Although he closed his eyes, he could still feel Xie Ziyi's eyes staring at him.
If it had been in the past, he would have felt creepy.
But now, he is very calm.
Because he knew with certainty that she really loved him and their unborn child.
She has made up her mind to put down her butcher's knife and become a Buddha for them.
The ancients were right. At the beginning of man, nature is good.
No one is born a devil, and no one stipulates the day when a devil cannot become a good man.
Everything in the world is possible.
Her change made him very successful and gratified.
Thinking silently, I suddenly felt her gently lean up.
He remained motionless and waited quietly.
After a while, he clearly felt her approaching him, and the hot and strong breath sprayed by her mouth and nose covered his whole face.
Then her cold and soft hand gently fell on his face, stroked it slowly from her forehead, and finally lingered on his lips.
He heard her muttering to himself in disbelief, "you didn't go. You really didn't go. I touched your lip. It's as soft and warm as before."
He opened his eyes, gazed at her tenderly, curled his lips and smiled.
She was caught like a thief and turned away in panic.
But he stretched out his hand, grabbed her hand, and said gently, "are you sure you want to hide from me? Are you willing?"
She looked back, puzzled and frightened, "I don't understand. Why are you still here?"
"Because I love Xie Ziyi who has the courage to be a good man and the child in her belly." he stared at her deeply and said word by word.
She suddenly opened her eyes and asked incredulously, "what are you talking about? I can't understand."
He sighed, put her in his arms, kissed her on the cheek and whispered in her ear, "I say I love you."
She sat up with her head in her hands, shaking wildly and yelling, "I'm dreaming! I must be dreaming! Wake up! Xie Ziyi! Wake up! I don't allow you to be confused! I don't allow you to be nervous! He's gone, but you still have children! For the sake of children, you must be normal anyway! You must be normal!"
Looking at her trying to keep herself normal, ah Zheng was inexplicably distressed. He got up and grabbed her hands, whispered: "Xie Ziyi! You're not crazy! You're normal now! I didn't leave! I sat in front of you alive! You stare at me clearly! Do you hear me? Have a good look!"
Xie Ziyi stared at him, still confused. She couldn't figure out whether she was dreaming or in reality.
A Zheng sighed, grabbed her hair, gently pulled her into his arms, and kissed her fiercely as soon as he lowered his head.
Bite rather than kiss.
She bit her lip hard, then pushed her away, reached out and gently touched her bloody lip, put the bloody finger pulp under her eyelids, "this is your blood, see? It was bitten by me! If you don't believe it, you can bite me back now to see if I will bleed like you!"
He said and hooked her head again.
When he kissed her again, she subconsciously bit down.
When she felt the strong smell of blood filling the whole mouth, she opened her mouth and cried 'wow', and stretched out her hand to hold him tightly.
He also hugged her tightly and coaxed her gently like a child, "OK. Don't cry. I'm here! I've always been here. I used to be, now and in the future."
But she cried so hard that she couldn't help herself.
He was so helpless that he had to let her cry and let her wet his clothes with snot and tears.
I don't know how long it took before she slowly stopped crying and looked up at him deeply.
He smiled at her gently and reached out and pinched her face.
She didn't move, just looked at him.
He sighed. "Are you trying to turn yourself into a watchman's stone? But I'm not dead yet. Don't turn into a stone! I'm so young, I don't want to be a widower all my life!"
When she heard the speech, her eyes were red again, her mouth was flat, and she wanted to cry again.
He said hurriedly, "stop! Stop. You can't cry any more. Your eyes are swollen and ugly."
But her tears still kept falling. She stretched out her hand and hugged him tightly. Finally she said, "I really didn't expect you to stay. I think I'm dreaming."
"But you didn't dream. Everything is very real. If you don't believe it, bite me again. I'm not afraid of pain."
"No. I'm not willing. A thousand and ten thousand are not willing." she shook her head desperately, sobbed and whispered, "I just think God is very kind to me. I've done so many bad things, but God mercifully sent you to me and let me have our children. Although I had extravagant hopes, I have no bottom in my heart. I've been preparing for you to leave me anytime and anywhere. Really, really. I can't believe I can have such happiness."
"God is fair and kind. He is willing to give everyone a chance to return. As long as we can seize it, we will all be happy. Just like me, if it wasn't for the summer solstice, I couldn't have achieved what I am now. For me, she is my Savior and my angel. Therefore, I always want to repay her. Can you understand such feelings?"
Xie Ziyi nodded hard, "I can, I can! I am very grateful that she helped you at the beginning. Without her, how could I meet such a good you? If I didn't meet you, maybe I would go to hell soon, and how could I have the chance to start over. Ah Zheng, I really appreciate her now, not as insincere as before. This time, I really realized that being a good person would make me happy Come to you. I see. I've realized it! I swear, if I have any bad thoughts in the future, I'll go out and be beaten to death! "
"Shh! Don't curse yourself so hard, I believe you." ah Zheng shook his head gently.
"Ah Zheng, it's very kind of you. I really, really, really love you!" Xie Ziyi snuggled into his arms, "Ah Zheng, let's leave here! From now on, let's stay away from the past, find a remote town and live our own life leisurely. I'll study hard again. After the child is born, let's find a nanny to take care of it, and then I work with you. I'll never become a disgusting yellow faced woman. I believe as long as I work hard , I'm sure I can be a good mother, a good wife and a helper in your career. OK? OK? Are you willing to give me a chance? "
Ah Zheng nodded gently, "of course I do. No matter what you want to do, I will support unconditionally."
Xie Ziyi sat up happily and looked at him brightly, "shall we start tomorrow?"
Zheng smiled and raised his eyebrows. "It's so urgent? But have you figured out which country and city we're going to?"
"Anywhere is OK. As long as you are there, any place in the world can be my home." Xie Ziyi said enthusiastically.
A Zheng smiled and patted her hand. "Although it's true, there are still many factors to consider if you want to settle down in a place. Well, I'll get the computer to check and see where you like and whether it's suitable for the three of us to settle down for a long time."
"OK, OK! I'll get it!" Xie Ziyi couldn't wait to jump out of bed.
Ah Zheng hurriedly pulled her, "don't move, I'll go."
"I can!"
"I know. But I'm not willing. I've made you sad for so long. Let me do something to compensate you!" ah Zheng said gently.
"Want to compensate?" she put her hand around his neck and her eyes were bright. "Then kiss me!"
He raised his eyebrows, lifted her chin and kissed her deeply.
Outside the window, the bright moon is like a hook, and the cicadas whisper. It's another lively and beautiful summer night
When I woke up the next day of the summer solstice, I was surprised to see Xie Ziyi sitting by the bed staring at her.
Surprised, she immediately got up and sat up, looked around with an unnatural smile, "why did you come? What time is it now?"
Xie Ziyi smiled gently, "it's only a quarter past six. Ah Zheng and I hardly slept last night. Anyway, we weren't sleepy, so I urged him to bring me to see you. Now he and Yi Zihan are chatting outside, and I'm sitting here waiting for you to wake up."
The summer solstice asked suspiciously, "Why are you so anxious to see me?"
Xie Ziyi stood up and knelt on the ground with a "plop".
The summer solstice jumped out of bed and hurried to help her. "What are you doing? Xie Ziyi, you scared me! Get up quickly! No matter what you have, you can tell me directly. You don't have to do this!"
Xie Ziyi pushed her hand away and knocked her head at her.
The summer solstice couldn't help laughing. She simply didn't help her. She sat by the bed and looked coldly at what tricks she wanted to play.
Xie Ziyi kowtowed three heads in a row. Then she looked up at her and whispered, "the reason why I insisted on coming to kowtow these three heads to you is because I had done terrible things to you in the past. I wanted to atone for my sins, but for a while, I couldn't find any suitable way. I had to apologize and make amends in such a clumsy way. I hope you can forgive me in the face of ah Zheng."
The summer solstice frowns, "Since you frankly admit your mistakes in the past, I won't beat around the bush with you. I can responsibly tell you that it doesn't matter if I didn't forgive you. The important thing is whether you can really live a good life with ah Zheng? Also, whether you can really be a qualified mother, whether you can set a good example for him and make him a kind and honest man People? These are the questions you should consider most. "