Chapter 349

I don't know how long it took. I heard the summer solstice gently shouting, "OK. Come back."

He opened his eyes, but saw the summer solstice hand over a paper towel with concern.

"What?" he wondered.

"You shed tears." the summer solstice pointed to his face.

"Impossible?" Pei Yaochen doubtfully reached out and touched his face. Sure enough, he touched the tears in his palm and was stunned.

He cried. Why?

When the summer solstice saw that he didn't pick up the paper towel, he wiped it for him himself and said gently, "when people forget themselves, it's easiest to show their feelings. All this is a very natural reaction. But what I don't understand is why you are so sad. Is there any unsolvable problem or sad story in your life? Have you been hurt? Or have you hurt others?"

Pei Yaochen recovered his calm and said lightly, "my past is very ordinary and boring. Maybe I have been hurt and hurt others, but things have changed. What's more, people will always be hurt or hurt others more or less all their life in this world. I am like this, and I think you are no exception."

The summer solstice picked his eyebrows and smiled, "Pei Yaochen, do you know? Just now I was almost peeping into your heart. Unexpectedly, you put on your usual mask in time. You are really a person with strong concentration."

Pei Yaochen turned his head and stared at her deeply, "do you want to know me?"

"I didn't want to. I just wanted to cooperate with you on this project to make a lot of money, and then go their separate ways. I really wanted to. Because of your kindness, I couldn't help but want to enter your heart. But now I don't want to. Because for a person with such a strong sense of defense, either he has a history of evil and can't see the light, or he is a person with a dark heart. These two No matter what kind of people, I don't want to provoke them. Because my philosophy of life is to make money and play happily, and never ask for trouble. "Xia solstice said with a light smile.

"Pei Yaochen listened. She was very complicated and wanted to give her a perfect answer, but she couldn't say a word.

Because his past was indeed full of sin and his heart was indeed dark, he could not tell her what he had done against his heart, or it was not the most appropriate time to tell her.

Because she doesn't like him now, even full of disgust. If he tells him all about his past, he is worried that she will ruthlessly stop giving him any chance to get close.

The summer solstice tightens the blanket on the tight body and breathes a long breath, "I've been sitting for a long time. It's really a little cold. I'm going in. What about you? Are you going to stay here?"

He jumped up quickly. "I'll go in too. The porridge should be cooked. You can eat it and go to bed."

"Good. I'm really hungry." summer solstice nodded and walked in with him one after another.

The summer solstice sat at the table and waited for a while. Pei Yaochen came out with steaming porridge.

Porridge is lean meat porridge, with some lard and some chives. It's a very common food, but it's so delicious.

"It's delicious. It's delicious." Xia solstice put a little spoon into his mouth, and then raised his thumb to Pei Yaochen with a happy face. "Don't stand and eat a bowl quickly."

"Wait, I also made egg patty Soup for you." Pei Yaochen was very happy when she saw her.

But after a while, a bowl of delicious soup was put in front of the summer solstice.

The summer solstice ate a small piece of meat and couldn't help sighing, "it's really tender! Is this tenderloin?"

"Not bad. But I also added protein to stir to make it taste more tender and smooth. Is salty suitable?" Pei Yaochen asked with a smile.

"It's suitable. It's very suitable. You can eat some too." Xia Zhi took a spoon and fed it to him.

He was flattered and flustered, opened his mouth and swallowed it whole, but his face was so hot that he twitched.

The summer solstice chuckled, "you eat slowly. Of course, the freshly baked food is hot! But it's all my fault. I should blow it cold for you and then feed you. Alas. I'm a nervous man. I don't pay much attention to the details of life. I'm sorry."

"Not hot." he swallowed hard into his stomach, but his eyes to her were full of tenderness.

"Don't look at me like that. I know it's easy for me to recruit peach blossoms no matter how stupid I am. But I can't cope with too many peach blossoms. Let's be honest business partners. We can get along naturally and easily. Just like now." Xia Zhi said with a smile, "Go and get a small bowl. Give you half. It tastes better to eat together. Besides, it's the result of your hard work. I don't like eating alone."

"I'm not hungry. Just watch you eat. And these are specially made for you. Take your time," he said gently. "If you think I'll make you uncomfortable here, I'll go back to my room first."

The summer solstice quickly waved, "there's nothing uncomfortable. You don't have to avoid it."

Pei Yaochen smiled, "then I'll accompany you. Do you want to listen to some music?"

"No, it's just disturbing to play music so late. Besides, the sound of the waves, the sea wind and the sounds from nature are the most beautiful music in the world." the summer solstice got up and stood up.

"Where are you going?" Pei Yaochen asked hurriedly.

"Go to the kitchen and help you fill a bowl of porridge. I won't be polite to you if there is only one cup of soup. But there should be more than one bowl of porridge? You have to eat one bowl after you've been cooking for so long. You can't make me fat alone!" Xia solstice said with a smile.

"I'll come by myself. Sit down quickly." Pei Yaochen hurriedly stopped her.

She didn't force, "that's good. Hold it yourself."

She turned back to her seat, bowed her head and continued to eat slowly.

Although she was hungry and the food he cooked was delicious, she still didn't dare to eat too fast for fear that her stomach couldn't stand it.

Just eating and eating, suddenly my nose was sour.

She remembered the first time he cooked for her.

But at that time, she was in a dilemma and extremely embarrassed. Although he saved her and cooked dinner for her, he seemed so unwilling.

After many contacts, his reluctance was obvious.

She saw clearly, but she was still so stupid that she couldn't help falling for him

"What's the matter? His face looks so heavy? Is the porridge cold? Come, eat my bowl. The temperature is just right." Pei Yaochen stretched out his hand and adjusted their porridge.

The summer solstice looked up at him and smiled, "Pei Yaochen, are you so considerate and careful to every girl? Or are you so kind to me alone?"

Pei Yaochen was stunned. He thought about himself and Mo Yanqiu, as well as the details of being with the summer solstice. Finally, he was very melancholy.

Because there are two of them, one is his first love, the other is the woman he found out he had deeply loved for a long time after his death.

They were all loved by him, but they were hurt the most because of him.

And when they were born, he was really bad to them.

Mo Yanqiu, when she needed his company, he went to the army.

For many years.

And in order to get himself into a state quickly, he almost cut off all contact with the outside world.

In those years when he lost contact and was despised by peijunshan, every day, hour, minute and second Mo Yanqiu should live is like living in hell, right?

The reason why she has been waiting for him to return before choosing to jump from the building is to see him for the last time, right?

And the summer solstice.

the summer solstice

If he just feels guilty to Mo Yanqiu, the summer solstice makes him feel that he has been committing a crime against her.

He decided her life and death selfishly like God, and finally abandoned her body on the operating table like a coward. Up to now, he dare not even ask about her grave in Paris or in Chinese L City

He is really too selfish and evil. He is a sinner who can't atone for his sins in his life

He suddenly felt suffocating with heartache and bowed his head without speaking.

The summer solstice looked at him, "what's the matter with you? I just asked you a question that an ordinary girl would ask. As for making you so sad?"

Pei Yaochen waved his hand, "No. I just thought of some unbearable past."

"Can't bear to look back? Hehe. You really have a story. Look at your sad face. It seems that you were hurt in the past. Would you mind telling me. Now I'm in a good mood and I'm willing to be your bosom sister to listen to you. Maybe I can help you solve your problems!" Xia Zhi looked at him gently.

If he tells the truth about his past, if there is any regret for her in the process of his talk, even a little, she may be able to pass the barrier in her heart.

In that case, she could give up revenge on him and not even deprive him of his right to be a child's father.

Then they will all be free.

Even if we finally forget each other in the Jianghu, it's better than the current entanglement of gratitude and resentment to hurt others and ourselves.

Pei Yaochen looked up and smiled. "The past doesn't want to be mentioned again. Let it pass in the past. People always have to look forward, don't they?"

The summer solstice was inexplicably disappointed, but forced to say with a smile: "You are really a free and easy person. Well, since you don't want to mention it, I won't ask any more. To tell you the truth, if you hadn't performed quite well all day, I really don't want to be your bosom sister! You know, bosom sister needs to absorb a lot of negative energy. Okay. Stop talking. It's almost dawn. Have porridge. After drinking, let's drink porridge Go back to your room and have a good sleep! Otherwise, how can you have the strength to participate in the hunting at night! "

"Well, eat while it's hot." Pei Yaochen breathed a sigh of relief.

The summer solstice has been looking at him with that kind of exploratory eyes, which makes him nervous and excited.

Because this was the first time she looked at herself and showed a strong interest in him.

Such eyes almost made him lose his head and almost told her his unbearable past.

Fortunately, at the last moment of speaking, he killed the impulse to completely expose himself to her from inside to outside with his reason.

He can't say that he can't destroy the little warmth between them.

It's better for her to be unpredictable than to find out that he is so selfish and evil