Chapter 208

When Anxin is familiar with the surrounding environment, Gu Zezhi gently leads her back to the bedroom on the second floor.

The decoration of the bedroom is mainly based on warm colors, and the light is dim. It has a warm feeling on the body. The floor has been covered with white fluffy carpet. Seeing this room for the first time, Anxin liked it very much. She plucked up her courage and did not hesitate to talk to Gu Zezhi about her thoughts. "Zezhi, I like this room very much. Thank you for preparing for me for so long."

She remembered that when she fell asleep in the car before, Gu Zezhi's voice was faintly heard in her ear. He deliberately lowered his voice for fear that it would disturb Anxin's rest.

It must have been at that time that Gu Zezhi was ready for everything here, so that he could stay directly at this time.

However, Gu Zezhi never showed his intention to Anxin, so that Anxin always misunderstood Gu Zezhi's kindness to him because of his guilt and sympathy. Although he has been accompanying himself, and even taking good care of him, in Anxin's opinion, his feelings towards himself are more guilty than love.

This is also the original intention that Anxin was not willing to tell the truth to Gu Zezhi at first. She was always worried about Gu Zezhi's treating herself like this because of her guilt.

Looking at Anxin's absent-minded appearance, Gu Zezhi stretched out his hand and waved in front of her. He called her name softly and asked her about her situation, "Xinxin, what are you thinking? Why are you so absorbed? "

After a call, Anxin just reluctantly returned to God. She looked at Gu Zezhi at a loss, but did not know what he was saying.

Seeing this, Gu Zezhi didn't ask much. He just gently stretched out his finger and flicked Anxin's head. He said softly, "Xinxin, what do you want to eat for lunch? If you want to eat Western food, we can take a look around here. If you want to have Chinese food, I can help you prepare it at home

Listening to Gu Zezhi's two choices, Anxin hesitated for a moment, or chose the former.

She can't bear to let Gu Zezhi work for herself. Besides, she just got off the plane. Gu Zezhi can't rest and suffer from lampblack.

"Zezhi, let's go to have western food. Can you show me around later?"

Anxin gently opened his mouth, but also carefully and tentatively asked.

She held her finger tightly until the tip of her finger turned white. She raised her head and looked at Gu Zezhi in front of her. With a light and gentle smile on his cheek, she stretched out her hand and rubbed her small head. Without hesitation, she replied, "Xinxin, as long as you are willing to tell me, no matter where, I will go with you, as long as it is your wish, I will go with you They will try their best to satisfy them. "

Looking at Gu Zezhi's tender appearance, Anxin just feels that her present life is too unrealistic. She has never seen Gu Zezhi treat herself so well that Anxin thinks that she is in a dream, and all the things in front of her are illusory and illusory.

Seeing Anxin in a daze, Gu Zezhi did not say much, but he still wrote down the symptoms of Anxin. When he had time, he would consult Lu Jiaming or other psychologists who had successfully contacted him. For Anxin's illness, Gu Zezhi is always worried. The reason why he left all the things he was entangled in was to take care of Anxin wholeheartedly.

If Anxin's illness is not good, it will only make Gu Ze more and more self reproach.

However, in addition to self blame, Gu Zezhi also hopes that Anxin can get better. He wants to live with her back to the same life as before. Although it is ordinary, they can be very happy with each other. Occasionally, there are small quarrels, but in fact, the most important thing is each other.

Gu Zezhi had no other way but to select some Western restaurants with good evaluation nearby, waiting for Anxin to come back.

Somehow, Anxin suddenly remembered Dong Shutong, whom she had been dreaming about in her sleep some time ago. She and her appearance were five points like each other, especially those eyes, which were almost carved out of the same mold. Anxin has told himself more than once, even if he is a substitute for Dong Shutong, as long as he can stay with Gu Zezhi, it is enough.

But now Anxin is not satisfied with this, she bit her lower lip tightly and wants to be the only one in Gu Zezhi's heart.

Anxin has always been a voice in the bottom of her heart to remind herself, she kept saying dispirited words, "Anxin, you don't have delusions, no matter how Ze Zhi treats you, or what you do for you, you have to understand that you can never surpass Dong Shutong's position in Gu Ze's heart."

"Anxin, don't you understand that Zezhi treats you well only because he feels guilty about you. When your depression gets better, you will be driven away. Fang Baishu has Dong Shutong's heart in his body, and what do you have?"

"What else do you have besides this similar one?"

It was all that repeated in her mind, causing the whole face to be as white as paper.

Looking at Anxin's face more and more pale, Gu Zezhi's heart was naturally uncomfortable. He wanted to stretch out his hand to hold Anxin into his arms, but he was worried that his action was too abrupt and might frighten Anxin.Seeing Anxin's empty eyes, Gu Zezhi has no other way, so he can only call his family doctor and ask him to come to the door to check the specific situation of Anxin. Since Anxin was ill, he has been especially worried about her situation, for fear of any accident. If Anxin really goes wrong, he may not be able to explain to her father and mother, even the bottom of his heart.

Gu Zezhi carefully sent Anxin back to the room, and he told his aunt to cook some millet porridge, so that Anxin could eat it when she was hungry.

Song Shijing is a family doctor Gu Zezhi specially invited over. The relationship between him and Gu Zezhi is very shallow. The Song family and Gu family are aristocratic families. The time they have known each other for more than 20 years can be counted carefully.

"Zezhi, do you think the situation of xiaoanxin is getting worse?"

Listening to song Shijing, a little Anxin, Gu Zezhi resisted the idea of throwing him out. He just opened his mouth with a straight face, and his eyes were full of disgust. "Since you already know these situations, don't you go with me to have a look at Anxin?"

If it were not for Gu Zezhi's lack of other trusted people here, I'm afraid he would not have found song Shijing in any case.

Looking at Gu Zezhi's tight face, song Shijing understood that Anxin's situation must be not very good, even serious.

Then song Shijing went upstairs with Gu Zezhi. When she saw Anxin, who had been curled up in the corner, song Shijing noticed that her situation was special. He frowned tightly and looked at Gu Ze with a complicated look on his face to stop him.

On Gu Ze's eyes, song Shijing just drew closer to him and explained, "Xiao Anxin's situation is special now. Don't forget that Xiao Anxin was depressed because of you. If you don't want her to get worse, follow me."

After hearing song Shijing's words, Gu Zezhi's face changed slightly, but he did not continue to follow him. He just stood outside the door of the room, observing Anxin quietly.

If he can, Gu Zezhi would rather suffer from these pains than Anxin. He loves Anxin and hates that he doesn't know how to cherish the time when he was with Anxin before.

"Little Anxin, do you remember me? I'm song Shijing. "

Song Shijing slowly walked to her side, and then squatted down to talk to her. He was also careful, a pair of peach blossom eyes slightly raised, as far as possible to show a gentle and intimate appearance, trying to reduce Anxin's heart of defense.

Hearing the speech, Anxin slowly raised one eye and looked at him. When he saw a familiar face, he whispered, "well, I remember you..."

Her voice is very light, if you don't listen carefully, maybe you can't hear clearly at all.

Fortunately, it's very quiet around. Song Shijing sits down beside her and just starts talking to her slowly, "Xiao Anxin, what's the matter with you recently? Is there something wrong? Shall I go out with you? "

Song Shijing did not expose Anxin's illness, but asked about it with concern. He was a doctor and also a professional psychologist. He could see that Anxin's situation was not good, but he also knew what was taboo. Now in front of Anxin, he didn't dare to mention Gu Zezhi's name. He could only let Gu Zezhi watch from afar and accompany him silently.

"I don't want to go out. I just want to be alone."

Her stuffy mouth, voice slightly choked, a pair of beautiful eyes have been filled with water vapor, as if her tears will fall down in a second.

Song Shijing had no other choice but to stay with her and occasionally say a word or two with her, "Xiao Anxin, do you like cats or dogs? Or I'll take you to the pet store and choose one you like. "

Raising small animals can lighten Anxin's burden. When she gets along with them, she can naturally put down her defense and can face them calmly with her most authentic side. In this way, nature is the best thing.

However, Anxin had been shaking her head without any intention of moving. Her mood was very unstable at the moment, and her small face was full of pale.

However, song Shijing can only choose to let her take fluoxetine and let her have a good sleep. After that, he still needs to discuss with Gu Zezhi before making a decision.