Chapter 720

Gu guan'er lies on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep.

Although she had Xiaobao's assurance, she was still afraid that Xiaobao would be called MIA mummy one day.

Apply to the court for Xiaobao's custody right?

However, her present mental state is not suitable for children.

She knew that seeing her mother commit suicide would cast a lifelong shadow on her child's psychology. Because her mother committed suicide.

After her mother's death, her father took her to see many psychiatrists. At that time, she recovered well, and had no disease for a long time.

She has been living a positive life with a healthy and optimistic attitude. No matter how difficult she encounters, she has the courage to face it.

Many people who do not know her deeply think that she is a big lady who has no heart, no worries about food and clothing.

But only she knew that her heart was not happy.

When she saw her father's cheating, one by one, and her mother was forced to die by Xiao San, she resisted and resisted her marriage.

Because she was afraid, there was a shadow in her heart.

Later, Chen Xi, who had chased her for several years, also colluded with her cousin. She was completely desperate for men.

As a result, she bravely designed Ling Zhihan.

Her idea at that time was to have a child, so that she would not be lonely and old for life in the future.

She did not expect that after Ling Zhihan found her, he would be moved to him.

At that time, Ling Zhihan only had his first love in his heart. She didn't dare to confess her mind to him directly. She only dared to test him, but every time he answered, she would be sad and disappointed.

Facts have proved that she did not directly tell him that his mind is right. After she left the capital, he and Gao Zhiqing were together, and soon they were married.

If he didn't really love his first love, how could he marry her?

After learning the news of his marriage, she was really sad and disappointed for a long time, and secretly swore that she would not have any intersection with Ling Zhihan.

In fact, she did.

In those five years, she lived happily with Xiaobao alone.

If he had not found her in country R, and had learned that Xiaobao was his son, they would not have had any intersection later, and she would not have been ill. He was like a robbery in her life. She didn't know how to get over it.

after their divorce, he seldom appeared in front of her, and she had a peaceful life. But now, he and his girlfriend live next door to her.

What does he mean?

Want to show love in front of her?

Or do you want to see her regret?

Even if she regrets, what can she do? She still has no way to accept the touch of men, can not give him the happiness he wants, and can not get out of the psychological shadow he has caused her.

After beating her head, she squeezed her body into a ball. According to Pei Zixuan's method, she took a few deep breaths. She didn't want to worry her anymore and tried to calm down her confused mood.

Ten minutes later, she slowly calmed down.

After taking two antidepressant pills, she picked up her mobile phone, opened her photo album, looked at Xiaobao's photos, and thought about the good time when she was alone with Xiaobao. Gu Guaner gradually fell into sleep.

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After sleeping in the middle of the night, Gu guan'er is awakened by the thunder outside.

Thinking that she had not collected her clothes before going to bed, and that she had not closed the window, she rubbed her heavy head out of bed.

Walking to the balcony, Gu guan'er sees a red dot in the balcony next door. She looks at it doubtfully.

In the dark, Ling Zhihan was standing on the balcony with cigarettes in his body. He was wearing a nightgown. The night wind raised a corner of his pajamas. Xinchang's figure looked a little lonely and lonely.

Gu guan'er takes back her sight, and she sneers.

How could he be sad and lonely?

He was born with a golden spoon in his childhood. His parents left him, but they gave him enough love. He has a career, no lack of women, and a son, he is the winner of life.

And she's full of holes.

……

The next day.

As soon as Gu guan'er arrived at the magazine, she saw that the editor in chief called the leaf to her office.

Half an hour later, the leaves came out and his eyes were swollen like walnuts.

Gu guan'er walked over, elbowed on the leaf's desk and asked in a low voice, "did the chief editor scold you?"

Ye nodded in tears. "MIA called the editor in chief in the morning. She wanted to cancel the cooperation with the magazine and let us pay for the breach of contract."

Gu Guan Er frowned, "by what?"

"When I told you about MIA yesterday, she recorded it. If our magazine does not pay the penalty, she will publish the recording... " Ye sucked her nose, and her voice choked more and more. "The chief editor said, let me ask MIA myself. She must let MIA continue to cooperate with us, or I will bear all the consequences."Ye said, lying on the table, tears streaming, "sister guan'er, I just graduated from university. If I was expelled from the magazine and exposed the recording, how can I get a foothold in the industry in the future? I really didn't expect that my unintentional words would cause such serious consequences - "

Gu guan'er knew that ye ye was also careless. She sighed," don't cry now. I'll go with you to find MIA. "

……

Gu guan'er and ye went to Huaying media and found out that MIA was recording a program on TV this morning. They rushed over again.

It was not easy to see Mia's people, but before saying a word, she was driven out by her assistant.

There is no room for discussion at all.

Mia was very proud.

Sitting on the flower bed outside the TV station, the leaf, who had managed to stop her tears, began to cry again. "MIA refused to forgive me or cooperate with our magazine. What should I do? It's not easy for me to settle down in the capital. I really can't lose this job! "

Gu guan'er didn't think it was so difficult. She bit her lip and just wanted to say something, the weeping leaf took her hand and said, "sister guan'er, would you like to accompany me to Ling's group again? Mia is the woman of general manager Ling. If I ask him, he may be soft hearted. If he comes forward, Mia may forgive me... "

Gu guan'er hesitated for a few seconds, then nodded, "let's have a try."

When they arrived at the downstairs of Ling group, the front desk told them that there was no appointment and they couldn't see lingzong.

Gu guan'er had no choice but to take out his mobile phone and dial the number in his memory.

Every time the phone rings, her heart beats faster.

After saying those words to him in the elevator yesterday, she always felt that it was embarrassing for them to meet or talk.

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