January 15, 2016, we came back from our houses to the school. That day I went to her house to see her, but she said to go back to school. I was so confused but did what she says.
On January 18, I secretly read her diary, I never told about this before, we became very close, we used to do conversation by writing our sentence in a notebook.
Once I made her upset she felt so angry with me that she just threw the friendship band into the dustbin. I was so sad and happy as well coz I came to know that she kept the band with herself. Few minutes later, she came near the dustbin and wait for a second and began to search the band. She found and went back to her room.
I was so happy to see her searching the thing that I have given to her which she threw before in a trash can.
She bought me a gift, a watch. One girl of my class told her something. She became very angry with me. I asked her "What's wrong with do? Did I do something wrong?"
She explained about the situation. She told me, that the girl said, I was talking inappropriate things behind her. I told her that it's not the truth. I never did this, they are creating misunderstanding between us. She send me away.
She said "Leave me alone."
I said "Please listen, I'm not that kind of people you know right?"
She ordered me "Please leave me alone."
I went to canteen, I was sitting very sad. She came to me and said "I'm sorry"
I replied "No, it's okay. I'm fine. But I'm not that kind..."
"I know I know." she said.
I hold her hands and look in her eyes and said "I'll never ever speak behind you and I have never done that coz I love you!"
She shocked.
I said "Not that one, friend one!" But on mind "That one too!"
"Oh! I love you too" she said.
I said "There are 5 types if kisses!"
"Really?"
"Yes, kiss of care (on forehead), kiss of naughtiness (on the nose), kiss of shyness (any of one cheek), kiss of any kind of relationship (on the other cheek) and the kiss of love (on the lips).
She smiled and asked "And the reason behind telling me this is....??"
"No there's no reason just transferring the knowledge." (Will you kiss me?)
"Oh..." She said.
To change the topic, I asked her "If I die will you cry?"
Her statement again make me fell in love more.
She become sad and said "I request you please don't ask this type of questions. It's really hurts!"
The last line "it's really hurts" make my heart beats so fast.
I replied "I'm sorry. I.N.D.I.A"
"I.N.D.I.A??" She asked with a confused face.
I gently replied " I'll Never Do It Again! Full form."
She asked "Whose idea is this? It's really great"
I said "It's me (which I don't). I'll tell you some more, C.H.I.N.A - Chimpanzee Hunting Is Not Allowed and I.T.A.L.Y only for you but I won't tell you"
She requested "Please tell me no! You know right, when you say you won't tell me, it's make me more excited and I really want to know."
I said "Okay okay, I Trust And Love You full form of ITALY."
She smiled and said "I can't make something like this but same to you."
Once she was feeling sad coz she score less marks in science she cried I was unable to do anything. I hold her tight and hug her until she feels good. Few minutes later, we heard footsteps coming towards her so we went back to our benches.
I was very worried, all the classes I only thought about her and couldn't do anything. She smiled at me and said without any words but with action "I'm fine, Thank you. Please concentrate."
I smiled and I concentrate on my studies. After the school over we went to our dorms.
(When I close my eyes, I see yours in mine. Make me feel that you are mine. If this is a dream please don't let me wake up coz I want to feel you more!)
On March 6, she was crying. I don't know why but she was crying in front of me. I try to make her feel better and make her smile but she doesn't. I asked her what's the matter was. But she didn't stop crying. I hold her in my arm and after few minutes of constantly crying she stopped and said "Thank you!"
I didn't ask about the thing which hurts her but I asked her if she was that thankful then she has to kiss me.
First she refused, but then she began gave me a kiss of care, kiss of naughtiness, kiss of shyness, kiss of any kind of relationship..
"And, " I said.
"I'll show you the last one."
I bend down near her face about 0.5 mm distance in between us. I close my eyes and gave her a kiss of love. When I opened my eyes I saw two big eyes full of surprises and lots of questions. I saw her eyes and move my face away.
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"That was my first kiss." Jack said.
"Wow so cute and so romantic!" I said.
"Yeah really it's so cute." His mom said "Do you want water?"
He became sad and doesn't say a word. He closes his eyes and lie down on the window of the train. He feels the warm breeze.
"Let him be" She whispered on my ears.
"When will reach Porchetra(a small town)?" I asked.
She replied "May be 3 or 4 days"
Our town have no flight facilities and only way to my town is by train. No buses, no cars, no plane.
I sat silently, I saw a small drop of tear falling down from his eyes. I couldn't ask him anything but I feels so bad seeing his tears. I asked myself what's the reason behind it? Why are you crying? But couldn't say a word.