1731 kiss of despair

This year, on the Mid Autumn Festival, Gu Zhen and Bai Xian had a big lunch with fish and meat.

Neither of them spoke.

After dinner, Bai Xian said that he was going to wash dishes. Gu Zhen didn't stop him. He went back to his room. She also wrote some articles for the newspaper in exchange for living expenses. She has written the last two articles and is polishing them. No, someone knocked at the gate of the courtyard and said something to her in her hometown dialect. Gu

hurriedly went out to open the door. White

Xian is still in the kitchen, sitting on a small bench to wash dishes. He hears the sound and deliberately listens. However, after

he heard a man saying in official words, "Miss Gu, this is indeed your home. It's not easy to find you!" White

Xian stands up abruptly. Gu was also shocked. It is written by Luo. She never thought that she would see Luo as soon as possible. She was stunned for a while and didn't know what to say. "

you"

"I came back from the front in advance. I arrived in Shanghai that day, and you just left that day. I asked a lot of people in turn to find out your address. It's hard to get on the road. I've only been on the train for five days, and I arrived today. " Luo is a little excited. "I'm back alive, Miss Gu."

Gu was tongue tied. She sent the villagers away and let Luo Zhubi enter the yard. Luo

when the main writer came in, he was surprised to see Bai Xian standing at the kitchen door. He looked at his eyes and thought about it. He looked at Bai Xian again and wanted to ask questions. Gu

thought of Bai Xian's box of money, thought that he was just sending her to hide. It was very cold in her heart, so she said, "it's Jiu Ye who sent me. Come in."

Luo's heart has been sinking. He entered the room.

Bai Xian also came in. Gu

seeing that Bai Xian has been there all the time, and it's not easy to let him out, he leads Luo Zhubi to her parents' room, finds a stool for him to sit on, and then comes out to pour water.

Bai xianding looked at her and called "Miss Gu."

Gu Zhen just went to pour water and ignored his words.

She went into the kitchen and took a cup of tea. As soon as she poured half of it, her hand was clenched.

Bai Xian's face was very ugly. She clutched her hand to death. "Miss Gu" Gu

could not get away from her and said, "what I told you before, do you remember him?"

Of course, Bai Xian still remembers.

He asked Gu Zhen if she had a boyfriend. She said she did, and went to the front line.

He also thought that when he returned to the countryside, there was only a matter of hierarchy between him and Gu Zhen. There was no other barrier between him and Gu Zhen. Despair was a vast net that trapped him to death. He could not breathe. His breath was fast and heavy. Looking at Gu Xiao, he had a desperate "Miss Gu"

when he was so distracted, Gu Xiao pulled back his hand and his wrists were all pinched red by him.

Gu Zhen poured water and gave it to Luo. She had a few words with Luo, and Bai Xian rushed in.

He drags Gu Ke out.

He locked the door of the guest room and pushed Gu Zhen to her own room. Gu was shocked, "what do you do?" But he suddenly picked up Gu Zhen.

After a whirl of the sky, Gu Zhen fell into his bed.

Bai Xian lives and presses her down. Gu

the air in his lungs seems to be squeezed out by him, and his face is red. The white eyes are almost bloody. He looked at Gu "Miss Gu, kill me!"

Gu Zhen's Qi and blood were not even. There was a sound of Luo Zhubi knocking at the door. She tried to push him away and get up, but the man on her seemed to weigh a thousand jin.

His tears fell on her face. He repeated "you killed me!"

"What's the matter with you?" Gu Zhen was frightened by him. "Why did I kill you? You let me go first. " "

because I can't." He said, "unless you kill me!" Say

and his lips fall. There is a blank in my mind.

He kissed her fiercely, almost with biting force, trying to crush her and melt her into his body. He used to think that there was other possibility that he might not be born of her or die of her.

Until this moment, when Luo found the door, he knew clearly that without her, he would only die.

He really doesn't deserve her, but he has no way to go. He wants her.

He no longer steals a dragonfly's kiss while she is sleeping, but completely depends on her lips and teeth. His tears, mixed with salty water, add endless misery to the kiss. He didn't know when he had let her go.

Gu Zhen sat up and cried constantly.

She didn't go out at once, and the voice of Luo Zhubi stopped outside.

Luo has long known that she likes that man. At the beginning, she stood in the dark entrance of the alley and watched him run close before she would go back.

She fell in love with the man, but lost him again. When he saw Bai Xian, he knew that he had no chance at all.

He didn't wait to see what to say, not to drink a mouthful of water, picked up his luggage and said, "I see, I'm gone." A few days of running, a cavity of love, have become tragedies.

Luo Zhubi walked out of her yard, unable to lift his legs. But

Gu Wei did not catch up.

She didn't pretend to send each other off, because Luo doesn't need her. She agreed to him just because she was afraid that he would not be lucky to go to war. She slowly locked the gate.

From morning till now, everything is like a dream, she is a bit confused.

Bai Xian stands in the threshold of the hall and looks at her. There are tears on her face.

After she came in, he hugged her from behind. "Don't drive me away! You can scold me and beat me. I'm not afraid. Don't drive me away! " He encircles her with both arms, making her unable to escape. Gu

burst into tears. She choked and couldn't make a sound. On autumn night, she and Bai Xian are in their own rooms. Gu

sits alone and Bai Xian has no sleep. "Don't treat me like this"

her heart begged, "when you left, I was seriously ill. If it's just to stay, if you can't go back to Shanghai, just let me know. Don't do this to me "

the tears that she managed to stop ran down again.

In my heart, there is no reason to be sad and happy. I have ups and downs, and I have never stopped.

The next day, it was daybreak. She pushed the door open and came out. She saw Bai Xian standing at the door. His

body tightened and he looked at her with more tension.

Gu Zhen didn't sleep all night and his voice was hoarse. "Can you help me with the water? I want to wash the sheets in the morning. " White

Xian's eyes are a little bright. "

Miss Gu" "

if you don't want to leave, I won't rush you." Gu Zhen's voice was lower. "Just don't make mistakes like that in the future"

Bai Xian backed up a few steps. He is not worth it. Even if he is sad, he can't care about it for a long time. He will be satisfied if he can stay here.

"Miss Gu, I'll die." He said, "I'll get the water." He went out happily.

Gu Zhen took down his sheets and himself and put them in the yard.