After receiving the message sent by Anxin, Gu Zezhi was hard to fall asleep for a long time. He thought that he would be able to avoid this matter temporarily after he went abroad. Who would have thought that Anxin would make such a decision, and did not consider his idea at all.
As in the past, Anxin was desperate to pursue him, just to be able to be with him.
He stood in front of the French window, the window is a dark, silent night, but it makes his mood more gloomy at the moment, the whole person has been frowning.
In any case, this is not the end Gu Zezhi wants.
He just hopes that he can continue to live with Anxin, and he doesn't need to think about anything. He doesn't want Anxin to doubt anything that has something to do with Dong Shutong.
Perhaps Dong Shutong used to be Gu Zezhi's most concerned person and the deepest past in his heart. However, when he thought of his experiences with Anxin, Gu Zezhi also clearly realized that cherishing the present is more important than staying in the past.
At least Anxin is his future, and Dong Shutong is not.
If you have been persisting in the past, I'm afraid that Anxin will be completely disappointed, and even leave from his side. Therefore, in front of Anxin, Gu Zezhi never mentioned anything about Dong Shutong and Fang Baishu, and Anxin was tacit.
In this way, they have become the common taboo of Gu Zezhi and Anxin.
However, Gu Zezhi still can't understand why Anxin chose to give up him and why she didn't want to continue to be with him? All his thoughts on Anxin, from the past time to the present, have never changed, just more and more attentive, with deep feelings.
At first, Anxin thought Gu Zezhi would give him a reply, but after waiting for two days, Anxin still didn't receive any news from Gu Zezhi. Even his email address was empty. Where is Gu Zezhi's whereabouts?
As if Gu Zezhi disappeared out of thin air, completely disappeared.
When she thought of this, Anxin couldn't help frowning tightly. She had to think of some ways to let Gu Zezhi reply to herself. She couldn't continue to drag on like this all the time. So it was not a way. If Gu Zezhi found out his illness, it would only make it more difficult for them to separate.
"Anxin, what's the matter with you these days? Even when you work, you look a little absent-minded? "
Wei Jia gently stretched out her finger and knocked on the table. She looked up and down with a suspicious look. It was obvious that she had noticed something wrong and abnormal in Anxin recently. In Wei Jia's heart, Anxin has always been a gynecologist worthy of admiration. She always maintains a passionate working attitude and is particularly gentle when facing patients. She is a benchmark among doctors.
However, when working together recently, Wei Jia can always see Anxin's trance from time to time. Even when she comes back to the pregnant woman, there is something wrong.
If it goes on like this, I'm afraid it will be difficult to keep Anxin's Award for excellent work. The director may come to her at that time, and he is bound to ask her carefully.
Facing Wei Jia, who has always known her well, Anxin is obviously a little uncomfortable. She gently lowers her head and purses her lips, but she doesn't give any answer. She doesn't know how she should tell Wei Jia about her attempt to divorce Gu Zezhi. In fact, only Gu Zezhi and Gu's father and mother know about this matter.
In addition, she did not even inform Anxin's parents.
"Anxin, the patient in 405 is looking for you."
A nurse knocked on the door of the office and said to her with a polite smile.
Hearing this, Anxin immediately stood up, stretched out his hand and rubbed Wei Jia's head. Instead of saying anything more to her, she just walked out of the office to avoid Wei Jia's subsequent questioning.
The patient in 405 hospital bed is Pei shuran, who was taken care of by Anxin not long ago. After the abortion, the little girl stayed in the hospital for observation. Now her complexion has gradually recovered and is much better.
Anxin stood outside the ward, she gently knocked on the door, with a gentle smile on her cheek. After Pei shuran agreed, she slowly walked into the ward with the record book.
Pei shuran has packed up her things, and today is the day when she is discharged from hospital.
I thought Pei shuran wanted to let herself check her physical condition again, but Anxin never thought that Pei shuran would mention Gu Zezhi to himself.
"Doctor an, I think you and Zezhi brother's feelings should be very good?"
Pei shuran opened her mouth with a light smile, holding a photo album in her hand. She seemed to think of something. Her mouth showed a bitter smile, and she even said, "yes, I didn't grow up to be beautiful, and he was not as affectionate as brother Ze."
Listen to these words of Pei shuran, Anxin has a kind of vague feeling, more and more unable to understand what she is saying. However, Anxin can also understand that Pei shuran and Gu Zezhi had known each other before, and even there was a little relationship between them.However, before this, Anxin did not know, and she had always heard Gu Zezhi mention anything about Pei shuran, even the number one figure, she did not know.
"Miss Pei, what is the relationship between you and Zezhi?"
She hesitated a little, tangled for a long time, or solemnly asked.
Hearing this, Pei shuran raised a small face and looked at her with tears hanging from the corner of her eyes. She gently lifted the back of her hand to wipe her tears, but pretended to be indifferent.
After calming down his mood at the moment, Pei shuran slowly opened his mouth and explained all this with Anxin.
"Doctor ANN, no, maybe I should call your sister-in-law."
In the middle of it, Pei shuran took Anxin's hand and asked her to sit down beside her. Then he talked about the past with Anxin, "in the past, our family lived next to zezhige's house, which can be regarded as an old neighbor."
It is because Pei shuran and Gu Ze grew up together when they were young, and she also had a little understanding of Dong Shutong. She obviously didn't expect Gu Zezhi and Anxin to be together, but for such a thing, Pei shuran did not express any surprise, but chose to bless them.
"Sister in law, I know brother Ze's temper is not very good, so no matter what it is, you may want you to take care of him more."
Pei shuran chuckled and spoke again to defend Gu Zezhi and say some good words in front of Anxin for Gu Zezhi. "Sister in law, although brother Ze used to like Dong Shutong, his mind is all on you now. You should know that brother Ze has always been a person with a beginning and a ending, and he will never be responsible for you."
When mentioning these things, Pei shuran still has a little envious vision. At least, Anxin is married to happiness now. By contrast, her life is particularly unfortunate. Even her boyfriend, who has always loved deeply, betrayed her.
For what Pei shuran said, Anxin didn't know how to answer. When listening to Pei shuran, she could only reluctantly smile and quietly listen to the story about Gu Zezhi told by her.
Anxin seldom hears other people mention Gu Zezhi's past. Even if he does, most of them are related to Dong Shutong. But these stories that Pei shuran and Anxin told happened before Gu Zezhi met Dong Shutong, which really attracted Anxin.
I don't know how long it has been, and Anxin doesn't know how long she has been talking with PEI shuran. However, whenever she hears Pei shuran mention something about Gu Zezhi, she still feels unhappy.
Looking at the time was almost over, Pei shuran took a deep breath, stood up and hugged Anxin, which was to say goodbye to her and prepare to go back.
At the time of parting, it seemed that something suddenly occurred to her. Pei shuran, embarrassed, leaned over to Anxin's ear, deliberately lowered her voice and said, "sister-in-law, you must keep secret for me about my coming to hospital."
On her pair of eyes with longing, Anxin was naturally embarrassed to refuse. She nodded, and without hesitation, she answered directly, "OK, I'll keep it secret for you."
After all, it belongs to Pei shuran's personal privacy. She has the right and obligation to protect her privacy.
After Pei shuran was sent away, Anxin returned to the office by herself. All she recalled in her mind were those words she had said, and even the person who appeared in front of her was Gu Zezhi. This feeling is not strange to Anxin, but she no longer wants to be involved with Gu Zezhi, or even drag him down.
She reminded herself again and again that she should keep calm no matter when and where, especially for Gu Zezhi's affairs, she should insist on it, never give up halfway, and it is impossible to terminate the divorce agreement between herself and Gu Zezhi at this time.
Divorce is inevitable, and their separation is also a certain number.
Anxin thought for a long time, and finally decided to wait for Gu Zezhi to appear and make it clear with him. After all, it is not good for anyone to continue to entangle. In Anxin's opinion, Gu Zezhi is worth better than her, but now she is clearly a burden, which will only drag Gu Zezhi.
And Pei shuran tried all kinds of ways to persuade Anxin and Gu Zezhi to be well together, which has been selectively forgotten by her. She just envied that they could have known Gu Zezhi a lot earlier than themselves, but she was the last one to appear in Gu Zezhi's life.