I am powerless to lean on the door, even can't do a wry smile.
Chi Xin saw that I was so worried, but she didn't ask me any more.
She is really steady after going through the storm. If she had a hot temper before, she would drag her to ask about the cause and effect of things.
There was no conversation in the kitchen, and the atmosphere was quiet. All we could hear was the sound of food rolling in the pot.
When the meal is ready, I open the kitchen door and serve the dishes on the table with Chi Xin.
In the middle of the table is the boiled fish that Chi Xin has been stuffy for a long time. She doesn't take it out until all the dishes are ready.
"Yu Hang likes to eat. It's my first try." Chi Xin is embarrassed to tell me that her face is full of the happy expression of a little woman only in love.
Recently, young people really like boiled fish. I think of Song Yu again.
It's just that most people don't have Song Yu's heavy taste, but judging from the color of this dish, it won't be so spicy.
"Sit down, sister. I'll clean it up." Chi Xin also takes care of my mood and makes me sit down.
I was not an outsider, so I sat down at the dinner table, looking at the steaming dishes.
Yan Yan also sat next to me, pressing chopsticks on the table bit by bit, curiously observing the food in front of me one by one.
"Come on, let's start eating." Another bowl of soup comes from the kitchen. Chi Xin greets the three of us.
"Try boiled fish first. It's my first time to make it. I don't know how it tastes." It can be seen that in order not to let me indulge in the depressed mood, Chi Xin has been trying to mobilize the atmosphere.
"Sister, Yan Yan, you eat." Yu Hang picked up his chopsticks and said to me, then he put a piece of fish in Yanyan's bowl.
I don't know that I Miss Song Yu so much. Just looking at the things he likes, I will unconsciously see him eating my boiled fish.
But Chi Xin misunderstood me, she said, "sister, you don't have to worry, my fish is not spicy, Yan Yan can eat."
I've always been the one who doesn't like spicy food. In the end, I didn't do my best.
"Sister," Chi Xin put down her chopsticks, and Yu Hang also looked at me. Their expressions were surprised and nervous, "Why are you crying?"
After Chi Xin's reminding, I realized that I didn't know when I was in tears. I wiped the liquid in my palm with my hand.
My daughter looked up at me. Maybe she couldn't understand her mother's mood.
"Yes, why did I cry?" Don't want to lie in Hang and brother-in-law in front of the performance too gaffe, I hastily wiped away the tears“ It must be the aftereffect of cutting the onion just now. The onion is too spicy. "
Yu Hang takes a look at Chi Xin, who is worried.
"Is that it?" Yan Yan picked up a piece of mixed onion and asked me.
I laughed at her and didn't answer.
"The onion made my mother cry. It's disgusting!" So Yan Yan ate the vegetable.
The lovely appearance amused Yu Hang who didn't know the situation. "By the way, Yan Yan, you can grow tall only by eating more vegetables."
It's easy for a child to believe what adults say. She seems to think something, and then starts to attack the onion plate in front of her.
"What's the matter?" Chi Xin glanced at Yu Hang and said, "how can we let children only eat onions? Yan Yan, eat some meat. This is the braised meat that my aunt specially made for you. It's very fragrant. "
Yu Hang is glared at by Chi Xin and has no reaction. He still says with a smile, "when Yan Yan was watching TV just now, she said that she wanted to grow tall quickly."
Hearing this, Chi Xin asked Yan Yan, "my little niece, why do you want to grow up earlier? How tired adults are. "
"Because," Yan Yan sat up straight and answered Chi Xin's question very seriously, "only when she grows up can she go out with her mother and know a lot of knowledge, so that when her parents quarrel, Yan Yan will know how to persuade them."
My daughter's words aroused a lot of waves in my heart. The fact that I had been hiding in front of her all the time still affected her.
Chi Xin is a little incredible. She takes a look at me, and then asks Yan Yan with a hasty smile, "little girl, don't talk nonsense. When did your father and mother quarrel?"
"This morning," Yan Yan said, "I want to see my mother. When I was outside the door, I heard the quarrel of my parents."
I was surprised. I had a quarrel with Huo Qingchuan this morning. Yes, did my daughter hear me?
But why she did not show anything, the average child should be very afraid of parents quarrel, Yan Yan is too calm.
"That..." Chi Xin looked at me and hesitated, "is Yan Yan afraid? Mom and dad are fighting. "
Frowning, Yan Yan said, "I'm afraid, but mom and dad are very angry. I can't make them more angry. In the past, when my mother quarreled with my father, because I always cried, my mother cried with me. I didn't want my mother to cry. " Said, Yan Yan looked at me, the child's eyes flashing with her age does not match the worry.
After listening to my daughter's words, I'm really ashamed. I'm so big that I want my seven year old daughter to be so considerate for me.
"Before, did mom and dad fight?" Chi Xin asked again.
Yan Yan looked away from me, "it's not this dad, it's that Dad."
"It's Zhanyi," I answered instead of my daughter. "Didn't we have a lot of quarrels when we divorced?"
Chi Xin has a clear expression. She knows what I was feeling at that time.
Speaking of my past, as an uninformed person, Yu Hang consciously calmed down and listened to us.
I wholeheartedly want to care for her daughter, but because of my failed marriage has become so sensible, is it lucky, or sad?
"My little baby, how sensible." Chi Xin's eyes are full of tenderness and looks at Yan Yan. She reaches for her face.
"Thank you, my baby." I turned to my daughter and said.
Just so sensible daughter, but I can't give her a stable home, I blame myself again and again in my heart, blame myself for implicating Yan Yan.
"Well, don't say anything unhappy," Chi Xin said. "You two have come to me very hard, but you should be happy. Come on, Xiao Yanyan, and try the fish made by my aunt."
Yu Hang is not as formal as he was just now. Maybe in his opinion, what we just said is just a little bit of mischief between me and my husband and our feelings about the past, which is not serious.
"Do you have any plans for the afternoon?" Chi Xin asked us as she ate, "or we can go to Disneyland together. Listen to my friends, it's a paradise for children."
As long as people don't go well, what others say is your tragedy.
Shen Ruoci can go with my husband and daughter, but I can only take my daughter alone. I also need my sister and brother-in-law to accompany me.
"I went there a few days ago. Many puppets." Yan Yan said.
Chi Xin could not hide her disappointment. "What, you don't call me."
As soon as I didn't know how to answer, Yan Yan said, "my mother didn't go. My father and aunt Shen took me there."
"Aunt Shen?" Chi Xin obviously doesn't know who aunt Shen is. She looks at me and wants to ask me for an answer.
"It's Huo Qingchuan's assistant and acquaintance." Yu Hang is here. I don't want to tell the true identity of Shen Ruoci.
"It can't be..." Chi Xin's face is full of surprise, "the one he said."
Everything has signs, everything can be related.
I nodded. "It's her."
They were surprised and speechless for a moment.
But fortunately, my sister's brain is very fast, she quickly blocked the topic.
"Since we've been there, why don't we go shopping somewhere else? I want to buy some beautiful skirts for my little niece, and then go to eat ice cream together. How about Yan Yan? " She looks at Yan Yan.
My daughter was holding my arm beside me. "Mom will come with me, too."
"Of course," Chi Xin said with a smile, "of course mom will go."
Children always like people more lively, she some shy look at Yu Hang, "little uncle?"
Chi Xin is amused by Yan Yan's eyes. She deliberately says, "Yan Xi doesn't want to go with her uncle?"
Just met twice, Yan Yan for this young man is still some strange, can't put very open, she secretly looked at Yu Hang, the latter gentle smile to her.
Then the daughter nodded.
Chi Xin laughed and said, "silly boy, of course he wants to go. Otherwise, who will move the things we buy? Remember, if you find your boyfriend later, he will work."
Another person who didn't teach well, I had no choice but to take a look at Chi Xin.
"That afternoon, we'll go to blood wash Wanda," Chi Xin became interested. "Quan Dang will go to relax. When you are in a good mood, you can naturally figure out a lot of things." She said this to me, I know.
Anyway, I have nothing to do. I can't help thinking at home. I'd better take chi Xin's advice.
After a little tidying up, we drove in Hangzhou and headed for the center of the city.
It's good to go shopping with familiar people. The lively atmosphere and relaxed mood make me forget my troubles for a while. This feeling of long absence brings me bursts of happiness.
Yu Hang followed us all the way in obscurity and fully developed the character of a porter. When he came out of the mall, he had more than ten bags in his hands.
"That's great!" Chi Xin takes out her mobile phone and takes a picture of Yu Hang, who is returning with a full load.
Now I fully understand what I said before. For women, spending money is always the most effective way to relieve pressure.
"Where's dinner?" It's late, Chi Xin asked us.
"Make yourself at home." I said.
"Everyone is tired, so we won't go back to cooking." Chi Xin made up her mind, but no one objected.
I found a hot pot restaurant nearby, and the four of us had another big meal.
It was already evening when Yu Hang sent us back to Meilin garden.
"I'll take you up." the people who wanted to go home didn't forget our "results" and got out of the car and opened the trunk.
"It's been a hard day for you." I'm a little embarrassed.