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"Don't envy us. Aren't you and Han Jing very happy? However, I warn you, keep your temper and don't make any mistakes. No matter how deep their feelings were, they had to be cherished. Otherwise, the happiness that comes with it will easily be lost. " Xia Zhi reminded her in good faith.

"Got it." Yang Yazhu felt extremely bitter in her heart.

Sometimes, she even looked down on herself …

Xia Zhi panicked, took a deep breath and slowly said: "Han Jing, no matter what result, I will have the courage to bear it. But you must tell the truth! "

Han Jing sighed, "Did your heart ever have a problem before?"

Xia Zhi was startled, she lowered her head and thought for a moment, then slowly nodded, "I had myocarditis during my third year of high school."

"That's right." Han Jing frowned even more.

He had merely asked casually to enrich his narration, but he hadn't thought that it would actually come at the right time.

Yang Yazhu frowned, "Han Jing, what exactly do you want to say? Be happy! What are you trying to do? "

"Han Jing! I just want you to tell me the truth! " Xia Zhi's heart was thumping hard.

Han Jing slowly said: "The doctor said that your heart has problems, and it was not suitable for you to get pregnant from the beginning. As the fetus grows bigger and bigger, the stress on your heart increases. When it reaches a certain point, it will cause all kinds of discomfort in the mother's body, and it might even lead to life and death. The doctor recommends that you terminate the pregnancy immediately. "

Xia Zhi laid on the bed weakly, she was silent for a long time, her hands touching her stomach, tears streaming down her face.

Yang Yazhu looked very sad, she clenched her teeth and asked Han Jing, "Terminate the pregnancy? That was easy to say! This child had already been here for eight months. He was about to be born in another month! Would he have to take his life so cruelly? Is there no other way? "

Han Jing shook his head bitterly, "Trust me. If there is, I will definitely fight for it. But the facts wouldn't allow it. If we were to force the child to stay, Xia Zhi might be in danger at any time, he might even die here … "

Hearing this, Xia Zhi's face became even paler.

"Han Jing! You're a nuisance! Why do you say such a thing at this time? Don't you know that it's very easy to make Xia Zhi feel sad like this? " Yang Yazhu pushed Han Jing vexedly.

"I don't want to say it, either. But this matter is extremely important, and requires Xia Zhi to make a decision as soon as possible. " Han Jing whispered.

"Will you die if you say such a big thing later?" Or you can just call Pei Yaochen and tell him! Now that it was his wife and children's problem, he should have an attitude no matter what! Call! Now! " Yang Yazhu said in an aggressive manner.

Since things had progressed to this stage, she could only try her best to cooperate and allow things to proceed smoothly.

Ending it as soon as possible would be a relief to anyone.

Han Jing said helplessly, "Alright then. I'll call. I wonder if he has arrived by this time. "

As he said that, he took out his phone and called Pei Yaochen's number. Before he could dial the number, Xia Zhi had already snatched it away.

"Don't fight!" Xia Zhi held the phone tightly, her eyes were extremely red and swollen, and she stared blankly.

Within a few seconds, she was as lifeless as if someone had pulled her soul out of her body.

Seeing this, Yang Yazhu felt sad. She reached out her hands to hug Xia Zhi tightly and muttered through sobs, "Xia Zhi, don't be stupid! "You're still young, do you really need to worry about yourself first?"

Xia Zhi nodded blankly. "I know I know. I need to think about it. "

"Then are you really not planning to tell Yao Chen about this? He is your husband and the father of your child, and he has a right to know all this! " Han Jing said as he frowned.

"I haven't officially married him yet. He can't be considered my husband …" Xia Zhi slowly shook her head.

"Xia Zhi, do you want to bear the consequences yourself? You can't do this! This matter concerns your life and the life of your child. How can you bear it alone? This is unfair! " Yang Yazhu anxiously turned her head to look at Han Jing.

Han Jing replied with a comforting gaze.

Xia Zhi said with a splitting headache, "I understand. All of you make sense. It's just that I'm having a headache right now, and I really need time to sort these things out. Can you guys leave me alone for a while? "

"Xia Zhi, let me stay here. I promise not to disturb you with words! "I swear!" Yang Yazhu raised three of his fingers, unable to leave Xia Zhi alone in this place feeling at ease.

"Yazhu, I beg of you! Leave me alone for a while! Don't worry, I'll be fine! Don't forget, I am an indestructible cockroach! " A forced but weak smile surfaced on Xia Zhi's lips, making people even more sad.

Yang Yazhu held Xia Zhi's hand and did not speak, but also did not leave.

Helpless, Xia Zhi could only use a pleading look at Han Jing.

Han Jing sighed as he walked forward to pull Yang Yazhu away, "Yazhu, be obedient and give Xia Zhi some space. You know, no matter how strong a person is, when they encounter such a big matter, their heart is in chaos. We have to give her time to be quiet. "

Yang Yazhu turned her head to the side and did not look at him.

"Trust me. Xia Zhi would definitely be fine. Come on! Come with me. "Be obedient." Han Jing said gently.

Only then did Yang Yazhu stand up and follow him out. When she reached the door, he suddenly turned and said to Xia Zhi: "Xia Zhi! You must think it through! I can't be stupid! Otherwise, I won't forgive you! "

"Yes." Xia Zhi forced a smile and nodded.

Yang Yazhu walked out with tears flowing down her face.

Han Jing closed the door, pulled her to the side and handed her a handkerchief, "It's done. Wipe your tears. Don't use too much strength to make her suspicious. "

Yang Yazhu angrily threw the handkerchief at his face and hatefully said: "Han Jing! Do you think I was pretending? Do you think everyone is as hypocritical as you are? Let me tell you, no matter what wrong thoughts you have towards Xia Zhi, I won't envy her anymore! My concern for her is real! Because she was innocent! Innocent! "

Han Jing said awkwardly: "I know. I'm sorry. I said the wrong thing. Misunderstood you. Can I apologize to you? "Don't be angry."

Yang Yazhu clenched her teeth, sat on the chair and lowered her head, not saying a word.

Han Jing sighed, "It's getting late. You must be tired and tired after worrying for the entire night. I've got a room next door. Go and rest for a while. When Xia Zhi thought it through, I'll call you over? "

Yang Yazhu raised his hand and waved it weakly, "No need. "I'm fine."

"Uh. So be it. I'll go out and buy some breakfast. I'll leave this place to you to guard. Call me if you need anything! "

"Yes." "Go on!"

Han Jing looked at Yang Yazhu worriedly, but he didn't say anything else. He knew that at this moment, Yang Yazhu was completely immersed in her self-blame, and he was afraid that if she didn't say what she wanted to say, could turn her into a volcano that could erupt anytime.

Therefore, no matter how worried he was, he didn't dare to linger in front of her and hurriedly left.

, who was lying on the bed, silently cried, still finding it hard to accept the cruel reality before his eyes.

To tell the truth, the child in her stomach was an accident and was not the crystallization of love. Thus, from the beginning, she had not been prepared to have it and was ready to miscarry anytime and anywhere.

But she was always holding up her plans for reasons like this.

And then, he encountered Pei Yaochen's return, along with his frenzied pursuit.

After a few twists and turns, the relationship between her and Pei Yaochen had finally settled down, and the child in her womb had changed from an undesired feeling into a happy hope.

She and Pei Yaochen had lied on bed and thought more than once about the happy days of their family.

They looked forward to the coming of the child, to holding him deep in their arms, to holding his little hand and singing to him to sleep, to hearing his first baby-voice slurring out 'Daddy' and 'Mama,' and more to the children laughing and running figures in their beautiful yard.

They talked about children growing up and getting married and having children.

They had been expecting so much, had painted themselves in such a warm and happy home, and now someone had suddenly told her that she must stop the pregnancy, that she must choose between the child and herself!

How could she give up on him? How could she endure this?

Why was fate playing tricks on her?

Why did he drag her into the abyss of pain time and time again when she was feeling happy and happy?

Why?!

She couldn't figure it out! He couldn't figure it out!

Could it be that in her previous life, she was a heinous and unforgivable person?

So the heavens had played such a trick on her in this life to torture her?

But no matter how great the sin is, there will still be a day of redemption, right?

When would she be able to enjoy happiness in peace?

In that moment, Xia Zhi was in pain and anger, she just wanted to cut the enemy into pieces!

Tears flowed from her eyes for a long time. Only when her phone rang, did she muster up her courage and open her eyes to take a look.

On the phone screen was Pei Yaochen's handsome face. The deep smile on the corner of his mouth stung her heart.

She had photographed him in front of the Eiffel Tower yesterday morning, when he had been so happy, so happy, with her laughing in his eyes, when they had been so happy that they had owned the world.

And now, would they still have the strength to be happy?

Would he be able to accept losing the child, and could they possibly never have a child?

She did not know that she was afraid, unspeakably afraid.