Xu Qizhen coughs awkwardly, then calms down.
She couldn't help crying and laughing: "do you want to murder me?"
Yan Ziqing just smiled apologetically, reached out and patted her back to help her.
When Xu Qizhen's breath was stable, he continued, "I'm telling the truth. When I met you, I was twenty-nine years old. I was a mature and vulgar middle-aged man. I didn't expect to have a romantic life.
See you see color, in fact, think about what's the difference with love at first sight when you were 15 or 16 years old? Qi Zhen, so I didn't cheat. I like you very much from the first time I saw you. "
Xu Qizhen is stunned.
She did not understand to look at Yan Ziqing: "what do you say?"
Yan Ziqing thought a little and held her hand: "I fell in love with you at the first sight. Later, when you held me in the hotel, I was half pushed. As expected, my dream came true.
Later, when I went to tell you about my marriage, I was a little nervous. You may not see it. Why am I nervous? Maybe my expectation of marriage is not so simple. "
Xu Qizhen is stunned again.
She looked at him, the heart lake suddenly disordered, with waves of ripples, she always felt that Yan Ziqing was telling her love.
"Then Yamamoto came back. The emotion in the middle is really beyond words. I was a bit confused at that time, but I never wanted to divorce you and get back together with her.
Not because of self-esteem, not because of her, but because of you. What I thought most at that time was that I didn't want you. You haven't come out of the shadow completely. If I left you, what would you do?
I'm not a man of conscience, and I don't have much pity for people. I can't let you go alone, not pity you. You were trapped in the restaurant and called Gu Shao. I was very angry. I was jealous and went to Hong Kong.
Then you went to me. When I received my father's telegram, the whole people were jubilant. Like a little boy receiving a letter from his girlfriend, I ran four kilometers at a stretch to find my car and hurried to pick you up. " Yan Ziqing continued.
Xu Qizhen wants to shrink back, because Yan Ziqing's palms are hot, her heart beats a little too fast, leaving her mind blank.
She suddenly remembered that Yan Ziqing had said to her that when one loves another, he will become suspicious and eccentric.
She recalled that Yan Ziqing was always very sensitive and considerate. When he met Gu Shao alone, he would be very strange.
It turned out that...
she also remembered that day when he went to Hong Kong, the sweat and hot breath all over his body when he hugged her seemed to have run a lot.
Is that so?
"... do you remember when Yamamoto held me in front of you? My first thought was to see your reaction, but you turned around.
I'm very disappointed and stubborn. I hope you can show me, even angry and jealous. So I'll wait for you to act.
But you didn't. for two minutes, she held me and I kept looking at you. Later, I was very disappointed and angry. I was angry with you, so I had to push her away. At that time, I knew that the past was really past, and I fell in love with my wife. " Yan Zi is clear.
Xu Qizhen looks at him.
Her face and eyes were still, motionless at him.
"So you know why I lost my temper, why I turned over your drawer, and why I wanted to fight with Gu Shao." He went on, "Qi Zhen, I'm not a smart person. It took me a long time to figure out my mind, but I don't lie.
I love you. I've loved you since I saw you. Yamamoto's quiet appearance makes me understand this truth. I didn't say it because I'm afraid you feel burdened and you don't feel free. In this world, no one loves you. I'm here, I love you! "
Xu Qizhen stands up abruptly.
She turned awkwardly.
Yan Ziqing caught up with her and saw her tears running down her face.
She wanted to push him away, but she was afraid of hurting the child in her stomach. She was very angry and said, "I really don't know the so-called people, I don't know the so-called words!"
Yan Ziqing hugged her hard: "it's sincere!"
Xu Qizhen hit him several times: "you lied to me, you want to lie to me to give you a baby!"
Yan Ziqing's laugh and cry are all different: "Mrs. Yan, you are pregnant in your stomach. If I don't cheat you, you will have to live. Why do I have to work so hard?"
Xu Qizhen is stunned again.
She still couldn't believe it.
At the end of the meal, Yan Ziqing sent her home.
She did not allow Yan Ziqing to enter the room, and locked herself in the room.
She carefully managed her thinking and found that Yan Ziqing had nothing wrong with her since Yamamoto appeared. He had been confused and hesitant, but he stayed in her marriage at last.
In this regard, he said he loved her, and Xu Qizhen thought it was true.
Looking back at other things, Xu Qizhen found that he was plotting against her at first. Later, when she became a teacher of Yan Kai and Yan Qi, he took her seriously.
She thought about it all night and realized that Yan Ziqing's confession was not a lie or a plot.
He just didn't know what inspired him and decided to tell her the secret of his heart.
The next morning, Xu Qizhen opened the door and saw Yan Ziqing sleeping on the sofa outside.
She cleared her throat: "thank you. I have received your love, I have accepted it and intend to repay you. I'll try my best. Try to be a wife of Yan family, a mother of children, a wife of yours and a lover. "
Yan Ziqing can't help bending her eyes and hugging her.
"Qi Zhen, you are the best person in the world." Yan Ziqing said with a smile.
Xu Qizhen also told him something else.
They both agreed not to turn over the old account.
"The past is important, and the future is important." Xu Qizhen said, "I can give you my future."
This is even her euphemism "I love you", which is her response.
They went through some detours, but at last they came to the same end.
Yan Ziqing told Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingqi about it.
"The most terrible thing about a person is to be stagnant," he said. No matter how deep the past is, as long as we move forward, we can leave it behind.
Before meeting Qi Zhen, I never expected to walk out of the shadow of Yamamoto. My feelings with her are irreplaceable, but Qi Zhen has made him the shadow of my heart.
Shadow has only outline, no face and color, only exist. Do you know anyone else who won't go forward? "
Gu Qingzhou has no words.
Si xingxu looks at her.
They are all moving forward, only one person left in place, that is Gu Shao.
He stubbornly refused to move forward. His world and love were always fixed at the age of 17.
"You say, will elder brother go forward in the future, just like elder brother three and Qi Zhen?" Gu Qingzhou asks the Secretary for advice.
"Yes," said the secretary However, Gu Shao didn't move forward at last, and his stubbornness exceeded everyone's imagination.