Chapter 465

Yi Zihan saw all this in his eyes, took her aside and said gently, "don't worry. The child is much more considerate than you think."

He told her about meeting Yi Bing in the western restaurant today.

She did not know whether to be happy or worried for a moment.

After a long silence, he said in a hoarse voice: "I didn't want him to be hurt, so I always tried to force myself to keep in touch with Pei Yaochen generously. But Pei Yaochen took the initiative to break contact with the child during this period. I thought it would be good, so I didn't pay attention to it and secretly rejoiced. But I didn't realize that his disappearance would do great harm to the child. Although the child didn't say it, he already knew that I was with him His father can't be. It's all my fault. If I were. "

She can't go on.

Because the situation at that time was really beyond her control, she thought she would die and that she would never have the opportunity to appear in her child's life in her life

But no matter what she has to do, it can't be an excuse for her to hurt her children

"Don't blame yourself for all the responsibilities. If you have to blame it, blame fate for playing tricks on you. Also, don't have too heavy psychological burden. The child is young now. Maybe some things can't be completely accepted for the time being, but when he grows up, I believe he will be able to understand your current choice. He won't blame you, but will love you. In fact, he is very happy now You are sensible, otherwise you would not deliberately call me a father in front of Yi Bing. He is declaring sovereignty for you. Do you still need to worry about such a sensible child? "Yi Zihan gently persuaded.

Summer solstice sighed bitterly, "it is because he is too sensible that I feel more and more guilty about him."

"OK, OK. Don't think too much. We just need to give him as much love as possible. If you think this is not enough, we won't consider having children all our life. I feel very satisfied with him." Yi Zihan said without hesitation.

The summer solstice listened and stared in amazement, "Yi Zihan, do you know what you're talking about? This is not a children's play!"

Yi Zihan said confidently: "I'm not kidding you! I Yi Zihan always do what I say and never regret it! And this is my voluntary, and you don't have to have any psychological burden. I just want to be with you. With you and children, my life is the greatest perfection. Therefore, don't be sad, cheer up, and the three of us can form a happy family. Love is the most powerful thing in the world. I don't believe what children will lack with your and my efforts. So, summer solstice, trust me and leave everything to me! "

The summer solstice was moved to tears and said in a dumb voice, "Yi Zihan, why can you pay so much for me?"

"You think I'm giving, but I think you let me have the world. So don't feel guilty, because I'm secretly happy in my heart! If you don't believe it, touch my heart to see if you're excited to lose your normal frequency?" Yi Zihan grabbed her hand and pressed it on his chest.

The summer solstice took his face up by the way, listened carefully, looked up and stared at him deeply for a long time, and said softly, "Zihan, I"

He hissed softly and hugged her hard. "Don't say anything, because I know what you want to say."

Summer solstice nodded gently and hugged his strong waist.

I just think I can live forever by relying on him.

That night, the summer solstice didn't let him take the child, so he stayed. He just looked at her holding the child tightly and didn't let go for a moment. She knew that no matter what he did, she still felt that she couldn't pay off her debts to the child in her life.

He was a little depressed, but he deeply understood that for children, no matter how excellent he was or how good he was to children, he could never replace Pei Yaochen's position in the eyes of children.

In the dead of night, he saw that the summer solstice fell asleep with the child in his arms, so he got up and quietly went out. He took out his mobile phone and called Pei Yaochen. The phone was connected, but it broke when it rang.

Pei Yaochen doesn't want to answer his phone, or Pei Yaochen is determined to completely disappear from the world of the summer solstice.

If it were put before today, he would feel very happy.

But now, his heart is inexplicably heavy.

He took a long depressed breath, paced the corridor for a few steps, and finally hurried to the elevator.

He drove to Pei Yaochen's residence, but when the car drove to the luxurious mansion, the desolate atmosphere shocked him.

He rang the doorbell for a long time, and no one came to open the door.

Finally, he had to simply climb over the wall.

Run forward and finally reach the main building.

The main building is dark and unpopular. It doesn't seem to be inhabited.

But with luck, he pushed the door open.

After searching upstairs and downstairs, Yi Zihan was disappointed.

Pei Yaochen is not here.

All the furniture in the house was covered with a thick layer of ash, and so was the floor. He left deep footprints wherever he walked.

Yi Zihan looked around, turned and hurried out.

Instead of returning to the hospital, he drove to the company of the summer solstice. He once heard that Pei Yaochen stayed there to deal with the sequelae left by the summer solstice.

If Pei Yaochen is not at home, it is very likely to stay in the office at the summer solstice.

It's probably the most summer solstice place. If it were him, he might stay in that place, guard the traces she left and miss her?

But the result still disappointed him.

The whole building was dark, and the door was locked by a big lock. Through the glass door, Yi Zihan saw a mess inside, and there was no trace of the prosperity of the past.

Needless to say, Pei Yaochen is not here either.

Maybe he has left L City, not necessarily.

Yi Zihan returned to the hospital depressed.

When he opened the door of the ward, he tried to make the noise as small as possible, but he woke up at the summer solstice.

She got up in shock and pressed the lamp beside her. When she saw him, she waved to him with relief.

He gently closed the door, stepped forward quickly, raised the soup bag in his hand, "do you want to eat the newly baked soup bag?"

"OK! I'm just a little hungry." the summer solstice got up and got out of bed, took his hand and crept to the sofa to sit down. Then he asked suspiciously, "why did you run out and run this thing in the middle of the night? Didn't you have enough dinner? Or was there something on your mind that couldn't sleep? Did my worry about gain and loss affect your mood today?"

"What are you thinking? Why do you take everything from yourself? Are you tired of living like this?" Yi Zihan sighed and said with a bitter smile, "but the truth has to disappoint you. I just didn't eat enough at night. I woke up hungry halfway. Then I ran out and bought a snack."

Xia Zhi looked at him deeply, "really? You didn't lie to me? Don't you feel particularly tired with me?"

"Fool. I always have only one feeling with you, that is happiness!" Yi Zihan said firmly holding her hand.

Summer solstice sighed and snuggled into his arms, "I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't be so sensitive, I just can't help it."

"I don't blame you. It's all because we haven't been able to completely get rid of the old traces. Everything needs time." Yi Zihan patted her hand gently. "OK. Don't patronize and talk. Hurry to eat this soup bag while it's hot. It's not delicious when it's cold."

"Let's eat together!" summer solstice nods hard.

"OK. Eat together." Yi Zihan took a bite with his chopsticks, then inserted a straw and put it in front of her to let her suck the soup.

After sucking half of the solstice, he smacked his mouth with satisfaction, "it's delicious. Take a sip, too."

"Good!"

You and I ate one mouthful at a time.

However, after a while, the two cages of soup bags were wiped out.

They went into the bathroom to wash and say good night to each other before they went to bed.

After turning off the light, the summer solstice still tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. He wanted to talk to Yi Zihan again, but he had snored like thunder and slept deeply.

"Why did you fall asleep so soon?" she was a little depressed, but she thought that he was either with himself or with the children these days. How could he not be tired?

For a moment, I couldn't help loving him, and I wasn't willing to wake him up again.

Of course, I can't bear to add any burden to him.

She had to be strong. She was as strong as before. She couldn't catch him, just as a drowning man caught a driftwood and pressed her whole body.

Otherwise, he will collapse.

She didn't want to ruin him or their hard won feelings.

Summer solstice took a deep breath and forced himself to close his eyes and count the sheep silently.

Half an hour later, she finally fell asleep.

Early the next morning, Yi Zihan hurried back on the pretext that something had fallen at home during the summer solstice. When he got there, he just saw the man who delivered the meal last night standing at the door talking to Bixi.

As soon as the man saw her, he nodded politely to him, then turned and left.

Yi Zihan stretched out his hand to stop him and said faintly, "don't hurry. I have something to ask you!"

Bessie was surprised, hurried forward and said, "Mr. Yi, this is the little brother who sent us takeout."

Yi Zihan smiled lightly, "I know. I met him yesterday."

The man smiled politely: "I wonder how Mr. Yi feels about our food? Does it still suit your taste? If not, just point it out and we will improve."

"It tastes good. But I don't care about that. I care about where your Mr. Pei is." Yi Zihan said bluntly.

If at first he didn't know which side the man was, Bessie's obvious guilty behavior had exposed everything.

The man looked puzzled, "Mr. Pei? Er. This surname is very special. As far as I know, our family has not received orders from customers surnamed Pei, so I really don't know the Mr. Pei you said. I really don't know where he lives. I think you may have misunderstood."