111 Episode 83 The Difference between Brave and Heroic (Part II)

In response to my question, Rex gave me a bow.

"The hero is chosen by the goddess, and it's not as simple as you want to be...."

"I don't care if it's a goddess or a goddess. I'm asking if you wanted to be a brave man."

"That's..."

The mouth of relix stopped trying to answer. Perhaps you've never thought about whether or not you wanted to be a brave man.

At this point, I finally understood.

Why didn't I expect as much from Relics as everyone else? I wonder if you were my friend and kept a step away.

Just as relics was jealous of me, I remember being irritated with relics (...).

"You always do. Someone wants it, and they're trying to make it happen. You look great from the side, but from my point of view, it's just a doll."

"Puppet-- I'm a puppet?

"Oh, yeah. Always manipulated by someone's wishes, Yarn Doll. That's you."

"─ ─ I have my will! Never a puppet!

I said with cold emotions to the fierce relix.

"Then when you were chosen as a brave man, didn't you hesitate?

"----!?

Relix took another breath at my words. [M]

"You admit to being brave without hesitation, even though saving the world is a huge mission at your own risk?

If I were in Lelix's position, I'd say, "Did you pick the wrong guy? I thought you wanted to tell the goddess. Even if it was a fate that could not escape, I was confident that I would continue to suffer for several days.

When I see that guy.

"Me, too. Without me, the village's defenses will diminish. [M] I was wondering if I could be brave enough to let go of my raised parents and the people in the village I took care of."

"After all, you didn't get lost in being a brave man."

No matter where you go, it's for somebody. Because I'm worried about someone.

"Don't take my feet off! My parents and villagers pushed me on my back, which was lost. [M] That's why I chose to be a brave man!

"Either way, I'll leave it to others. I doubt you had your will there."

"Yukina!!

Rex grabbed my chest. If I knew Rex well, I'd never have seen him, the face of Rex's wrath.

"I'm surprised you can make that face."

"I was surprised to feel this way about someone."

Our gaze staggers. Interestingly enough, Relics was more familiar than before.

"Wherever you go, you're someone else. It's a fine thing to make someone's wish come true, but that's where your will is rare."

Of course, it will be enough to judge good and bad things. But in the end, Rex had someone's wish, and for the first time, his own will was born.

"That's why I can't make it. You're moving at someone's wish, you're moving at your own wish, and I'm feeling late, which means that's the difference."

"But then... what if people's wishes conflict with yours?"

The face of anger mixes with grief. Because you imagined what you said.

"Are you afraid of getting scolded? You're such a good kid."

"That's how you fool me again!

I feel like I'm dealing with a child who's having an epilepsy. No, actually, that's what Relics has.

I've done exactly what people told me. I continued to be praised for that. That's why you start listening to people more than ever before. A child's discipline.

I must have been angry with him for not acting with my own will.

"I told you. I'll do what I want for myself. I don't care what others think, but what they know."

That's selfish.

"You know I'm selfish."

It's important to be convinced of what you're doing. Whether or not you are prepared to accept it, even if regret awaits at its end.

"But then why did you fight the demons? You fought the demons for Eina and defeated the Dragon!?

"A woman in love was in danger. You deserve to risk your life."

"After all, it's for someone else! You're nothing like me!

Whatever happens, doesn't Lelix want to admit he's different from me? Admitting it may make me afraid to affirm my words.

Still, I told you.

"I'm not someone else."

I grabbed back Lelix's breast hold. The distance that was close was even closer, and Relix and I stared at each other at a distance as close as possible to the forehead.

Aina's part of me now.

She's not the only one.

"Cunei, Mikage, and Aina. They're already part of me."

I'm here because they're here. I can't imagine without them anymore.

No, that's not me anymore.

"If a part of me (them) is in danger, I'll help you with anything. Oh, my God, it's me who's in danger."

"Oh, no... this is so rude."

"It doesn't matter if it's rude or coarse tea. That's me."

Cut to the chase and I'll let Rikus go. With that clap, Lilix's hand fell off my chest.

"After all, you're just fighting because you're a brave man, and there's nothing you can do about it."

"Chi, no... Oh no... I..."

"I assure you." Becoming a brave man "and" being chosen by a brave man "are completely different. If you don't notice him, you're going to lose it."

"No... what's wrong with me?"

I don't know exactly what that is. But there was certainty in me.

"If I hadn't been called a hero, that would be the biggest difference between me and you. I can't quit me no matter where I go. But how about you? Can you continue to be you?

"That's not the answer..."

You can't beat me unless you know him.

I'm not willing to beat Relics. However, if Relics had a sense of defeat against me, it would be 'this' at its root.

"I complained about the sermon without a pattern, but I think you are a friend of my hometown. That's why I really don't want you to crush it. Keep what I said in the corner of your head."

I turned my back on Relics.

"I'm going back to my room. Even if I look like this, I'm getting sick and tired because I'm not used to it."

It was true that I was mentally tired, regardless of my physical condition. It's about time I got sleepy, and I said everything I wanted to say. It would be a good time to finish the story.

"...... Yukina, will you answer just one last question?"

"What is it? The last question..."

"That's not true. Unlike that....."

Rexis murmured his mouth as if he were lost.

"... hypothetically..."

Eventually I asked him to squeeze it out.

"What are you going to do if your wishes... collide with mine?"

"That's what you're supposed to do."

I don't look back.

"Whether it's a royal or a demon, it's a demon king."

And I didn't hesitate to say anything.

"That would be like being a brave man ─ ─"

─ ─ If you stand in front of me, do your best to push through.