Chapter 264

"As you can see, there's nothing to explain." He said coldly.

In this case, why don't you look me in the eye and say, sure enough, there are some ghosts in your heart.

"Nothing to explain?" I took a step and came to his sight. "But I want to hear it!"

Because of excitement, my voice was several decibels louder.

Huo Qingchuan looked at me and said, "what explanation do you want to hear?"

Once you get angry, you can't control your emotions and say something that you don't even know.

"Why do you take a bath in the same room with Shen Ruoci, why do you take our children to the playground with her, why don't you explain to me, why do we become what we are now?"

I poured out all the knots in my heart recently. Because of my emotional excitement, I reached out and grabbed Huo Qingchuan's collar, shaking desperately.

Huo Qingchuan didn't move and let me spoil his clothes.

When I calmed down a little, he took my hand and pulled it off his clothes.

I looked up at him and there were tears on my face because of the riots and grievances.

If he could help me wipe my tears and say a kind word, I think I might forgive him.

But he grabbed my hand and rescued his clothes. Then he let me go. He sorted out the wrinkled collar, and his voice was still cold.

He said, I'm still saying that, if you believe me, don't doubt me. Since you doubt me, don't try to seek answers from me. You should think about everything by yourself. I don't want to explain anything, and I won't explain anything.

Just a few words, let me down, and anger.

When he turned to leave, I wiped the tears off his face.

"Huo Qingchuan!" I yelled out his name, "if you are tired, just tell me, I won't delay you!"

He looked at me and left the room without saying anything.

I haven't lost control like this for a long time. I watched the man leave the field of vision. The sound of his closing the door was so loud that I felt pain all over.

Limply sitting on the sofa, I buried my face between my hands and let my tears slide out.

Tardy, tardy, what have you done? Why can't you have an ordinary marriage?

In that case, I have said it. With Huo Qingchuan's temper, he will be very disappointed with me, then disgusted, and finally give up. It's really self inflicted.

I cry out a voice, the more I think about the future, the more I feel flustered.

If I divorce Huo Qingchuan, what will Yan Yan do, what will my parents do, and what will I do?

The more you think about it, the more helpless and heartbreaking is the gentle husband who is gone forever.

We used to love each other. We went through ups and downs together. We faced accusations together. We went through ups and downs, but we lost to the details of our married life.

Really not reconciled, especially think of Huo Qingchuan left that undisguised disappointment, I feel not reconciled to the head will explode.

I'm not wrong. Why is it always me who bears the bitter fruit?

Even though life is full of twists and turns, why should it be aimed at me?!

The more I think about it, the more I hate it. My nails are deeply buttoned into the flesh, and I can't feel the pain.

Now that you've said that, be prepared to accept the worst.

The only thing that doesn't bother me is that my parents-in-law are not at home recently. Otherwise, I'm afraid I can't get through the pressure from them.

After wiping my tears, I went to the bathroom to wash my face. Looking at myself in the mirror, I laughed coldly.

Late, even if the final divorce, but also to keep their dignity, I said to myself.

After the fight, Huo Qingchuan doesn't know where to go, and I don't want to know. It's already like this. He can go wherever he wants, and I don't want to see him for the time being.

I suddenly realized this problem. We will fight tit for tat when we see the current situation.

I can't stay here anymore, I think.

But where am I going? If I leave, what will Yan Yan do?

I think of Chi Xin. When I had a conflict with Zhan Yi before, my sister took me in. She will help me this time.

With this in mind, I cleaned myself up a little bit to make my state look not so bad, and then I went to Yanyan's room.

She is concentrating on practicing Chinese characters, even did not find me standing behind her.

Looking at my daughter's serious appearance, I felt sad. I'm sorry, Yan Yan, my mother can't give you a stable and happy family.

I reached out to touch my daughter's hair, and Yanyan looked back at me.

"Mom?" She put down her pen and looked up.

"Well," I said with a smile, "Yan Yan is practicing calligraphy?"

"Dad asked me to write a word today. He'll check it in the evening." Yan Yan answers seriously.

I ignored the things about my father in Yan Yan's mouth and sat down beside her, "has Yan Yan not been to see my aunt for a long time? Will mom take you to my aunt's today? Maybe I can still see my uncle. "

Playing is always more attractive to children than learning. She makes a choice without saying a word.

After packing simple things, I called Chi Xin, who happened to be at home.

I didn't say much to her. Chi Xin didn't know the status of Huo Qingchuan and me recently, so she didn't ask much. She just asked Yu Hang to go shopping and have lunch together.

Take Yan Yan downstairs and let the Huo family driver take us to Meilin garden.

There is no deep courtyard, the feeling here is endless comfort.

Yu Hang met us downstairs. I haven't seen him for a while. I always feel that his brother-in-law is more and more like himself.

"Sister, Yan Yan, go up quickly. If you don't come, she will blow up my mobile phone." Yu Hang helplessly toward me shook his mobile phone, some innocent said.

When they arrive at the apartment, they see that Chi Xin is still a chef, with an apron on her body and a spoon in her hand.

"Come on in!" Chi Xin greets us.

Yan ran into her former home and ran around the house in a very fresh way, then fixed her eyes on the TV program being broadcast.

Everyone's task assignment is still very clear, Yu Hang is responsible for accompanying Yan Yan to play, Chi Xin and I go to the kitchen to prepare food.

The mood of this time is totally different from that of last time. Looking at my sister's busy back, I have something to say, but I have no face to say.

I'm really a failed sister. Last time Chi Xin broke her heart for me. This time, she told her almost the same story. What would she think of me?

"Cut an onion for you, sister." Chi Xin turned the dishes in the pot and said to me with her back to me.

"Yes." I took my mind back, went to the chopping board, washed my hands, and picked up the peeled onions.

Cut it off one by one, the pungent smell of onion made me tearful.

Seeing that I couldn't help wiping my tears, Chi Xin came to me in a funny way, "elder sister, you will be more and more serious like this."

Fortunately, I cut onions. If it's other vegetables, I can't explain my tears.

She took a clean towel, along the corner of my eye began to wipe up, looking at her eyes, I was moved to the extreme.

"Well," Chi Xin put down the towel, then a little strange, "not just cut an onion, your eyes are too red."

I suddenly realized that Chi Xin would find something, so I explained with some embarrassment, "this onion is too spicy."

"Is it?" Chi Xin took up half of the onion and sniffed it under her nose. "I think it's OK. I'll deal with it. Elder sister, you can watch the food for me."

After washing my hands, I came to the boiling pot and turned over the fried chicken with a spoon.

"Your cooking is really getting better and better," I said with admiration after smelling the smell. "My sister is ashamed of herself."

"Ah..." Chi Xin sighed, "elder sister, you are a rich young woman. Of course, you don't have to cook every day. Ordinary people like us have a hard life."

I know she's joking, but I still can't control myself.

"I don't think there's anything wrong with ordinary days." I scooped the soup in the pot and said faintly.

Chi Xin was confused by my attitude, "what are you sentimental about?" Then she asked herself, "yes, rich families have their misfortunes. Sister, if you like my cooking, you can come often."

I thought for a while, following Chi Xin's words, "I want to live with you for a while, OK?"

"Whatever," Chi Xin's voice startled me when she reflected her energy on the dishes in her hand. "What do you say? Why do you want to live with me? "

I gave a wry smile, "that is, some things

Chi Xin immediately a clear expression, and then appears quite speechless, "I also why, quarrel with brother-in-law? Running away from home? "

This sister always likes to be unorthodox. If she knew the real contradiction between Huo Qingchuan and me, I'm afraid she wouldn't say it so easily.

"It's very complicated," I said. "Anyway, you can take me in for a while."

"Eh?" Chi Xin's expression is slightly exaggerated. "My brother-in-law won't come here. After all, it's also other people's property. What should I do when I'm thrown out?"

"He won't come to me." I said it in a very negative tone.

Chi Xin finally realized something from my attitude, "what's the matter with you, what happened?"

"Xiaoxin," I sighed deeply, "listen to me, don't be surprised. Huo Qingchuan and I may not go far."

"What do you mean Chi Xin is puzzled. "What does it mean that she won't go far? You want a divorce? "

Her thinking is always very ahead of time, I have been even afraid to think of two words, so easy to jump out of my sister's mouth.

"It's not that far. Anyway, let me calm down here." I said feebly, "if Yuhang doesn't live here, will I disturb you?"

"He's not here. He lives with his parents." Chi Xin said.

She looked at me worried, "sister, are you ok?"