Liang Zhiqiong looks at you with expectation.
If you patted her hand, but avoided her sight, "you can do something meaningful outside."
Liang Zhiqiong lowered her head and bit her lips.
"If you want to help people, your family can provide you with conditions. There may be more good things you can do outside than in the army. "
"It's not the same."
Liang Zhiqiong is stubborn and persistent.
It's not the same.
She lives in such a circle and sees too many false masks. They are insincere and considerate. They say and do things against their heart. They smile and stab you with a knife. Too many people live for their own interests. Unconsciously, they put on countless masks for themselves. Most of the time, even they think that the mask is the real self.
You can't do pure things.
They live by suppressing their nature.
This circle is like this, this is the society. This is what Liang Zhiqiong hated most before she joined the army. However, after the army, although she slowly began to understand the existence of this phenomenon, she also found that there were still simple corners in the world, and not all circles were like this.
Outside, she couldn't feel the comfort of lying on the grass with a group of people after a night's training, waiting for the sun to rise.
It was the most beautiful view she had ever seen.
Outside, she couldn't feel how she felt when she tasted the hot white rice after starving for days and nights in the wild mountains and mountains, even relying on wild vegetables to feed her hunger. It hurts to waste a grain of rice.
It was the best meal she had ever had.
Outside, she can't feel the warmth of working hard for the same goal with a group of people without benefit. She can't enjoy the warmth of all the people cheering for you, rejoicing in your progress, racking their brains to bring you something to eat
There is also the tacit cooperation between life and death, and the sense of security that we trust our comrades in arms behind our backs.
Pure comrades in arms, life and death over life friendship, are not in the outside experience.
However, she could not combine these real experiences with the pictures moved by her heart.
As you said, she would worry, and so would her father.
They don't want to hear about it, because it's often linked to the degree of danger, and they're always thinking about what's going on with her and what's going to happen to her.
This is what Mo shangyun emphasized to her again and again before she came back, and it was also what he repeatedly told her along the way.
These things can't be said.
"I haven't seen you for two years. You've really grown up." You Ruo sighed to break the atmosphere of silence and pulled Liang Zhiqiong to say, "let's talk slowly. Let's have a meal first. If you don't eat, your father and I are worried. "
“…… Well. "
Liang Zhiqiong couldn't wait to persuade you, but agreed with you and nodded.
After thinking so much, she suddenly felt powerless.
She realized that in her opinion, what she had done was worthy of recognition, but it could have been done by many people, thousands of people, but it should not be her.
However, she felt that ordinary conscripts simply experienced the life of the army, and that the place where she had worked so hard to get there was really something to be done.
It's dangerous, but someone has to do it.
And she wants to be one of them.
She wants to be involved, not replaced by someone else.
She took over the bowl and soft white rice from you you. The quality of the rice was several grades higher than that of the cooking class. The food was cooked by the super chef hired by the family. It was a flavor that the cooking class couldn't make.
It's delicious.
However, there are always shortcomings.
See Liang Zhiqiong really eat, you if secretly surprised Liang Zhiqiong's calm and sensible.
She had a lot of scenarios in mind.
For example, Liang Zhiqiong will throw the food on the ground.
For example, Liang Zhiqiong would be furious because she didn't talk to her properly.
For example, Liang Zhiqiong will argue fiercely, vent wantonly, and make many impulsive actions
But, not at all.
Liang Zhiqiong is trying to communicate with her. She is very rational and calm. Even if there is no progress in communication, she can accept calmly.
When did not know when to start, Liang Zhiqiong out of the previous self willed appearance, in you if can not see, Liang Zhiqiong grew into a sensible and clever appearance.
This makes you feel sad and lost.
She didn't know whether it was good or bad.
*
the evening meeting ended early.
Unexpectedly, Yan Tianxing did not leave the army on this day, but went to dinner with Mo shangyun.
"You have nothing to do today?"
With one hand in his trouser pocket, Mo shangyun asked Yan Tianxing strangely.
Yan Tianxing looked at her faintly, "make an appointment with your mother for fun games.""What?"
Mo shangyun felt that he didn't understand Yan Tianxing's meaning.
However, Yan Tianxing did not care to answer for her, and walked by her side without saying a word.
Mo shangyun raised his legs to keep up with his speed, "isn't my mother a loyal teammate of Ruan Yan?"
Yan Tianxing said calmly: "three are missing one."
“……”
Good.
Have a good time.
Mo shangyun followed Yan Tianxing to the kitchen class.
Because the six o'clock meal will run into the camp people, so they are specially given half an hour to come. Some can choose to go again at six, and some can choose to go ahead of time. Of course, you can also choose to eat out.
The degree of freedom is comparable to that of ordinary universities.
This is a treatment that can not be enjoyed in military academies.
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