After leaving the restaurant, Gu Tong didn't immediately leave the area. Instead, she found a secluded corner and continued staring at Si Yicheng's car.
During the entire process, she had thought of calling Si Yicheng, but she was afraid of hearing the answers she didn't want to hear, afraid of hearing the lies of Si Yicheng, and even more afraid of shutting down his phone. So she hadn't called him for a long time, only holding her phone tightly in her hand.
The last time that Si Yichen had switched off his phone, he had disappeared for an entire afternoon. Although that was the past and she was no longer angry, this matter had always remained in her mind.
Was he with this woman the last time he disappeared?
What was their relationship?
Who was this woman?
Gu Tong held the phone tightly in her hand as she asked this question in her heart. However, no one could give her the answer.
Stealthily watching not only didn't make Gu Tong feel any better, but instead made her feel even more uncomfortable. This was because the more time passed, the more likely it was that something would happen if Si Yicheng and that woman were to be alone for a longer time!
Would the two of them...
Should I rush in to take a look?
As time passed, Gu Tong began to lose control of her mind. She had already thought of the worst case scenario and had an urge to rush in and see.
But so what if he rushed in?
What would I do if I saw him fooling around with that woman?
If he were to stand by that woman's side, what would I be like in the future?
Gu Tong didn't have the courage to enter the hotel when she thought that Si Yichen might have done something to betray her and might have stood by that woman's side.
She didn't know how to face these terrifying scenes. At the same time, she also didn't want to pierce through Si Yicheng's disguise. She really hadn't thought it through yet.
Should he be angry? Or should I forgive?
Gu Tong was conflicted. She couldn't accept the betrayal of the other half, nor could she let go of the deep feelings in her bones.
Finally, she took one last deep look in the direction of the hotel before she suddenly turned around and ran toward an unknown direction.
She wanted to get away from that filthy place, to get away from the thoughts in her head, to go back to the peace of her old life.
However, no matter how far or how fast she ran, those thoughts would always follow her like her shadow. She couldn't even shake them off …
Finally, after running for who knows how long, she got tired and stopped in front of a park where there were no people.
She didn't know where she wanted to go or where she could go, so she just followed the flow into the park. She wanted to find a place with no people so she could have some peace and quiet.
The tangled thoughts in her mind gave her a headache.
Gu Tong walked like a zombie, step by step. No matter how enchanting the scene was, she didn't even glance at it. She just kept her head down, silently looking at her toes, counting the tears on the ground.
She kept telling herself, "Don't cry, this is not my fault. I must not waste my precious tears on someone who isn't worth it. I must not let anyone see me as a joke."
However, the tears were completely out of her control. No matter how severe her orders were, they never stopped flowing and kept sliding down her face.
Finally, when her tears ran out and her stamina ran out, she found an empty swing and sat on it shakily.
The people on the swing, regardless of their age, wanted to sway a little. However, Gu Tong was not in the mood right now. She could only powerlessly lean on the iron chain, dumbfounded.
From her lifeless, hollow eyes, she looked like a fool who had lost his mind. However, deep inside of her heart, raging waves of shock were raging and raging.
She was thinking, just what was the relationship between Si Yichen and that woman? Where did they come from? What are they doing now?
She was also thinking about what Si Yicheng had been doing recently. She wanted to find some clues to prove his feelings.
In the end, aside from receiving a lot of mysterious calls, Gu Tong's understanding of Si Yicheng had remained completely unknown during this period of time.
Recently, although Gu Tong and Si Yichen hadn't seen each other for a long time, they had definitely lived under the same roof. They had seen each other a few times a day, more or less.
At this moment, Gu Tong clearly remembered that regardless of whether it was day or night, regardless of what they were doing, as long as Si Yicheng's phone rang, he would immediately leave his room.
Even when Gu Tong occasionally teased Si Yicheng and made him stay with them, he would ruthlessly leave.
At that time, Gu Tong didn't think too much about it. She only thought that it was because the company had too many matters to attend to and that Si Yichen was too busy on official business. But now …
A sorrowful smile appeared on Gu Tong's face. She felt that she had been incredibly foolish a while ago.
The company had always been there and its ability had always been there. If it was really busy, then why did he have the time to travel with her a while ago?
The real change was not in the company, but in the people's hearts.
He values you, the company is busy, he can take the time to accompany you, he does not value you, even if the company is nothing, he can find an excuse to leave.
Combined with the past and today's scene, Gu Tong had already decided Si Yicheng's guilt in her heart. Her entire mood sank to the bottom.
She didn't want to move, and she didn't want to care about anyone or anything else. She just wanted to stay in silence like this forever …
However, she was not an individual. There were a lot of ties on her body. Not long after she had quieted down, she was disturbed by the noisy ringing of her cell phone.
Once or twice, she directly ignored it, but after three or four times, she could no longer ignore it. She could only helplessly take out her phone.
When she saw the three words "Si Yichen", she, who had just moved, was immediately stunned once more.
Finally, when she received the sixth missed call, she turned it off.
It's time for you to have a taste, too, of not being able to make a phone call.
Gu Tong silently thought in her heart. She couldn't help but think about Si Yicheng.
As the phone stopped ringing, the surroundings once again became quiet. Other than the occasional bird cry, Gu Tong couldn't hear anything else.
She was like a lost doll in a park, sitting alone in the dark from dawn until the police received an alarm from the park's pedestrians. When they came to ask her about the situation, she had no choice but to explain and leave.
In the dead of night, with nowhere else to go, she had unknowingly walked back to Si Yichen's home.