After chatting for a while, Liu Yanxi still held Tan Yutong's hand tightly, full of heartache.
"I'm sorry, Yutong. If I could be with you at that time, things would not be like this."
Smell speech, Tan Yutong is immediately shook his head, said: "no, if you accompany me at that time, things may become another way, that result is more unacceptable to me."
Before Liu Yanxi could say anything, Tan Yutong continued:
"really Yanxi, you don't know Mo chongchen. If you were really with me at that time and hindered him, he might have killed you."
"Yanxi, you know how important you are to me. If you encounter such a thing, it's better to let me die myself. So, at that time, you didn't accompany me. In fact, I'm glad that you didn't accompany me."
"You said that in case of any accident, even if Qi Mingyuan could forgive me, I would not forgive myself."
Liu Yanxi knows what Tan Yutong said. If such a thing really happened at that time, Tan Yutong would blame himself all his life.
Can tan Yutong not know?
Seeing that Tan Yutong met with such a thing, was Liu Yanxi feeling better? Can't she worry and blame herself in her heart?
But, after all, things are over now. No matter how much you say, it's useless. So it's better not to continue.
"I am not."
Liu Yanxi sighed slightly and said such a sentence lightly. His words were full of guilt for Tan Yutong.
In fact, when he didn't find Tan Yutong, Liu Yanxi always blamed himself. He felt that he didn't protect Tan Yutong well. More importantly, he felt that it was Qi Mingyuan, so Mo Chongyan didn't accompany Tan Yutong at that time, which led to such things.
Anyway, Liu Yanxi feels that this matter has something to do with him. Even if it has nothing to do with him, it has something to do with her husband Qi Mingyuan. Therefore, she has always been guilty of Tan Yutong.
But why is Tan Yutong not?
If it wasn't for her being poisoned at that time, Qi Mingyuan would not have carried out such a dangerous task.
Although the task was assigned to him by Qi Mingyuan's superior and an order that must be carried out, it had something to do with Tan Yutong. So after knowing that Qi Mingyuan had such an accident, how could Tan Yutong feel guilty about Liu Yanxi?
Two are for each other's consideration of the people, the hearts are carrying the same guilt, even if it is nothing to say, just a small look, you understand each other's mind.
"Well, don't think about it any more. Now that it's all over, don't mention it again, you know?"
Tan Yutong raised his hand and gently stroked Liu Yanxi's cheek. Then he continued with heartache:
"if you look at me, I just haven't been with you for a while. How can I lose so much weight? I must not take care of myself, so I don't know if I will feel heartache when I see you?"
Liu Yanxi's original guilt gradually disappeared when she heard Tan Yutong's words, because she understood what Tan Yutong meant.