Chapter 561

"You already know that I am the princess of the landias Empire, but you know how much I don't want to be this princess! This reputation has not only brought me endless pain, but also humiliation rather than glory. " Eye wave flow, a faint sadness flashed in her eyes, initially appeared in the black phoenix body, that kind of dead indifference seems to come back a bit.

Holding Sula tightly, as if afraid of her running away, ye Yinzhu sticks his face on her head and listens quietly.

"Remember? Before the final battle of the seven kingdoms and seven dragons, I told you that my mother was a maid in the palace of landias. According to the rules of the palace, when she reached the age of 22, she could leave the palace and go to the outside world to find someone she liked to marry. Originally, my mother lived a peaceful life according to this track, but she was raped by her father the night before she reached the age of 22 and was about to leave the palace. Since then, my mother's painful life has just begun. At the beginning, I didn't lie to you about my life experience as Sula and as black phoenix. I just concealed a part of it and integrated everything my two identities told you. That's my real life experience. "

"Sula." Ye Yinzhu's heart hurts. He has a good memory. He always remembers the story of the silver coin that Sula told him at the beginning. When he thinks of the painful experience that black phoenix said, he can't imagine that such a tragic experience would appear on Sula alone.

"My mother still left the palace after being raped by my father, but unfortunately she was pregnant and had twins. Nine months later, she gave birth to me and my brother. But my brother died because he had no money to see a doctor. My mother became disabled in order to buy some fruit and pay homage to my brother. Every day we live a life that is not as good as a slave. When my animal father found me, my mother had died of chronic fatigue, and the only thing left for me was the silver coin. Even when I was starving, I never used it. What about being a princess? I'm afraid all the princesses in the world have never experienced my life like that. Remember Samoye, the brother I killed? Half brother? The royal family is the dirtiest place. Until I was taken away by my teacher, until I castrated Samoye, my painful life was relieved. Yinzhu, do you know who the teacher who took me and castrated Samoye for me? "

"It's the Dark Tower Lord Sloan." Ye Yinzhu said in a hoarse voice.

Sula was a little stunned. "So you have guessed. Yes, that's right. My teacher is Sloan. One of the seven tower masters of Falan, who is shrouded by countless auras, is a powerful sub God level saint and devil tutor. It was because of the resentment and hatred in my heart that the teacher saved me and accepted me as an apprentice. Since then, I have lived a life like a human being. Although the daily practice is so hard, but I don't care, I want to revenge, revenge all the people who hurt my mother and me. So I try my best to practice. How can my younger martial sister of the light tower understand this? She grew up in the light, but I was always in the dark

After a pause, Sula's weak voice dropped a bit, and her pretty face was covered with a light gray. The poison of Jasper magic dragon in her body had begun to attack, but she had to endure the pain in her body and didn't show it.

"After I learned in the dark tower, I returned to landias. Because of my family background, my father did not ignore me, but attached great importance to me. The teacher told me that no matter what, I would not be allowed to take revenge on my father. After all, he is my father. Part of my blood belongs to him. In order to break off the relationship with him forever, I promised him to do three things for him. The first thing he asked was for me to sneak into the Milan Empire and find out the secret of the number of magicians in the Milan empire. "

At this point, Sula's face gradually softened and leaned against Ye Yinzhu, "that's when I applied camouflage to myself and became a little beggar. I met you, the only one who brought me happiness in my life. "

In fact, the time for her calling has not come yet, but she is very clear that it is meaningless for her to stay. Whatever the reason, she thought it would be better to leave the last time only for the two of them.

Ye Yinzhu naturally knows how to leave, but his heart at this time has been completely on Sula.

Sura's face showed a faint smile. Although the poison wound on her arm was spreading, she was very happy. "Remember? What did I say to you when you gave me gold coins? "

Ye Yinzhu said softly, "you say, I'm a good man."

Sula nodded and said, "you remember. I'm telling you the truth. I've met all kinds of people, but for the first time I saw a simple fool like you. Some people gave me money because of pity, but none of them gave me as much as you did. I stole your ring, and I don't even know whether it was to keep a memorial or to sell money. "

Ye Yinzhu also remembers the original scene, lost the ring, he was very embarrassed at that time, but it was that time that he met Anya.

"Later, when you came to the college, when you walked into the dormitory, I was really surprised. I thought you found me, but you were stupid, but you didn't see the change of my look, and you became roommates with me. Do you know when I really like you? "Ye Yinzhu gently shook his head. He didn't even know that Sula was a woman. How could he know that.

Sula said with a smile, "it was the first time you gave me all your possessions. You didn't even think that I would cheat you. You know, growing up, you're the first person to believe me so much besides mom. Maybe it's because of that trust and your silly appearance that I like you

Ye Yinzhu was stunned, "is it that simple? I thought it was because I was handsome. "

"Sula chuckled," yummy. Are there few good-looking men? I've seen a lot. I like you because you have a pure heart. I never thought that I could use the word purity to describe a man, but after I knew you, I knew that there are still good people in this world. Maybe it's because my childhood experience is too bumpy. I like you for such a simple reason. It has nothing to do with your excellent appearance and magical piano magic. "

At that time, I will continue to love you more and more. When I see you and I are in love with each other for a long time, I will understand. You have already become an indispensable part of my life. Because of this, the happiness of being with you is gradually decreasing. "

"Why?" Ye Yinzhu asked.

Sula raised her right hand without poisoning and held Ye Yinzhu's hand with only four fingers, "because I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid you won't pay any attention to me when you have a woman. Although I know you just treat me as a good brother in your heart, I still can't help thinking so. I'm afraid that you will be farther and farther away from me. That feeling makes me unable to extricate myself. Even I don't know why. For a period of time, I have been trapped in extreme contradiction and pain. "

"Then why don't you tell me you're a girl? Do you think I would mind your identity? Sura, it won't be. It really won't. Whether you come from Milan or landias, how can I care about your identity? "

Sula sighed, "because I know I can't be with you, so I never tell you I'm a daughter. The frustrations I have experienced since I was a child have already made me a very rational person. Being with you is at least just my one-sided love. Although I'm not sure what will happen when you know I'm a girl, at least you may like me. If you know I'm a girl, can we still live in the same dormitory? When you know that I am a girl, if you don't like me, I will be more painful. On the contrary, even if you like me, when one day I have to leave you, the feeling of life and death, whether you or I, I'm afraid can't bear. Your heart is simple, I don't want to hurt you, so

At this point, Sula's voice choked, and the tears in Ye Yinzhu's eyes reappeared. He took Sula's hand and put it on his face, "so you choose to bear all this by yourself in silence. Sula, you are so stupid. You are so stupid. "

Sula sighed, "what if I can't bear it? Even if there is one in ten thousand chance to be with you, I will not give up, but we are really impossible. There are too many barriers between us. Even now, when I say this to you, it is because I am about to leave this world, and my heart is no longer willing to bury these things. Yinzhu, promise me, if you still have some feelings for me, even if it's brotherhood, forget me when I die. " (to be continued, for more information, please visit www.qidian.com , more chapters, support the author, support the legitimate reading! )