Chapter 1447 deep feelings

Pei Cheng listened to Si qiongzhi's words at that time, and the whole person was involuntarily stiff.

It's like a room full of candles. Suddenly, a sharp cold wind blows by, making the originally bright and warm room dark and cold.

Pei Cheng felt that his voice was far away and empty, like it came from other places, with a sense of unreality: "did I not explain it clearly?"

"Si qiongzhi is silent next, way:" no, it is me

Her feet on the warm beach, light brown sand slowly wrapped around her feet, is very gentle touch, but she seems to step on the tip of a knife.

"In my heart, you have always been a little mysterious. I can't see through you. I can't guess your character. Moreover, once something happens, my first thing is to think of you as the most vicious place. " Sijongyi road.

Pei Cheng followed her and looked at her feet with the help of Moonlight: "you can understand it slowly later."

"I think the beginning of a relationship should be beautiful. But we... When you first saw me, you certainly didn't think I had any good. I've always been mean to other men, especially to you. " Jack lowered his head.

If she were not so mean, she would not have imagined him like that.

When a little wind blows, her subconscious is not to defend him, but to doubt him first.

If it goes on like this, he thinks that she will exhaust this man, absorb the light from him, and make him as vicious as she is.

She didn't want to.

This relationship may have many things to look forward to, but she lost the opportunity to go up.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Pei." In the future, you may be glad that I said this at this time. You still have fantasies, but you don't know me. "

Pei Cheng tries hard to say something, but siqiongzhi turns around and gets on the car.

Later, she stopped talking to Pei Cheng.

Pei Cheng is a gentleman in this respect, and when it's almost ten o'clock in the evening, if you don't send the girl home again, the family will be worried.

He drove away June branch.

After that day, they returned to their former cold relationship.

He was as hidden as he could.

Pei Cheng thought a lot. He guessed her mind: does she feel unworthy of her?

At the same time, he felt his guess was ridiculous. That's Miss Si. She is always very proud. Does she have the idea of inferiority?

"Do I know her?" Pei Cheng was so skeptical.

He hated that he had never been involved in love before, did not understand the girl's mind, had no experience and could not deal with it.

In a word, his feelings have been put on hold for the time being, and there is nothing he can do.

He recovered the former Dr. Pei, a little silent, a little cold, meticulous and dull.

Pei Cheng lies on the windowsill at the moment and thinks about everything. He has no choice but to let it go. Fortunately, he had a long time of secret love experience and knew how to deal with his secret love.

His mind wandered and he returned to his office.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Sejong Chih, who was slumbering on the sofa.

He took a breath.

It was a long time before he moved his feet, walked into the office and closed the door.

He sat behind the desk.

At this position, you can see syongzhi.

His ups and downs were not enough for him to take advantage of the crisis, so he just looked at it, and his eyes were reluctant to blink.

When siqiongzhi woke up, he opened his eyes and saw the eyes of deep love.

She apologized quickly: "how did I fall asleep?"

Looking at her watch in a hurry, she said, "I have to go."

Pei Cheng nodded and stood up to open the door for her. He was a little embarrassed because she hit him in the act of peeping.

This day, siqiongzhi was also in a trance.

No matter she goes to work or home, there are always eyes in front of her: so deep and strong attachment, with so deep pain color, fell on her.

When she slept, she dreamed of Pei Cheng, so she cried and said to him: don't look at me like this, take your feelings away, and don't feed the dog.

When struggling to wake up, I know it's a dream.

Siqiongzhi counted his life of more than 20 years and asked himself, "who has loved me so?"

That feeling is so deep that it never bothers her or bothers her, but it exists all the time.

Just like the trapped beast in his heart, it is locked tightly by him. Only when it is hidden can it show its roar and make people's soul burn.

With tears streaming down his face, he sat on his bed and began to cry: "I hate you, Jack. You are such a bad thing!"

Why do you always doubt him?

Why can't you, like other girls, understand other people's good intentions and give up?

Why do you have to be so fickle, like a disabled person with a natural lack of affection?

The more sober he was, the more ugly he felt himself - the waitress, a person who had nothing to do with their life, doubted all the way if she made any provocations.

Really, to think about it from another angle, he thought such a person was disgusting and unworthy of being loved.

She dare not face Pei Cheng directly.

The deeper Pei Cheng's feelings are, the more afraid she is, and the less qualified she is.

She cowered and dared not go forward, as if it were a pure white snow scene, so lofty and broad that heaven and earth could accommodate it, but she did not dare to step down.

Stepping on a mud spot with one foot only destroys Pei Cheng's feelings.

Siqiongzhi cried this time, the tense mood was relieved, but the spirit of people was a little bit.

She still remembers Ruan Yanfeng and wants to see him when she has a rest.

At the same time, she also remembered Xu Pei.

She didn't discuss Xu Pei with anyone else.

Xu Pei died. It was such an accident, but everyone didn't want to mention it. Siqiongzhi didn't want to be the one without eyes, so she didn't mention it.

A few days later, Si qiongzhi finally met Ruan Yanfeng.

Ruan Yanfeng's whole body was thin. There was only skin and bones left on his handsome cheek. His eyes were gray, and all the look in them was taken away.

"Yanfeng?" Jack gave him a push.

Ruan Yanfeng looked at her for a long time, but his eyes couldn't focus. He recognized her for a long time: "Why are you here? Don't you go to work? "

"I'm worried about you." Sijongyi road.

Ruan Yanfeng's face is expressionless, and it's hard to move his lips: "don't worry. No matter how worried I am, I can only do this. "

"You have to get better." "Have you got his suicide note?" he said? Do you know why he committed suicide? "

"Got it." Ruan Yanfeng said.

In his life, all the torches were out, even the ashes were cold.

In his suicide note, Xu Pei told him to live well and see the new world.

The future world may be different from them. Maybe there is a way to live with people who share their feelings.

"Yanfeng, I have something for you." "It's ape's, he gave it to me before, and I'll give it to you now," said syongzhi

Ruan Yanfeng suddenly looked at her. There seemed to be a ray of light in his grey eyes.