Chapter 209

Song Shijing looked at Gu Zezhi, who was silent in front of him. He could not help but sighed. He knew that Anxin's situation was not optimistic. However, if he continued to be depressed like this, it would be no way. Moreover, no matter who was willing to see this situation.

The surrounding atmosphere was too cold, which made song Shijing uncomfortable. He frowned slightly and put his hand on Gu Zezhi's shoulder. He just chose to speak softly to comfort his mood. "Zezhi, don't think too much. Xiao Anxin will get better, but it takes time. We can still afford to wait."

If it's just a matter of time and how long to let Gu Zezhi wait, he is willing to. However, as a non professional, he can see that Anxin's mood is getting more and more uncontrollable. If his illness gets worse because of going abroad for a rest, he really doesn't know how to explain himself to other people. Even he can't get over this barrier.

Gu Zezhi's brow was locked, and a handsome face was full of gloomy expression. According to common sense, Anxin's condition should gradually get better, but now, instead of getting better, it is becoming more and more serious. He can't help but let him start to blame himself and think that all this is his fault. If he didn't choose to be square white, maybe Anxin would not have been like this at all.

In Song Shijing's opinion, the only way now is to untie Anxin's heart knot. If she is always depressed, even if they try all kinds of methods, it will not have any effect, at least not change the status quo.

After thinking about it for a long time, song Shijing slowly loosened his clenched fist and tried to learn the specific situation from Gu Zezhi. "Zezhi, can you tell me something about Xiao Anxin that she always cares about?"

Although the relationship between Song Shijing and them is good, now that they have been separated for so long, I still don't know what happened to them.

What is Anxin's heart knot? Gu Zezhi can probably guess out. After a long time's consideration, he said, "it is Xiaotong that keeps Anxin in mind all the time."

One side is his beloved, the other side is the past that he never dare to forget.

For Gu Zezhi, it is difficult to make one of the choices, whether it is Anxin or Dong Shutong. Gu Zezhi knows that he owes them a lot.

Song Shijing naturally understands Gu Zezhi. He also knows that many years ago, when Dong Shutong and Gu Zezhi were together, something unexpected happened. But in Song Shijing's view, the past has passed. Instead of entangled in Dong Shutong's death, it is better to grasp the present and cherish the moment with an Xin.

"Ze Zhi, I think you should figure out whether to choose Dong Shutong or Xiao Anxin."

When Gu Zezhi confessed all these things in front of song Shijing, it proved that he had the answer in his heart. No matter who he was, he could not make any choice for him.

Gu Zezhi gently nodded, but should come down, "um."

This problem is not only Anxin's heart knot, but also Gu Zezhi's difficult choice.

He has always understood the truth that the dead have passed away. He should have understood that Dong Shutong has become the past, and now the person he needs to take care of is Anxin, not any other person.

After seeing off song Shijing, one of Gu Ze stood in front of the French window and looked at the prosperous street view outside. His mood was very complicated.

With Anxin for such a long time, Gu Ze has already regarded Anxin as the person he cares about most, and he is not willing to separate from her, but Gu Zezhi still can't completely put down Dong Shutong.

Dong Shutong is the first person Gu Zezhi tries to love. She is also his most precious and unforgettable first love.

What's more, if it wasn't for Gu Zezhi's sake, maybe Dong Shutong would not have died at all. In the end, it's all his fault.

But Anxin is not the same, she has loved from the very beginning, let Gu Zezhi have no way to ignore her existence, moreover, Anxin itself is a shining role. At first, he wanted to use Anxin to solve his parents' urging for marriage, but who ever thought that in this transaction, he would gradually sink down, until now there is no way to leave her.

The former and the latter, if really make a choice, Gu Zezhi will not hesitate to choose Anxin.

Compared with all kinds of memories, Gu Zezhi is more concerned about Anxin.

The night was silent, Anxin slowly opened a pair of eyes, but also unconsciously shed two lines of tears, a small face full of tears, it seems that people feel pity. Thinking of Gu Zezhi, Anxin stubbornly raised the back of his hand and wiped his tears, pretending that nothing had happened, but trying to make himself look normal.

Hearing the sound of foot steps coming from outside, Anxin lies down in a panic, and then covers his face with a quilt. He doesn't want Gu Zezhi to see his embarrassed appearance. But when she thought of Gu Ze, who had always been extremely meticulous, she pulled the quilt down and turned her back to the door, revealing only a hairy head.

Gu Zezhi gently opened the door and came in and saw that Anxin was still resting.He walked to Anxin's side and sat down in the chair. With the help of the dim light of the bedside table, he could see that Anxin had just cried a little while ago. Even the tip of his nose was red, and there were some tears in the corners of his eyes.

"Xinxin, I know that I did wrong before, so I will treat you well and accompany you to cure depression."

Gu Zezhi's voice is gentle, a pair of eyes in the eyes are full of sincere, but Anxin has been closed eyes, is not aware of these details.

In Anxin's voice, Gu Zezhi treats himself so well because of his guilt. Maybe when his depression gets better, he will leave himself. Anxin has never been so flustered, and she never knew that Gu Zezhi would be so important to herself.

However, Anxin still had to admit that she was reluctant to leave Gu Zezhi. She was always worried that Gu Zezhi would disappear from her side.

"Xinxin, you can rest assured that no matter what happens, I will always be with you."

He solemnly promised to tell Anxin that he would never leave her alone.

Anxin's eyelashes trembled slightly. She didn't expect Gu Zezhi to say these words with herself one day. She never thought that Gu Zezhi would put down everything for herself, but even so, she would still be flustered. She felt that all this was not her own, and that it would disappear anytime and anywhere.

As if, all this is their own dream, is their own fantasy.

"I used to be indifferent to you. I hope you don't waste time on me. You are still young, and you deserve better."

As he spoke, his lips rose slightly, with a bright smile, as if Anxin had appeared before him. At that time, she had always been bright and moving. At that time, she was fresh, but now because of his own reasons, it is to make Anxin look like this.

"But now, Cynthia, I don't want you to leave me, and I don't want to let go."

Perhaps in Gu Zezhi's heart, Anxin is sleeping now, she doesn't know what she is saying, so even if she shows her intention, she won't know, but now Anxin is listening to it word by word. She wants to tell Gu Zezhi that she will never leave him, but Anxin has no such courage at all.

Looking at Anxin's peaceful sleeping face, Gu Zezhi smiles contentedly, reaches out his hand to cover the quilt for her, and quietly leaves the bedroom.

However, after Gu Zezhi left, Anxin slowly opened her eyes. All she recalled in her mind were Gu Zezhi's words. She still remembered Gu Zezhi's saying that he didn't want to let go.

If Gu Zezhi does not let go and does not leave her, Anxin will never be the first to leave. The happiness that she finally got is naturally reluctant to let go.

Anxin sat up, his mouth slightly up, showing a smile that he had never seen.

But in all people did not notice, Anxin's condition is slowly improving, she gradually put down the knot in her heart, she also slowly came out of the shadow of Dong Shutong and Fang Bai Shu, they have hit Anxin countless times, they have also let Anxin completely die of Gu Zezhi, but now, Anxin has plucked up the courage to face the situation calmly There is everything unknown.

Even if it is to be able to live a good life with Gu Zezhi in the future, she will also strive to receive treatment, and she will get better.

Gu Zezhi is sitting in his study. He looks at the current time and dials Lu Jiaming's telephone number. He is still worried about Anxin's situation. He also hopes to learn some specific information from Lu Jiaming, so as to facilitate his communication with Anxin.

Lu Jiaming, who received the call, just woke up. He stood in the courtyard watering the flowers. After understanding Gu Zezhi's needs, he gently stretched out his hand and rubbed his temple. With a tired face, "Mr. Gu, do you mean that miss an's situation has not improved, but has deteriorated a lot?"

For Lu Jiaming, he has seen all kinds of situations, even Anxin is a minority.

According to common sense, Gu Zezhi's spending some time with Anxin should be able to enhance the relationship between them and make Anxin's condition gradually better. However, it never occurred to him that the situation of Anxin is becoming more and more serious, and even Gu Zezhi is helpless.