"It was the first time I've been on leave." Lu Yang said at a word.
After three years in the army, he successfully entered the Marine Corps, became a member of frogmen, and even participated in a real battle.
Then, he asked for a week's holiday. He used the allowance he had saved over the years to meet his girlfriend, whom he had not seen in three years.
His girlfriend, who was just a senior, was not very happy to see him. She took him to the coffee shop near the school and said she wanted to talk.
It was a conversation he has been impressed with so far.
There is no mention of separation, no third party involved, but there are many unstable factors.
To sum up, my girlfriend doesn't want him to be a soldier.
It was the first time, and, of course, the last time she had expressed her feelings.
She felt that his career was meaningless. Like other ordinary occupations, his income was very small even though it was hard work.
He tried very hard to explain that it is meaningful for them to do this business. They can protect the country and the people, and they can do a lot of things. They are not really what she thinks. They are meaningless.
However, he can't express, and the talented student in front of him has a good reason to say that he is speechless.
Finally, she asked him, "if your country needs to kill people, will you kill them?"
Lu Yang was completely silent.
This question, no doubt, leaves him no room for refutation when he has just finished his task.
He didn't even dare to assume.
My girlfriend doesn't know, so she unscrupulously analyzes --
"being a soldier, killing people, when your hands are stained with blood, what's the difference between you and a murderer? You are a profession that makes killing legal. After that, Lu Yang didn't have the heart to listen to what she said.
All he knew was that in his girlfriend's theory, he had become a dangerous murderer.
So, at the end of that conversation, of course, they broke up.
"Later, I tried to convince myself that even if I had blood on my hands, I killed people, but they deserved it. I killed the people who should be killed and protected a lot of people at the same time." Lu Yang raised his head, eyes gradually firmed up, that pair of cold-blooded merciless eyes full of tenderness, he squeezed out a smile toward Mo shangyun, "I used to have nightmares during that time, and now I also have nightmares from time to time. But, you know, people with faith and reasons to persist in going down will feel much better."
Mo shangyun listened quietly.
Finally, she looked into Lu Yang's eyes, almost in a tone of caution that had never been seen before. She asked, "is your faith still there?"
Lu Yang is in a good shape.
He looked at Mo shangyun, and if his eyes could see through the heart, there was no place to hide.
He is very powerless toward Mo shangyun smile, and then, avoid that let people palpitating sight.
Mo shangyun was silent for a moment and took back his sight without asking again.
Don't think about it. Lu Yang has no reason to insist.
Yeah, he left the army.
Mo shangyun thought that Lu Yang didn't tell her for the sake of telling. He just found out that she was different. He wanted to tell her that she could find a belief and that she could not continue to exist like this.
However, Lu Yang couldn't find a suitable way. He could only use this method to cut himself in half and tell her by his own experience.
Mo shangyun felt that he should say thanks, but he didn't think he needed it. So he thought again and again, but he didn't say it.
*
when night fell, some police came to take notes. Mo shangyun, as one of the hijacked parties, cooperated honestly.
When the police saw that she was injured and dealt with the gangster with her own strength, the police did not ask any more questions. They just went through the process and left.
In the evening, easygoing brought a bag to Mo shangyun. They looked at each other implicitly. Then Mo shangyun ate dinner quickly and went to the bathroom with the bag.
Because of the leg injury, Mo shangyun took half an hour to come out, and Lu Yang did not suspect.
When Mo shangyun came out again, ease had gone.
When Lu Yang saw Mo shangyun, he almost didn't drop his chin.
Mo shangyun took off his loose suit and changed into a suit of casual clothes, a white T-shirt, black trousers, and a black baseball cap. He only wore one sneaker because his left foot wrapped in zongzi could not fit the other.
Instead of taking a wheelchair, she limped to the wall and picked up the crutches that had been prepared in advance.
Under Lu Yang's gaping gaze, she tried the feel of crutches, thinking in her heart that she would also use it one day.
"Where are you going?"
Seeing Mo shangyun walking towards the door, Lu Yangcai recovered from the ghost state and asked Mo shangyun a question subconsciously.
Mo shangyun strode to the door, raised his hand to grab the door handle, and then turned to look at Lu Yang. He said with a smile: "find my faith."But she opened the door.
When she was ready to go out, she stopped, raised her finger to her lips and made a "Shhh" gesture towards Lu Yang.
Lu Yang stares at her in silence, not knowing what to say.
When he thought of at least telling her to pay attention to safety, Mo shangyun had already gone out of the door and brought the door with him - there was no chance for him to give the last advice.
In this way, Mo shangyun "escaped from prison.".
Wearing casual clothes, all the way out of the hospital, simply can not be more smooth.
However, when he returned to living alone in a double ward, Lu Yang regretfully thought that he was a little uncomfortable.
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