Chapter 375

If so, in the end, I don't know whether the summer solstice can really escape from Pei Yaochen unharmed.

If not, how can her entanglement with Han Jing end?

If it can't end, when will she have to be manipulated by him?

And what about her parents?

She was filled with pain at the thought that her parents in a foreign country might now live an extremely hard life.

Thinking that all this came from the summer solstice, I suddenly hated her.

If the summer solstice doesn't provoke Pei Yaochen, she can't see Han Jing. If she can't see Han Jing, she won't let herself fall in love like a fool.

Perhaps she is still playing in the world as heartless as before.

Although I always feel empty and lack something, most of them are happy.

Most importantly, her family is safe!

Not like now, she lives like a dog, and her parents live like a dog without freedom and dignity!

The summer solstice saw that she didn't speak and looked depressed. She thought she was sad for herself, but she put her hand around her shoulder and smiled gently: "OK. Don't worry about me. Don't worry. I'll have a way to solve a lot of thorny problems one by one. Otherwise, I can't come back and start my plan. You, just manage your life and Han Jing's life well. If you are happy, I'll be more happy."

Yang Yazhu saw a smile on her face and a sincere light in her eyes. She couldn't help but be extremely contradictory.

On the one hand, she was constantly moved by the sincere friendship of the summer solstice. On the other hand, she had no way to control her demons and not to attribute all her misfortunes to the summer solstice.

She is very contradictory, painful and struggling. She doesn't know what she should do to get rid of her current dilemma.

She felt like a moth that accidentally bumped into a huge spider web. She struggled hard, but she couldn't get rid of her bad luck.

She couldn't really see whether the spider web was woven by Han Jing or the summer solstice

She was full of pain and loss and couldn't see her future

All day, Yang Yazhu and Han Jing stayed at Pei's house. After dinner, Yang Yazhu and Han Jing left.

Back home, Han Jing took off his clothes and walked upstairs, walking in a hurry, completely ignoring her existence.

Looking at his proud back, Yang Yazhu suddenly became angry, raised her foot and kicked the shoe cabinet on one side. She shouted hysterically, "stop!"

Han Jing stopped and turned to frown at her. "What are you crazy about?"

"I'm crazy! I've had enough of all this! Han Jing, I'm going to fly to see my parents now! Now immediately! You take me to see them!" Yang Yazhu shouted madly.

Han Jing said faintly, "I said, it's almost time. Don't you see that Pei Yaochen's heart has been firmly controlled by the summer solstice? Next, I believe that with the ability of the summer solstice, he will soon become a poor man. Don't worry. It won't take more than half a year. So wait patiently. We won't be together for too long."

"Half a year? Have to wait half a year? Sorry! I don't want to stay with you for an hour, a minute, a second, a week, a month! You make me sick! Every time I see you, I want to vomit!" Yang Yazhu screamed.

She clearly felt that she was in a bad state and was in a crazy state. The string that had been tight in her heart had been pulled to the maximum, and she would break as long as she tried again.

She may really fall into a terrible madness, but she can't care much. She just wants to end all this, just want freedom and security, not only her own, but also her parents'.

"I see you want to vomit too. You are so stupid that I am tired of it. I have explained to you many times the reasons why you need to stick to it. I really don't want to explain any more. I advise you to calm down and don't force me to do anything bad to your parents. They gave birth to you for your filial piety, not for you to bring them bad luck! You'd better firmly understand this Remember clearly with me! Also, this is my last warning to you! Next time, you'll mess with me out of control. Don't be afraid that I won't do it without saying a word! Think it over! "Han Jing snorted coldly and turned away.

Yang Yazhu stayed where she was, and her whole body was like falling into an ice cellar.

His words effectively calmed her down.

She is still very fragile. The string in her mind is still so tight that it may break anytime, anywhere, but she has to force herself to support it.

He's right.

She can't lose control, she can't be crazy.

No matter how painful or afraid you are, you have to bear it.

Otherwise, her parents will suffer with her.

She can't be unfilial

Yang Yazhu sat powerlessly on the cold ground, tears pouring out like a flood.

She sat for hours, almost numb with cold.

She really hopes she can freeze to death. If she dies, Han Jing can't threaten her parents any more?

Because that would be meaningless.

At this thought, she reached out to support the wall, stood up bit by bit, opened the door and walked out, taking off her clothes as she walked.

It wasn't until I took it off until I was only a thin underwear.

She looked around.

At this time, it was three o'clock in the night, and there was silence around. It was the time when people were snoring.

Outside the courtyard, there were several bleak street lamps, which illuminated the ghosts all around, as if it were as cold as hell.

yes. The world is her hell.

And turning yourself into a dead soul is really integrated into this hell?

With a faint smile, she slowly sat on the cold concrete ground, then lay down on her back, her hands and feet were greatly opened, and looked at the dark starless night sky.

Somehow, she felt that her heart had never been calm and happy. This feeling was so comfortable.

She thought faintly that when she gave up everything, there would be no fear in her heart.

It turns out that defeating fear is so simple.

It's funny that she didn't realize it before

With the passage of time, she felt her heart more and more calm, more and more detailed, so detailed that she could ignore the cold of needles. She even felt her body more and more light, like a breeze, and like a feather hovering in the wind, swimming freely and happily in the air

Just before she felt that she was about to be completely solved, she suddenly felt that she was tightly grasped by others.

She was tired of being disturbed by her beautiful feeling, so she wanted to struggle hard, but her whole body was so cold and weak that she didn't even have the strength to move her fingers.

She wanted to open her eyes to see who was so hateful, but her eyelids were as heavy as two mountains. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't open her eyes.

For a moment, she suspected that she was dreaming or that she had gone to hell.

Just because her whole body is frozen stiff and she can't walk by herself, who in the impermanence of black and white will hold her and go?

If so, then black and white impermanence is very kind.

Maybe the legendary hell is not so terrible?

She was relieved at this thought, and she sank into a deep coma

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dusk the next day.

When she saw Han Jing standing in the afterglow in front of the window, she was shocked and angry. She suddenly turned over and sat up, but then she had a headache as if it was going to explode, and her body was as sore as being run over by a cart. She fell powerlessly on the bed, trembled and stretched out her fingers to him, and said angrily, "this"

Only one word came out, and I found that my voice was so dumb that I couldn't hear it. My throat was like a sharp blade stuck in it. With a little force, it was like the blade scraping against her throat wall, and I was in pain.

When Han Jing heard the news, he slowly turned around and walked to her. He reached out and grabbed her chin and said faintly, "your physical quality is really good. You were frozen like a popsicle outside last night. I didn't expect to turn around today. You're so alive."

She forced herself out of his hand and said, "don't worry about me!"

She said she would struggle out of bed when she opened the quilt.

Han Jing smiled faintly, stretched out his hand and pressed it on her shoulder. With a slight force, she fell heavily on the bed like a broken puppet.

Han Jing pressed up and looked at her coldly, "really want to die so much?"

She bit her lips and stared at him with murderous eyes.

Han Jing nodded, "I see. You really want to die. OK. I'll help you. Do you still want to use the way you did last night?"

She still didn't say a word. Because of her strength, her lips were bitten by her teeth, and blood gushed out. She dyed her white teeth red, which made her look a little ferocious.

"Silence means I'm right. All right. Come on!" he grabbed her collar with both hands and dragged her out of bed.

Yang Yazhu didn't struggle, not only because she was unable to struggle, but also because she didn't want to struggle.

If she wants to die by herself and he won't let her, let him kill herself.

In this way, he really carries a life on his body.

When it happens one day, he can't escape the punishment of the law anyway.

In this way, you can take revenge for yourself!

Han Jing dragged Yang Yazhu out to the front of the car, opened the door, threw her into the car like garbage, and then turned to get on the car.

But after a while, the car went out like a sharp arrow.

An hour later, he pulled her out of the car. She opened her eyes and found that he had driven the car to the beach.

He dragged her straight into the sea, pressed her head and dipped into the sea.

The cold sea water was as cold as a hundred billion steel needles, which pierced all the pores in her body.

It hurts!

She felt her whole body convulsing, her heart and lungs exploding, and the pain was unbearable.

But she forced herself to endure the bitter pain, and forced herself to open her mouth and let the sea surge into her mouth.

She just wants to die quickly! Just die quickly!

But just as she was losing consciousness, he suddenly pulled her out of the sea again.

While suffering from a dry cough, her survival instinct also made her greedy and eager to breathe fresh air.

Just taking a breath, he pressed her into the wate