Let's have a talk
Back then, her mother would wake up to the fact that she had no money, and she couldn't control the family's finances to steal money from Qin Wanli's purse for her own use. After being discovered by Qin Wanli, he gave her a good beating and scolded her for not using any money when she was at home all day.
She unknowingly spoke out everything in her memories, as if she had been suppressing them deep in her heart. As she spoke these words, she suddenly had a very relaxed feeling, "In this world, only my mother is willing to give up everything for my mother."
After talking for a long while, Qin Yuanyuan suddenly stopped, and looked at Si Jieyu awkwardly: "I've said so much, you must be very annoyed, right?" She took a deep breath, feeling much better after spitting out the words that had been weighing down her heart.
"You haven't answered my question?" Lu Ziyi looked at her. Was she trying to escape? He did not want her to escape their feelings.
"I... I like you, so not only am I grateful to you, I also love you, Lu Ziyi. " She looked at it and suddenly felt ashamed of herself for saying this. She took a deep breath and tried to calm down. Finally, she said, "Are you going to be angry?"
"Nope." He raised his hand and caressed her slightly red eyes. "I just feel a little envious."
"Envy?" She was surprised.
"That's right. I envy you and your mother for having so much past and memories. I envy her for occupying such an important position in your life." He was envious to the point that he was even jealous. He was afraid that if people knew that he was jealous of her mother's words, they would definitely laugh at him.
Qin Yuanyuan looked at Lu Ziyi blankly, and felt his fingers gently caress her face. That was his warmth, it was like the gentlest of consolations.
"I've never felt that my mother was such an important existence, so I'm envious of what you said, but I have no way of experiencing it either." His voice continued to sound in her ears. His eyes were terrifyingly deep …
Qin Yuanyuan's expression changed slightly, and his eyes unconsciously revealed a hint of sympathy. She knew his past, and even more so knew of the relationship between him and Lin Mufeng.
He raised his eyebrows, seeming to understand the emotions in her eyes. "Are you pitying me?"
She was indeed sympathizing with him. The relationship between the previous generation was too complicated, and it was actually harming the child. However, these words were a bit hard to say. With his prideful nature, could he accept the sympathy of others?
Just as he was thinking, his hand had already grabbed the back of her head, pulled her head down, and brought her face even closer to him: "Yuanyuan, even if it's just sympathy, it's fine as long as you're thinking about me."
This aloof and lofty man, yet she yearned for her feelings so much, she didn't even care if it was sympathy or some other emotion.
Qin Yuanyuan was stunned, he stared blankly at Lu Ziyi's face which was just inches away from him, and almost started to suspect if he had heard wrongly. How could someone like him say something like that?
"You … Still drunk? " She could only guess.
His eyes were clear and bright, without a hint of drunkenness. "Do you think that my appearance looks like I'm drunk?"
She did not know what to say.
He pulled her closer, her nose almost to his, her face full of his breath.
He exhaled like an orchid, his eyes brimming with limitless brilliance. "Yuanyuan, if I could be like your mother and give you everything, then the person you care about the most in your life, would become me?"
This voice carried a hint of enticement as it softly chanted in the night wind. However, it caused her body to stiffen in that instant. Spend everything? Did he really know what he was talking about? Did he understand the true meaning behind those four words?
Qin Yuanyuan felt her throat become dry.
His lips were pressed against her lips, gently sucking on her lips as he muttered her name.
Yuanyuan... Yuanyuan... Promise me you won't leave easily, okay?
It was wonderful!
"I …" Qin Yuanyuan became silent again, she did not expect her to suddenly bring up this topic again.
"Yuanyuan, do you really not want me anymore?" he asked.
Don't. She just didn't want him to force her to do that sort of thing. If he really didn't want her to, then how could she be so willing to stay by his side?
Even if there was no such agreement, he was willing to do so.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, his eyes seemed to be covered by something, making her unable to see clearly.
"Haha, there are a lot of people who want me. However, the one that I want doesn't want me." With a self-deprecating smile, he suddenly stood up and pulled her hand, walking towards the large bed in front of them.
"AHH!" She staggered as he dragged her. Before she could take more than a few steps, she was pushed down onto the bed.
He leaned on her, "How many times do you want to leave me? Once, twice, three times, four times? or countless times? "
His smile was incredibly gentle, and his voice was also hoarse and gentle. Even if he was pressing down on her, his body was deliberately moving away from her, lightening the weight so that she wouldn't feel uncomfortable.
Qin Yuanyuan felt a sour feeling at the tip of his nose. He really cared about her like this.
His smile and his voice made her uncomfortable. "Can we have a good talk?" If there was any misunderstanding between them, if there was any problem with their communication, they should have explained it earlier.
"What do you want to talk to me about?" His eyebrows were lowered, and his eyelashes covered his eyes, making it impossible for her to see the expression in them.