Anxin and Gu Zezhi stood face to face. She took a deep breath and just adjusted her mind. She didn't think about what would happen if Gu Zezhi knew about her depression one day. But Anxin never thought that Gu Zezhi didn't have a question. She just cared about her own situation from the beginning to the end.
This kind of Gu Zezhi is the first time that Anxin sees her. Her mood is a little flustered, and she doesn't know how to face him.
Even seeing the unnatural appearance of Anxin, Gu Zezhi has always been chuckling. He stretched out his hand to rub Anxin's small head and spoke with her as gently as possible, as if he had not put her illness in mind. "Xinxin, this period of time without your company, I miss you a little."
His voice was low and deep, full of magnetism, more and more exciting.
When did Gu Zezhi say such sweet and greasy love words?
In Anxin's impression, how can not remember, she slightly frowned, a white face full of disbelief.
She couldn't help but step back, until she leaned against the wall and stopped. To be honest, Anxin didn't have any bottom in her heart. She was just flustered and couldn't keep a good attitude towards Gu Zezhi.
Perhaps before seeing Gu Zezhi, Anxin can promise to everyone that she can leave Gu Zezhi, and even never have any contact again. Even if she sees Gu Zezhi later, she can be a stranger. But when Anxin and Gu Zezhi get along with each other for a short time, she felt that she was more and more wrong.
Once the dark determination, for now Anxin, are very difficult.
Although there was no answer from Anxin, Gu Zezhi could understand her mood. He just sat down on the chair and spoke softly to comfort Anxin as much as possible. "Xinxin, even if you have depression, you are still my unique wife of Guze. I will take good care of you until you recover completely."
After a pause, Gu Zezhi hesitated for a moment, and then said, "at that time, if you still want to leave me, I will give you the happiness you want."
How could Gu Zezhi be willing to let go? The reason why he spoke like this was to persuade Anxin and hope that she would not be cruel and insist on separating from herself.
In addition to being moved, Anxin clearly realizes that Gu Zezhi treats himself like this, perhaps because he has guilt in his heart. He certainly thinks that the root cause of his depression has something to do with him, but even so, Anxin doesn't want to get entangled with him.
She clenched her lower lip tightly. She did not go to see Gu Zezhi from the beginning to the end. She always kept a straight face and refused in a cold voice, "Ze Zhi, I can take care of myself. I don't need you to take care of me. Besides, aren't you going to take care of Miss Fang? You'd better stay away from me as far as possible, otherwise Miss Fang may be jealous, and you will still be upset at that time. "
Anxin a mouth Miss Fang, Gu Zezhi also understand her mind, he is some can not help but laugh out, feel that Anxin is more and more lovely, let him want to secretly hide, become his own unique collection.
Even Anxin himself did not realize that when he said these words, his voice was full of jealousy.
She really loves Gu Zezhi deeply, but Anxin has no reason to ask Gu Zezhi who he wants to be nice to and who he wants to protect. Even if she is Gu Zezhi's wife, even if they are both nominal husband and wife, Anxin does not dare to be humble and force Gu Zezhi to do something.
But now Gu Zezhi wishes that Anxin can strongly ask him to do his husband's duties and obligations.
Just when Gu Zezhi and Anxin were in a stalemate, there was a flurry of knocking on the door outside. Before Anxin went to open the door, she heard the conversation of people outside through the door of the room.
"Mama Zhang, why are you always at Xinxin's door? What's wrong with Xinxin?"
The person who asked was Anmu. She came back from her busy schedule. She wanted to chat with Anxin before going to bed, so that she could relax as much as possible and not worry about anything. However, Ann's mother didn't think that before seeing Anxin, she saw Zhang's mother who had been guarding outside the door.
Obviously, Mrs. Zhang didn't expect Ann's mother to come back so early. When she spoke, she still felt a little flustered. She didn't dare to look up and said, "madam, miss, she Miss, she's nothing... "
She stammered for a long time, but could not say a clue, let Ann mother more and more care about it, even can be said to be bitter.
Listening to their conversation, Anxin can be regarded as understanding the current situation. She turns to look at Gu Zezhi, who is sitting on the sofa, picking up a magazine at random, and frowning slightly. Her expression is very complicated.
Aware of Anxin's gaze, Gu Zezhi is with a face of calm face, he gently closed the magazine in his hand, big square stand up, simply let Anxin read enough at one time.
Gu Zezhi's behavior, on the contrary, made Anxin blush with shame. She coughed in a low voice, and her ear tip was slightly red. She pushed Gu Zezhi onto the balcony and then drew the curtain directly to avoid being found.Anxin sat in front of the dressing mirror to tidy up her nightdress, gently combed her hair twice, then slowly opened the door, raised a pair of dark eyes and looked at the mother and Zhang Ma standing outside, "Ma, Zhang Ma, what are you two talking about? Is something going on? "
Naturally, she heard the conversation between them, but Anxin also knew that she could only pretend to be indifferent at the moment, and only in this way could her mother really rest assured. Besides, Anxin also knows that his parents have been protecting themselves. If they knew that Gu Zezhi was hiding in his room at the moment, they would like to teach him a lesson now.
But what Anxin didn't know was that before that, both ANN's father and mother had met Gu Zezhi, and even threatened and lured him. They hoped that Gu Zezhi would never come to contact Anxin again, and even hoped that they would cut off all contacts in the future. Naturally, it would be the best result if they did not contact with each other when they died of old age.
When she saw Anxin go out, she felt a little embarrassed. She put out her hand and touched her nose. She opened her mouth slightly unnaturally to Anxin and said, "Xinxin, I just chat with Zhang Ma casually. Nothing happened."
Anxin just gently nodded, can be regarded as understanding, she was preparing to return to the room, but again was called to stop by her mother.
"Xinxin, are you hungry? Shall I ask Mama Zhang to prepare some food for you? "
After returning home, Anxin returned to the room alone. Ann's mother had always known enough about Anxin. Naturally, she knew that she had not had time for dinner. Besides, Anxin is too thin now. Just looking at it makes Ann's mother more and more distressed.
After that, Ann's mother showed a worried look again, blaming herself for not taking care of Anxin.
Anxin wanted to directly refuse her mother's kindness, but when she thought of Gu Zezhi hiding in her room, she reluctantly put on a smile, and then gently nodded to answer, "that will trouble Zhang ma."
At first, Ann's mother wanted to talk with Anxin, but now I see her. When she saw Anxin, she was relieved.
She raised her hand to manage Anxin's long hair, and said with a gentle face, "Xinxin, if you have anything wrong with you, just tell your parents that as long as your parents can do it, they will meet all your needs."
How can Anxin not know that her parents are good to her, she also knows that the only daughter they love most is her.
But Anxin also knows that she can't let them worry about themselves, think back what they couldn't think of before, and even want to end her life here. If it's not because her actions are too extreme, how could her parents always be worried about her own affairs?
"Don't worry, mom. I can take care of myself."
In order to let her mother rest assured, Anxin tried her best to show a sweet smile, she took the initiative to hold her mother, "Mom, it's already late, you also have a rest earlier, good night."
After saying good night to Ann's mother, Anxin went downstairs into the kitchen, and saw that Zhang Ma skillfully cooked some of her favorite dishes.
Looking at Zhang Ma's busy back, Anxin still called her, "Zhang Ma, I'll come."
Zhang's mother just looked embarrassed. She didn't know how to decide for a moment. After hesitating for a moment, she still put down the things in her hands and slowly retreated to one side, giving Anxin a moment to show her talents.
In the past, Anxin was a young lady who was raised at home. She knew nothing about all kinds of housework. But since she and Gu Zezhi got married, in order to better take care of her husband, Anxin has learned a lot of things. She is no longer the simple little girl in the past. She has learned a lot of truth and learned a lot of things.
Gu Zezhi always has a bad spleen and stomach, so every day before going to bed, Anxin will carefully prepare millet porridge for him, or his favorite lotus seed porridge.
When Anxin cooked lotus seed porridge, it was half an hour later. She turned to look at Zhang Ma, who was always on her side. She put the big lady's airs in front of her and said, "Mom Zhang, take these things I have prepared upstairs, and say that you have prepared them for him."