Anxin has always been like this. She has made up her mind that she will never have anything to do with Gu Zezhi from now on. However, she still can't help but be kind to Gu Ze. She can't help but remember his hobbies and his minor problems. She can even say that she can't get rid of all the things she is used to.
In order to avoid Gu Zezhi's dinner time, Anxin stood alone in the courtyard for a long time. She had been thinking about how to get along with Gu Zezhi. She also wanted to know what she thought in Gu Zezhi's heart.
If Gu Zezhi just wants to make up for himself because of his guilt, then Anxin thinks that there is no need for her to continue to be with him. Otherwise, if she continues like this, it will only delay each other.
At the moment, Mrs. Zhang knocked on the door of Anxin's bedroom, but she didn't hear any answer. She just opened the door according to Anxin's instructions, put the prepared plate on the table, and then went to the balcony, gently lifted the back of her hand and knocked on the glass door on the balcony.
Zhang Ze's mother's voice, however, when he thinks of his mother's calmness, he will be stunned if he doesn't have time to recover? Where has Anxin gone? "
If it is possible, Zhang Ma will not hide the truth of this matter with Gu Zezhi no matter how, but Zhang Ma still remembers Anxin's repeated instructions. In the final analysis, Zhang Ma's target is Anxin. Since this is an Xin's arrangement, she will never tell Gu Zezhi the whole thing privately. She just shakes her head to Gu Zezhi and pretends that she doesn't know anything about it. "Mr. Gu, this is the dinner prepared for you. I don't know where our miss is now."
In the first half of the sentence, Zhang's mother did hide the truth, but in the second half, she was frank. She did not know where Anxin was.
Looking at the lotus seed porridge in front of her, even if Zhang Ma didn't say anything, Gu Zezhi could recognize it at a glance. It was Anxin's hard work. Others don't put medlar in lotus seed porridge, but in order to feed Gu Zezhi's spleen and stomach, Anxin always habitually adds some wolfberry for his own consumption.
He did not say more, just gently picked up the spoon to drink lotus seed porridge.
For Gu Zezhi, only Anxin is left in his mind now, and he would like to go out and find Anxin now. However, Gu Zezhi also knows that he is now living in a home. If he acts impulsively, he may be driven out at any time and anywhere. In order to avoid this happening, Gu Zezhi can only endure the missing of Anxin and wait in her room all the time.
However, Anxin didn't expect that after returning to the room, she would be hugged tightly by Gu Zezhi. She stretched out her hand to push Gu Zezhi's arm and tried to get rid of him. However, after a long time of trying, Anxin found that she could not escape from such a predicament. She simply released her hand and let Gu Ze embrace, even a word is not willing to say.
"Cynthia, don't you leave me? Don't leave me. "
Anxin has seen all kinds of Gu Zezhi, whether he is happy or sad, Anxin has seen it with her own eyes, but she has never seen Gu Zezhi say such a request in such a low voice.
It was dark all around. Anxin just felt that she couldn't breathe. She coughed twice and gently raised the back of her hand to tentatively push Gu Zezhi. However, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get rid of Gu Zezhi's arms.
After deliberation for a long time, Gu Zezhi suddenly heard Anxin's voice, "Ze Zhi, I promise you."
When Gu Zezhi heard these words from her, he was still inconceivable with her face. He even couldn't believe what Anxin said. He released Anxin, put his hand on her shoulder, and continued to ask, "Xin Xin, what you said is true? Are you really not going to leave me? "
Anxin knows Gu Zezhi's temperament better than anyone else. If she doesn't agree, Gu Zezhi is likely to be entangled in this way all the time. At that time, it will only make them reluctant to each other, and the result is naturally not good.
She raised her head, on the pair of hot Gu Ze eyes, Anxin no longer hesitated, just nodded down, "well."
For Gu Zezhi, this is one of his few opportunities to take care of Anxin. If he can, he will make up for Anxin. Think of Anxin now suffering from depression, Gu Zezhi micro can not be checked frown, he has never been in contact with depression patients, so there are a lot of things, he still need to ask a psychologist carefully.
Thinking of the time is not early, Anxin simply let him stay, thinking to wait until tomorrow, and then tell his parents this matter.
In fact, she has never been able to change her love from the beginning to the next, which is not sure that she has been able to change.
In the dead of night, Anxin secretly took a look at Gu Zezhi, who was already asleep. She could not help but stretch out her hand to attach his eyebrows and eyes. From the tip of his nose to his thin lips, which were all her thoughts."Ze Zhi, do you know that I really miss you during your absence."
She whispered in a very low voice, and when she spoke, she was still full of caution.
But Anxin didn't know that Gu Zezhi didn't fall asleep at all. He could even feel the tremor coming from Anxin's fingertips. Worried that he would suddenly frighten Anxin when he opened his eyes, Gu Zezhi simply closed his eyes and listened to Anxin's murmuring again and again. Her voice was good, like a soft voice, which made Gu Ze Zhi not listen enough.
Until one o'clock in the morning after midnight, Anxin reluctantly went to sleep. When she heard her breathing slightly, Gu Zezhi's high hanging heart was put down.
He gently stretched out his hand, carefully embracing Anxin in his arms, because he was afraid that she would be aware of it. He was always cautious and meticulous, even his own actions were deliberately relaxed.
At the same time, Gu Zezhi also thought that no matter what happened in the future, he should treat Anxin well. The reason why Anxin got depressed was because of his own reasons. If it was not because he and Fang Baishu were too close and ignored Anxin's feelings, how could she be so upset? Until he finally became a depressive.
Of course, these are also afterwords, Gu Zezhi now only can do, is accompany.
As soon as she woke up the next morning, Anxin felt the weight of her waist. She stretched out her hand and rubbed her sleepy eyes. She saw Gu Zezhi's face magnified many times in front of her.
She has not come and recalled yesterday's things, suddenly on the Gu Zezhi that pair of smiling eyes, "Xinxin, you wake up."
Perhaps it was because he had just woken up in the morning. His voice was low and deep, a little hoarse, but it was very beautiful.
However, Anxin's mind is not in Gu Zezhi's body. She just wants to know how she should go downstairs to have breakfast with Gu Zezhi, and how can she explain the current situation?
Anxin is the person who knows her parents best, because she can't help suicide. After she was admitted to the hospital, Gu Zezhi has almost become a taboo figure in the whole family. No one can put forward him in front of Anxin, for fear that it will stimulate Anxin again and affect her mood.
"What are you thinking?"
At the same time, Gu Zezhi gently sat up with a smile in his mouth, which was the opposite of his usual.
Gu Zezhi, whom Anxin knew, was never so gentle, and never showed a good-looking smile to her. However, Anxin did not resent it, but more and more attached to all that belonged to Gu Zezhi.
Gu Zezhi's eyes are full of tenderness, and Anxin is distracted for a moment. She shakes her head and replies in a low voice, "nothing."
When she finished washing, Anxin heard her mother's call. She looked at Gu Zezhi, who was dressed up in front of her, but had no courage to tell her parents her decision.
But Anxin also knew that if they want to get back together, they must have the consent of Ann's father and mother.
Even if Anxin didn't say anything, Gu Zezhi could understand what she was thinking. He took Anxin's small hand and said with her earnestly, "Xinxin, don't be afraid. I will make it clear to our parents and parents that I will not leave you, and I will not let them separate us."
At last, he bent down to leave a warm kiss on Anxin's forehead.
Now Gu Zezhi is afraid to do anything out of the ordinary, for fear that he will suddenly scare Anxin, so he can only show his love for her little by little.
If put on others, Anxin will not believe it, but this is Gu Zezhi, she has loved Gu Zezhi for many years.
Now to this time, Anxin is still willing to trust Gu Zezhi without reservation, she is willing to trust him, believe in all his choices.
I don't know how long it has been, Gu Zezhi on her pair of slightly hesitant eyes, whispered, "Xin Xin, let's go out."
Then Anxin did not hesitate, she tightly held Gu Zezhi's hand, and then went out with him to face all the following. Anxin couldn't help looking at Gu Zezhi. She remembered his kindness to her clearly, but she was more and more reluctant to leave him. She just wanted him to accompany him all the time and even wanted to take him as his own.