Chapter 259

Looking at Yan Xi Ruo small. The blood color on the face faded, the night Jue Mo sword eyebrow tightens and frowns, you Mou deep complex gaze at her, "what meaning?"

Yan Xiruo thought about the pain of life rather than death during the six months of detoxification, and her eyes were suffused with a layer of redness. The hissing pain of being bitten by thousands of insects and thousands of ants seemed to rush up again. Her hands were around her chest, and her voice was swallowing, "from the moment you have the idea of using me, we can't go back!"

She raised her head and pushed back the tears that were about to slip out of her eyes. Her face turned pale and continued, "did you know how scared I was when I was threatened? Afraid to sleep at night, in a trance, but at that time I never thought about breaking up with you, I just wanted you to find out who was going to break us up. But how stupid I am, you find out the truth, but don't tell me. He also played a play with Huihui, which made me jealous and infuriated Yan Lichuan. What's more, you pretended to die in order to expose Yan Lichuan's nature! "

"Do you know how painful it was when I learned that you were killed? Several times I wanted to go with you. I was afraid you were alone below. Yan Lichuan saw that I was so heartbroken for you that he completely lost his sense and humanity. When he took me out of Anshi, he injected a tube of drugs into my body

"That kind of drug is specially developed to deal with traitors. Once injected, you will become addicted to drugs. If you don't continue to inject, your body will have to endure the pain of lingchi."

"Although Yan Lichuan injected me with drugs, why should I bear that kind of inhuman torture without your careful consideration? But I don't hate you, because I know you have your difficulties and helplessness. I just want to draw a clear line between each other and never contact with each other. However, it was not long after I returned to Anshi that I found myself pregnant

"Do you think I really want to be an executioner of my own flesh and blood? Because of drugs, let the child stop growing, even if I want to have birth, also can't have birth! "

"You came to the hospital that day and asked me why I had to kill your child. I didn't tell you Zhen. Xiang, because I just want to draw a line with you. I don't need your guilt and compensation! After you left, I had a lot of bleeding. I went to Wanqing's hometown for detoxification. Because I was weak, I didn't clean up for three months. The doctor told me that I shed blood. I didn't have a good rest after childbirth_ Because of the thinning of the endometrium and the special blood type, it is difficult to conceive again in the future. Even if I am pregnant, I will get used to the sexual flow. I will probably not have my own child in my life. "

"I don't want to win your sympathy or compensation by telling you this today. I just feel that such entanglement makes me tired. I don't want you to let me go! Yes, this is your country. You have the right to drive me out, but can you let me stay for a year for the sake of what I used to be? " At the end of the day, she couldn't control her tears.

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Looking at Yan Xiruo, who is weeping, night Jue Mo brain sea is blank.

Deep eyes flash shock, disbelief, panic, panic

There was also a sharp pain in the chest.

Throat as if by an invisible hand severely pinched the same, dry and hoarse can not say a word.

Her every word, every word, like a thousand gold hammer, hard hit his heart, hit him in pieces.

The tall body trembled unsteadily. He looked at Yan Xiruo with red eyes. The blood color on his thin lips faded gradually. "I'm sorry, because of the injury, you have suffered so much. You hit me, you beat me hard --" he took her left hand and threw it hard at his face.

Bang!

With a crisp sound, there were also several red fingerprints on his pale face.

Yan Xiruo forcibly took back her numb hand, and she shook her head with tears. "You don't need to say sorry. Those pains have passed. The reason why I told the truth before detoxification is that I don't want you to feel guilty, and I don't want you to compensate. Now my body and mind are back to health, and the future will be better and better. Really, as long as you don't entangle me ！”

Night Jue ink dark narrow eyes in the dark surging, his hands clasped Yan Xiruo's thin shoulder, thin lips a shiver, want to say something, throat like a thousand gold cotton, nothing to say.

He pressed her into his arms.

If Yan Xi didn't struggle or push him away, he could feel his heart beating wildly with his hands on his strong chest. After closing her eyes, she had gradually recovered her calm. "Ye Jue Mo, I'm not angry, and I don't hate you. I really don't want to tangle with each other. If you really do for my good, please let go I Prince and Cinderella, only exist in fairy tales, she experienced the unforgettable pain, has lost the courage to break through the barriers with him.

What's more, she did not have any trust in him, even if forced together, will become a resentful woman because of suspicion in the future.

Night Jue Mo will face buried in Yan Xiruo's neck, eyes blurred by tears, a little gray down, until completely dark.The emotions of pain, chagrin, remorse and guilt came like a tide. His hands around her waist kept tightening, as if to strangle her into his own blood.

Both of them didn't speak any more. There was an indescribable sadness flowing in the quiet space.

Yan Xiruo smelled the breath of light tobacco in his body. Her nose was very sour, and her tears just stopped flowing out again. "Ye Jue Mo, don't be like this. I said, I don't hate you, and I won't blame you..."

"Are we really not going back? Even if I will use my whole life to compensate you... " His voice was hoarse and broken, with endless sadness and pain.

Yan Xiruo's chest tightening is not because she is cruel, nor because she no longer gives each other opportunities, but because she clearly knows that they can not have a future.

It's better to keep a distance and guard your heart.

Lifting her head from his chest, she looked at his dark, painful eyes with tears, and forced a smile out of her mouth. "I just said, you don't have to compensate, you don't have to feel guilty. I'll live a good life in the future. If you feel that you have to make up, I have to leave and go to a country without you and live a peaceful life."

She didn't resent him because she understood his situation. After all, he is the crown prince under one person and over ten thousand people. He will inherit the throne in the future, and he can't help it.

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