's acuteness and shrewdness are just a copy of her maidservant's. she has learned Wang Zhi's medical skills and has made a further progress.

"I know, I'm not a cat or a dog to please you." Gu Qingzhou road.

Before Mrs. Hirano could say anything, she continued, "but there are some things I have to tell you, even if you think I'm lying, or something else."

Mrs. Hirano coughed a few times.

She stopped for a while and said, "I'm all ears."

"I always don't deal with you. It's not about you, it's about your behavior. Restoration is reversing. It is natural for the wheel of history to move forward, just as the sun rises and falls.

You are breaking the law of heaven and dreaming unrealistic dreams, which will only lead to the destruction of life and another catastrophe. If your catastrophe is only aimed at yourself, I don't care, but you have affected hundreds of millions of people. " Gu Qingzhou road.

Mrs. Hirano looked at her quietly.

"Is all that runs counter to your ideal reversing?" Asked Mrs. Hirano.

Gu didn't answer her, but went on, "but you are always kind to me."

Mrs. Hirano was stunned.

She was too surprised.

It surprised her that she didn't take care of the light boat in all the things in the world.

So she forgot to laugh.

"You gave birth to me, whether you wanted to or not. The labors of October are not to be repaid in one word; once in labor, you bring me to the world like a thousand cuts.

You are suffering from the pain of life. My flesh and bone are formed by your blood essence, which can't be eliminated. " Gu Qingzhou road.

Mrs. Hirano 's eyes began to move.

She showed her bewilderment.

When Gu Qingzhou confronts her in the dark, she has a way to deal with her.

But Gu Qingzhou's sudden dissection left Mrs. Hirano at a loss.

It seems that all the kindness in her life comes from "reward".

When she was a child, she did well and was rewarded by her elders; later, she was gentle and gentle and rewarded by her husband or mother-in-law; her children would also be rewarded by her.

Without all the rewards, she never enjoyed love.

This kind of gratitude from the heart, and the resulting "love".

"... you can see that your last move is in front of you. If you want to leave and cure yourself, I can help you.

You give me a life, I also save you a life, from then on we don't owe each other Gu Qingzhou said, "you think about it."

Mrs. Hirano was silent for a long time.

Halfway through, she coughed three or four more times.

Gu slowly retreated to the windowsill, as far away as possible.

Outside was the blazing sun. There was a thin sweat on the temples of Gu Qingzhou. Cicadas were whining around the trees, as if they had added another layer of heat.

Mrs. Hirano's long consideration lasted for 30 minutes: "who would give his life?"

This is the first sentence she said.

Gu Qingzhou's mood sank and he felt what she was going to say behind her.

"But to live, there must be a purpose. It's better to die than to suffer without knowing. You always want to deal with the royalists, but you don't want to be involved with the rest of the evil.

If I don't die, someone will come to me, no matter what the purpose is. For the rest of your life, it's hard to be peaceful. " She said.

Gu Qingzhou said, "don't worry about this. I have a way."

Mrs. Hirano smiled bitterly again.

She seemed to recall the past: "when I gave birth to you, my health was not very good, and it hurt for two whole days. At that time, there were only your nanny and Wangzhi around.

Now think about it. If you were born and destroyed, wouldn't my own pain become a joke? Besides, how can tuberculosis be cured? "

Gu Qingzhou looks at her in surprise.

Mrs. Hirano's vision is a little blurred.

Her two children have been by her side, but she never knew her mother's taste.

At the end of his life, he came to realize.

She took out a jade pendant that she wore close to her body.

She threw the jade pendant to Gu Qingzhou.

"Take it. Don't come to see me again." Hirano man.

"What is this?" Gu asked

"This is your grandmother's relic. She left it to me. I'll leave her to you, and you can give it to your daughter in the future. " Hirano man.

Then, she rings the bell.

The doctor was not happy and shouted, "this patient is in critical condition. She rings the bell. Are you responsible for the death?"

Gu Qingzhou had to go out.

She nodded to the manager.

Only then did the doctor and the nurse go in.

Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingfu left the hospital again. In the hot summer sun, Gu Qingzhou is determined to bask in the sun.

"It's good for your health to stay in the ward for so long and bask in the sun." Gu Qingzhou road.

"Don't forget, it's the last time," said the secretary

Si Xingfu is also afraid of being infected by the light boat. She is not allowed to see Mrs. Hirano again.

They said it was the last time.

Gu agreed.

"Well, I know. It won't come again." Gu Qingzhou road.

"What did you ask?" he asked

Gu Qingzhou is silent.

"What's the matter?"

"I don't know." Gu Qingzhou said, "let's have a look tonight to see if I'm right."

Si Xingfu's face sank: "do you want to come tonight?"

"Don't come to the hospital tonight." Gu chuckled. Si Xingqi did not follow in, did not know what Gu Qingzhou and Mrs. Hirano said, and could not infer the meaning of her words.