"No, nothing," Shen Mu's face suddenly turned pale, but he tried to hook his lips and smiled at Bai ran.
Bai ran looked at him suspiciously, "are you really all right? Why is your face suddenly so bad?"
Shen Mu moved his body a little, "Xiao, Xiao ran, you, you drive."
"Nothing is right," Bai ran said as he sat in the driving position. "Shen Mu, what's the matter with you?"
Shen Mu sat beside her and began to struggle with his breathing. He slowly stretched out his hand and tightly covered his chest. "It's really, really all right, just, it's just an old problem."
"What's the old problem?" Bai ran still didn't let him go.
Shen Mu closed his eyes and breathed heavily. "Stomach disease."
"Then why do you cover your chest for your stomachache?" Bai ran frowned at him.
"Hurry up and drive," Shen Mu said with a cold sweat on his forehead. "I'll take you to your brother first."
Bai ran looked at his pale face and couldn't help worrying. "Are you really okay?"
"I said, drive." Shen Mu accentuated his tone, but the voice was still weak.
Bai ran had to start the car.
But the breath in my ears became heavier and heavier, and there was a strange smell.
It tastes fishy.
"Open the window." Shen Mu suddenly ordered.
"Are you crazy on such a cold day?"
"I said, open the window."
Bai ran glanced at him, and then noticed that Shen Mu's face was pale. He seemed to realize that she had no intention of opening the window and had made a gesture to raise her hand to open the window by herself, but it was difficult for him to raise his hand at the moment.
Just a tiny arc, he coughed heavily.
Bai Ran's heart suddenly tangled fiercely, "Okay, you don't move, you don't move, I drive, I drive."
The window is open.
The fishy smell in the car dissipated a lot.
Shen Mu lay on the back of the chair, gasping heavily.
After driving for a short time, Bai ran still made a worried noise, "Shen Mu, do you have any medicine in your car? I think you have a serious stomach disease."
Shen Mu didn't look at her. He closed his eyes and said, "it's all right. No, don't take medicine. I'll have a rest. I'll just have a rest."
"But you're so hard to talk. I'll go to the drugstore to buy you some medicine later..."
"No, it's all right," Shen Mu's voice seemed to blow away like a burst of smoke. "Old and old problems, you, just drive well."
Bai ran gave him a worried look, but he said so, and she couldn't make any more decisions.
The car drove on the road in an orderly manner.
"Shen Mu, you're right. We're all safe." Bai ran sighed heavily as he looked at the smaller and smaller buildings in the rearview mirror.
Shen Mu didn't speak.
Bai ran glanced at him quietly.
He rested on the back of his chair, his eyes closed and seemed to be asleep.
"I'm going to sleep so soon," Bai ran whispered. "In the face of saving my life, I won't quarrel with you. Have a good rest."
Shen Mu opened his eyes hard after hearing her words.
His vision has begun to blur, but only the person in front of him is the clearest existence in his eyes.
She is wearing Beige today. He remembers that she liked it when she was a child.
She had been so lazy that her hair was cluttered behind her head, but she ignored it when she got into the car.
Shen Mu wanted to raise his hand and help her straighten out her black hair, but as soon as he raised his hand, he hung down powerlessly.
He has... No strength.
Some words, Shen Mu doesn't know if he can say them in time.
There are some things he doesn't know whether to do or not.
He slowly propped himself up, trying to make himself look more energetic.
"Xiao ran," he tried hard to make his voice sound normal.
"Hmm? You wake up so soon?" Bai ran glanced at him as he hit the steering wheel.
Shen Mu pulled the corners of his mouth, "I suddenly have something to ask you."
Bai ran raised his eyebrows with interest, "what's up?"
Shen Mu tried to breathe steadily, but his gasp could not be ignored. "I heard from your brother that you have been scattered for more than 20 years."
Bai Ran's hand stopped violently, and then a sudden brake stopped the car on the side of the road.
Shen Mu was annoyed by the huge noise and snorted again, but Bai ran didn't hear it.
"Why do you ask me about my brother and me?" Bai ran looked at Shen Mu with a surprised look on his face.
"No, nothing," Shen Mu felt the stickiness between his palms, but he slowly clenched his fist and didn't let Bai ran see. "I'm just curious. How did you come here alone after you and your brother have been separated for so many years?"
"How can I come here," Bai ran shrugged, "that's it."
"When I was young, I cleaned tables and washed dishes and clothes in other people's stores. Anyway, I was always hungry."
"Later, later?"
"Later," Brendan paused, and she slowly closed her eyes, "I don't remember how those days came. Anyway, I worked hard and earned money. Sometimes I was so tired that I fell asleep in other people's stores. As a result, my boss deducted my salary for a day. At that time, I had no place to cry. I had to work harder and earn more money. When I was tired and sleepy, I only dared to squint secretly for a while, but I didn't dare to let it go The boss saw it. "
Bai ran smiled, "they're all here anyway."
"How did you go to school later?"
Bai ran looked at Shen Mu and grinned at him. "It's not because I was cute when I was a child. Those teachers didn't have the heart to let me go to school. No way, who told me to grow well."
Shen Mu couldn't help but lift his lips, "what happened later?"
Later?
Bai ran doesn't understand why he told Shen Mu his experience of more than 20 years.
The man is clearly not related to her.
But... Seeing Shen Mu, Bai ran couldn't help thinking of his childhood.
She said so. Shen Mu looked at her and listened quietly.
Time soon slipped between your fingers.
Shen Mu's face began to take on a gray color.
"Well, that's all. This is my experience from childhood to adulthood," Bai ran said.
Shen Mu's breathing became lighter and lighter. He tried to open his eyes and tried his best to carve the appearance of the woman in front of him into the bottom of his eyes.
"You... Do you hate your brother?" Shen Mu suddenly asked, "do you hate that he abandoned you at that time and didn't do his duty as a brother for so many years?"
Hearing his words, Bai ran slowly lowered his eyes.
She hasn't spoken for a long time.
Shen Mu asked again, "do you hate..." me?
Bai ran shook his head and suddenly grinned.
"It's false to say I don't hate him. I hate him for many years."
Shen Mu's chest suddenly hurt.
He looked at Bai Ran's smile and thought out what to say, but before he could speak, Bai ran looked at him again.
The smile in her eyebrows reminds Shen Mu of her childhood.
"But now, I just want to live well with my brother. I want to watch my brother get married and help him check it. My sister-in-law, she must be able to cook, gentle and beautiful. As long as there is one thing that doesn't satisfy me, I don't admit it's my sister-in-law."
Shen Mu looked at her and couldn't help smiling, "... OK."