Chapter 412

Summer solstice only felt hot pain on his face and severe colic in his abdomen.

Xie Ziyi must have been quietly ruthless!

As soon as Pei Yaochen sent ah Zheng up, he saw Xie Ziyi beating and scolding at the summer solstice madly, but the summer solstice calmly tried to help her.

Pei Yaochen was distressed. He hurried forward to take over Xie Ziyi and was about to speak. Xie Ziyi slapped her in the face, "smelly man! Don't touch me! Don't touch me! I won't die from you!"

Pei Yaochen felt uncomfortable. He raised his knife and knocked her unconscious. Then he carried her on his shoulder and sent her into the cabin.

When he came up, he saw the summer solstice sitting on the railing of the yacht and looking up at the sky. His hair was blown in the air by the sea wind, and his skirt was rustling. He was inexplicably afraid that she would be blown into the sea by the sea wind.

He hurried forward, stretched out his hand, firmly locked her in his arms, kissed her obviously hit cheek and said apologetically, "does your face hurt? I'm sorry, I should send the tossing Xie Ziyi to rest first. It was my carelessness that hurt you."

Summer solstice smiled, "it's just a small injury. It doesn't matter. It's you who knocked her unconscious with such a rough palm. She should hate you when she wakes up tomorrow."

"Where do drunk people remember so clearly?" Pei Yaochen took her down, put her on the beach chair and said gently, "you wait for me here for a while. I'll come soon."

"Well." she answered gently, her dark eyes staring at the stars all over the sky.

This night, she couldn't help thinking of the early morning when she went camping with him a few years ago.

She remembered that in order to see the sunrise, they got up in the middle of the night, then climbed the mountain hand in hand, sat on the huge rock on the top of the mountain, and waited for the rising sun.

At that time, the sky was also full of bright stars, which was so beautiful that people were palpitating.

She nestled in his arms and listened to his loud and orderly heartbeat, waiting quietly.

How happy she was at that time. A heart was full, satisfied and sweet. Just snuggling up to him, she felt that she had the whole world.

Even if the mountain suddenly fell apart, she would never have the slightest fear.

Unlike now, he is clearly beside her. As long as she wants, she can snuggle up to his wide chest as last time.

But the difference is that now she can no longer find the full, satisfied and sweet feeling in the past.

Her heart was broken like a fishing net, and countless cold north winds came and went

Lonely.

A person's loneliness.

It's more lonely than when I was bullied and no one helped.

The most terrible thing is that she can't openly vent such a loneliness. She can only bury it deeply in her heart and cover it with all her strength

The eyes were wet quietly, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, but she felt that she didn't even have the strength to raise her hand to wipe.

At this time, she heard Pei Yaochen's footsteps approaching.

She quickly turned her back to him, put her face gently close to her arms, quietly wiped away the tears on her face, and then closed her eyes.

"Are you asleep?" Pei Yaochen went to her and sat down and looked down at her.

She didn't move.

At this moment, she didn't want to say a word.

Suddenly his face was clear, and his gentle fingers swam on her face.

He's helping her with the ointment

If, if he had been so kind to her in the beginning, how perfect would it be?

Her nose and eyes were so sore that she had to bear it.

After a long time, she opened her eyes and looked at him with a smile, "are you helping me wipe the ointment or taking advantage of me?"

"You didn't sleep?" he smiled and quickly retracted his hand. There was no silver here. He explained, "it's very swollen, so I want to rub it for you."

The summer solstice nodded, looked at the sky and said softly, "look, many stars! How beautiful."

Pei Yaochen also lay down, next to her head, and gently asked, "is this your first time to go to sea?"

"Of course, more than once. But it's the first time to lie head to head on the deck with a man and look at the stars. You know me, I rarely do romantic things." she raised her hands, spread her fingers widely, and sighed, "looking at the stars, feeling the gentle sea breeze passing through her fingers, and listening to the sea beating the cabin, I feel so beautiful."

Obviously, it was very common. When Pei Yaochen heard it, he was particularly emotional. He stretched out his hands, grabbed her hands and said emotionally, "thank you for leaving me such a beautiful first time. Tian Wan, I will remember such a beautiful night all my life."

Summer solstice didn't speak, just clenched his hand.

On such a beautiful night, let them spend a peaceful night together.

She's so tired that she needs a truce for one night

"Sing a song," she said with her eyes closed. "It's a little flawed without music on such a beautiful night."

"OK. What song do you want to hear?" he answered gently, although he had never sung a song since he was eighteen.

"I love listening to Joker Xue recently. How can you do it? Can you sing? If not, then play it with your mobile phone!"

"I'm sorry. I really can't sing. Then I'll turn on my cell phone." he released her hand, turned and took out his cell phone, and soon found the song.

You stopped on this familiar street

Read all the lines you have prepared

I'm still pretending to lie

I can't block your direction

At least I'm generous when I leave

The sad and helpless lyrics were inexplicably heartbroken. Pei Yaochen's eyes were quietly wet. He turned and hugged her, his forehead tightly against her ear, and said in a dumb voice: "Tian Wan, how do you want me to treat you, so you can believe that I really love you?"

The summer solstice was silent.

The music was playing again and again in the silent night, and he had already burst into tears

When the music finally stopped because the mobile phone ran out of power, she also opened her eyes, turned and lay face to face with him, reached out her hand, gently stroked his face and said gently: "I want to know what I want you to do. I can't find the answer either. Pei Yaochen, I want to love you very much. Because you are the only man in the world who has lived with me. But I don't know why, I just can't make myself love you completely. Many nights, I lie alone in bed, and I keep asking myself, what's the matter I'm not satisfied with you. But the final answer is, I don't understand. I'm sorry. I've really worked hard. But working hard doesn't necessarily mean there will be results. Therefore, if you and I feel tired in this tug of war, it's better to stop everything for a while. Maybe after a period of separation, we will understand what we really need At that time, if we still want to be together, let's be together! "

"No, no, no! No! I'm not tired. I'm not tired at all. Really. Tian Wan, staying with you is the greatest happiness of my life. In the days with you, although sometimes I am confused, painful, jealous and careful, I seem to be very careful. But I feel that I live like a person. I live vividly and colorfully. Not like a walking corpse in the past I usually live in this world. I like myself now. Although I have many problems, I am a living person! Therefore, don't feel tired. Because I am very happy now. Tian Wan, we are fine. Don't break up easily. Everything is just beginning. We will be better and better in the future. " Pei Yaochen held her hand tightly, with fear of loss in his eyes.

Summer solstice sighed, "stopping loss in time is the best way to minimize the damage. I know it's inappropriate, but I insist on it. At that time, the rest of us may hurt each other. I really don't want to hurt you."

"My skin is thick and my flesh is rough. You just want to hurt me. But I will never hurt you. Tian Wan, the last thing I can hurt in this world is you! Believe me!" he hugged her in his arms and said earnestly, "Don't mention breaking up! Really don't easily say that words that don't say people behind the back are very hurtful, you know? Give us some more time. It's limited to three months. If you still can't fall in love with me in these three months, I"

At this point, he paused and couldn't go on.

Leave her, or take the initiative to leave her, how is it possible?

For him, she, like air and water, is an indispensable existence for him to live in this world. He can't imagine the days after he left her.

Still as desperate and lonely as before?

No, no, no! He doesn't want to!

He won't live like that again!

I don't want the child who has just tasted maternal love to be sad again because of disappointment and become as indifferent to the world as he is

The summer solstice looked up at him and asked softly, "why don't you go on?"

Pei Yaochen buried his head deep in her arms and whispered in pain, "Because I find I can't do it. I don't want to lie to you. I really can't leave you. I can't imagine the life after leaving you. After tasting happiness and happiness, no one wants to return to the cold and lonely world again. Tian Wan, I'm sorry, I can't do it. Even if you want to let go, I won't allow it!"

The summer solstice frowned and said coldly, "do you mean that even if I can't fall in love with you or get tired of you, I can't leave you?"

He was silent.

The summer solstice repeated, "does that mean?"

Her voice was cold to the bone.

He suddenly raised his head, looked at her bravely and domineering, nodded slowly, "you are mine. In this life, your identity can only be one, that is to be my Pei Yaochen's woman!"

"What if I insist on leaving?"

"Better not," he said word for word.

"What a big breath! Do you think you can really trap me with your means and strength if I want to go?" Xia solstice pushed him away and jumped up from the deck.