Mo Zi Xi looked deeply at Ding Rui. Even though she knew that she still loved this man, they were really unsuitable to be together again, and it was only at this moment that she understood what her father meant when he said "forcefully doesn't feel sweet". She knew why her father had always been against their marriage, and kept dragging it out to prevent them from getting married.
At that time, she actually felt embarrassed for her father, because there was more than one quarrel with him over this matter. It was probably because her father felt that he didn't want to bother with this matter anymore, so he allowed them to get married.
She discovered that her heart had changed at an unknown time, had become bigger, and wanted more.
Before the marriage, she only wanted him to look at her more, but after the marriage, it was different. She wanted him to be with her all the time, to have her husband by her side when she was sad, to have protection and trust without reservation.
His days with her were numbered so much that even when she was pregnant, he did not show the slightest bit of happiness. Lu Chen and Mo Nuan had clearly married in a flash, but the two of them were so warm that no matter what happened, Lu Chen would always stay by his side without leaving a single step behind.
Before, she felt that time could change everything, but now, she felt that she was wrong to the extreme. Some men's hearts were truly cold, not that they could easily warm up.
If he could think it through earlier, he wouldn't have to let himself into such an awkward situation.
"Big Brother Rui, let's get divorced." Mo Zi Xi looked at Ding Rui, and said calmly.
This was a decision she had made after much deliberation. Rather than having both of them unhappy, it was better to let them go. It was because she had always been too stubborn, blinded by her own eyes, unable to listen to the advice of others.
Ding Rui thought he had misheard, and looked at Mo Zi Xi in disbelief, "Zixi, what did you say? I didn't hear you. "
"I say, let's get divorced. Now that my father is gone, and I, Miss Mo Clan, only have an empty title, it's completely useless for you. I'm willing to let go and let you go to find your own happiness." Mo Zi Xi said indifferently.
"Do you know what you're talking about?" Ding Rui looked at Mo Zi Xi and couldn't help but glance at her tall and bulging stomach.
"Big Brother Rui, let's get divorced." Mo Zi Xi repeated himself, his eyes gleaming with determination.
"Nonsense, don't you know what you're talking about? You're still carrying a child right now, why are we getting divorced at a time like this? How are you going to make others look at me?"
Now that he knew that she was pregnant, then how did he treat her after she almost miscarried twice? One of them came too late, and she did not even see him by her side when she was recuperating in the hospital, she did not come even once, and only appeared on the second day.
As for his so-called face, she didn't even care about her own face, much less the others.
Right now, she only wanted to peacefully give birth to Little Huai An and raise her own child. She didn't want anything else besides that.
"I will tell the outside world that I am doing it for my own reasons. It has nothing to do with you, so you don't have to worry about being scolded by the outside world."
Wang Ma, who was at the side, also heard their conversation and sighed in her heart. Everyone said that husband and wife didn't urge each other to leave, but for a couple like them, she felt that there was no need at all for them to stay. A man could just abandon his wife when he was pregnant, and in the future, how could you expect him to treat you well?
Wang Ma didn't say anything and just walked away.
"What are you doing? Didn't I already explain what happened that night? I drank a few more cups of wine. At that time, I was already drunk. Why did I come over to pick you up? Ding Rui looked at Mo Zi Xi with some anger. He had not even settled the scores with her, yet she had already started to say such words.
"Your parents don't love me, and they don't like the child in my stomach. You don't love me, and you have no relationship with me or the child. Do you think that a woman won't be able to persist in a marriage like this?" Mo Zi Xi's emotions were not as agitated as Ding Rui's, but they had always been light, as if he had truly gained enlightenment and was tired, and did not want to persevere any longer.
Ding Rui didn't know what to say for a moment. What Mo Zi Xi had said was the truth, after Mo Ping Shan's will was announced, his parents disliked her even more, and felt that she wasn't worthy of him. If the matter regarding Song Xue Yi were to be leaked, even if he didn't want to get a divorce, his parents would definitely force him to such an extent.
Seeing Ding Rui pursed his lips and did not make a sound, Mo Zi Xi continued, "I'm here to formally apologize to you for that matter five years ago. It's because my mother and I did something wrong, and it's perhaps already too late to say all this now, but I still want to say it."
Looking at the person in front of him, she clearly had the same face, but he felt that she had changed. He didn't even notice that she was no longer the same person.
He glanced at Mo Zi Xi, and without saying anything, he directly left the room.
After a while, when Mo Zi Xi heard the sound of the car starting up, she knew that he had left.
She sat on the sofa and cried, making this decision. Her heart ached a lot, as she still remembered the scene when she first saw him. With a smile, he said gently, "Other than being a bit skinnier, this girl looks pretty good when she smiles."
This simple sentence had actually left her with a young girl's heart.
That was the first time she saw such a gentle boy. The villagers either mocked her or treated her like a plague. They would never take the initiative to get close to her.
For the first time, she felt the warmth of a stranger.
Also, during the time when he was recuperating with her, she knew that part of the reason why he was willing to come here was because he didn't want her mother to sue Mo Nuan.
Pain and happiness.
Wang Ma came out of the warehouse after hearing the sound of crying. As soon as he came out, he saw Mo Zi Xi sitting on the sofa, hugging his head and crying. Ding Rui had already disappeared.
She couldn't help but let out a deep sigh. Her entire life had been ruined by her own mother, to actually teach her daughter how to use medicine to keep a man. How could the things she obtained last for long?
Wang Ma walked up and lightly patted her shoulder, "Zixi, since you've chosen to get divorced, you must be strong. Little You An will depend on you in the future."
Mo Zi Xi threw himself into Wang Ma's embrace, and started crying silently.