Man's instinct is to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.
When some memories are too painful, they will hide them and lose them on the surface.
But it still exists.
Open the cover of the surface layer, and you can see everything inside.
The governor was excited by the words "don't love her any more", and suddenly remembered why he loved Fangfei so much.
"... once I walked along the ridge of the field alone. At that time, there were factories and farmland in our garrison, and the streets were not far away.
I went to a place and smelled the fragrance of Sophora. That kind of flower is very fragrant. I'm a little hot again. I see a row of houses. It's a big factory.
I thought that there should be a small shop over there to buy some water. Did not expect to walk a few steps, see a little girl, about two or three years old, standing under the eaves to play.
I thought at that time, this child is very lovely, why there are no adults around? Just at this time, there was a loud noise and a fire broke out all around.
I watched as the child was smashed by the falling eaves, leaving only one hand exposed and playing with a wool ball in his hand. " The governor said.
"That should be the factories of Xu family and Ruan family. How can a good textile mill explode? " "The machines of that era were all fashionable. They were sold by foreigners. They were expensive and unsafe. Who knows what equipment they used? Anyway, it's a terrible explosion. I was so close that I was deaf for nearly half a month and kept in bed. I said that I can't always remember what happened at that time. " The inspector sighed.
Ears can not hear, that memory is always vague.
At that time, the governor was depressed and deaf due to the explosion. He was ill for a long time.
When his ears were restored to hearing, he suddenly found that it was such a beautiful thing to hear, so he became energetic.
In the bombing of the Xu and Ruan families, the Suzhou government came out to deal with it. There was no Garrison or anything, and the governor's army had not been involved from the beginning to the end.
The short-term memory before hearing loss is more like being erased.
"... when I was just deaf, I dreamed every day of that child. In my dream, I can always catch the child's hand and drag her out, but I can only see one bloody hand, and then I wake up.
I remember that there was a war. When I returned to Yuecheng, I saw Fangfei at home alone. Everyone left. My wife left her behind.
I hugged her, not a nightmare, not a broken arm, a solid child. Heart a heavy stone landing, that night I finally can sleep a solid sleep.
Later, I always preferred Fangfei because she made up for my inability when I was young. She's not just my daughter, she's more like filling in my regrets. " The governor said.
Among his children, he is really eccentric.
He said, he was silent for a long time.
Si Xingfu also followed the silence.
After a long time, he asked, "what happened later?"
"I don't remember." The inspector said, "normal people suddenly lose their hearing, just like they are blind, and what they see will not go to memory. Later, I only remember suppressing bandits. But it's autumn to suppress bandits.
I don't remember what happened that summer. I couldn't do anything bad because my ears were always uncomfortable. If I make a mistake, it's probably indifference that leads to other accidents. "
The time when he couldn't hear, and later the recovery period, was a lot of business delays.
He remembers the hard work of making up for his official duties.
Since business can be delayed, so can other things.
If someone had asked him for help, he would have ignored it.
"It should be more than that." "But I did my best. I really can't remember," said the inspector
What you see but don't hear is not in your memory.
How to dig that memory is blank.
"Then don't worry," said the secretary. I almost know. I'll take care of it. I'm not here to remind you of the past. "
The superintendent looked at him.
He told the governor his plan.
As soon as the governor heard this, he changed color and said angrily, "you bastard! Use your family as bait. Can you help if something happens? Just in case you don't understand? "
"It doesn't matter. Let the family see the world." Si Xingfu road.
The superintendent was not a man who feared his hands and feet, but he was too old to take any risks.
"The canoe knows, don't be angry?" The governor said.
"She didn't know." "She's going to have a rest recently. Don't let her help her with these things," said Xing. I want to solve the problem as soon as possible, and find out all the people behind me, so that the boat will be ready to give birth. "
He was really angry this time.
It's not only the accident of the light boat, but also her worry.
Whoever worries Gu Qingzhou like this will be killed.
Since then, the world is peaceful, which is the new life that Si Xingfu wants.
"Abba, our father and son have never suffered losses in such a situation in China. Now I am in the morning and in the dark. I am afraid of the gangsters and live in fear all day long." Si Xingfu road.
Speaking of this, Si Xingfu's voice once again lowered: "since the other party counted you in, maybe we have a traitor in our family, you are not afraid that that person is what we trust, and in the middle of the night?"
The superintendent suddenly shivered.
In this family, there are no less than 30 sergeants and no less than 20 ordinary men and women servants, all of whom are brought from within the country and are trusted.
These people have one characteristic: they have been around for a long time and are deeply trusted.
No matter who is the internal ghost, it is easy to hurt the root of the Department.
"You are right." The tip of the governor's tongue was grinded from his teeth, as if to sharpen his teeth and chew the internal ghost.
In this family, there are his son's daughter-in-law, daughter, granddaughter and a concubine.
The rest are his soldiers.
These people are his close friends, and he has always been very protective of them, thinking of giving them the future.
No one can be sacrificed without cause.
"Then do as you say. But you have to be careful. " The inspector said, "I'll break your leg first."
Si Xingfu: "...
he is in his early thirties, and his father is a bit embarrassed to say that he threatened the ten-year-old boy.
"Can you change this set of words for something new?" "How old do you want to take your son's legs?" said Si Xingfu
Si dujun: "...
their father and son discussed. That night, there was an urgent telegram sent from Nanjing. It was an old friend of Si dujun who was seriously injured.
The commander of the Department will go back to see a doctor.
The manager arranged to fly him.
After the chief inspector left, Gu Qingzhou lay on the bed and didn't move much. The children were handed over to the servants.
"Why did Abba suddenly return to China?" Gu Qingzhou asked the Secretary, "did you arrange it?"
"No, it's his old subordinates who were wounded in the chest and abdomen by bullets. I don't know if they can be saved. He went back to see if he was going to the funeral. " Si Xingfu road. Gu Qingzhou frowned slightly.