Originally, she wanted to eat some light food, but Chi Xin insisted on taking everyone to eat spicy pot. She said that there was a new restaurant in the city center that was very delicious.
We can't beat her, we can only follow her.
Just walked into the restaurant, the smell inside made me a little uncomfortable.
I always thought that it was because I had a cold that I would have such a reaction. I thought that as long as I put up with it, I would get better soon.
But when I saw the red and greasy food in front of me, I couldn't suppress the feeling in my stomach any more. I covered my mouth and left my position.
Chi Xin yelled behind her and followed me to the bathroom.
I couldn't help retching in front of the sink. It was hard, but I couldn't spit anything out.
Chi Xin patted me on the back, trying to make me comfortable.
"Sister, what's the matter with you?" There was a faint worry in her voice. "Why do you suddenly start to feel sick and retch?"
I also want to know the reason why I suddenly become like this, but I neither eat bad things, nor have other symptoms to prove that I have a cold, what will be the situation?
I wiped my mouth, just stood up straight body, an idea flashed through my brain, let me not help a cold heart.
I had this kind of inexplicable situation before, when I just knew I was pregnant with my face, didn't I······
It's an incredible probability, because I haven't done that with Huo Qingchuan since these days. If you calculate the time, it should be the night after Song Yu's funeral.
Is this a joke? The more I think about it, the more flustered I feel. I really haven't had a holiday for two months.
I look a little pale in the mirror, I am still immersed in the shock of that idea just now.
"Xiaoxin, please accompany me to the hospital." I hold Chi Xin's hand, a little shaking.
Chi Xin didn't know why, but looking at my expression, she hesitated and nodded.
The two of us went out of the bathroom and came to the table.
"I'll go out with my sister. You're here with Yan Yan." Chi Xin said to hang.
The man obviously can't understand what happened, but even so, he still agreed to Chi Xin's request.
"Mom, where are you going?" Yan Yan, while eating the rice in the bowl, looked up and asked me.
"Mom and auntie will go out for a while. Will you and auntie wait for mom to come back here?" I tried not to think about that possibility, and comforted my daughter.
Fortunately Yan Yan sensible, she did not ask what, nodded.
I pull Chi Xin out of the restaurant, my heart is still "banging" because of more and more strong premonition.
"Xiao Xin, I seem to be pregnant." After making sure there were no people I knew around, I said to her.
Chi Xin's expression changed for a while, and finally became surprised“ What
"I'm just not sure, so I want you to accompany me to the hospital." I tried to be calm.
This is a big deal. Chi Xin agreed immediately. We took a taxi to the nearest central hospital.
Fortunately, although it was the weekend, there were not many people registered in gynecology department, so we soon arranged for registration.
After a series of examinations and tests, I went out of the clinic and sat with Chi Xin waiting for the results.
If I'm really pregnant, how can I tell Huo Qingchuan?
Will our current relationship change with the arrival of this child?
I crossed my hands and kept stirring my fingers.
"Late, please come in." After a while, the nurse came out with a form in her hand.
"I'll go in with you." Chi Xin also stands up, with anxious eyes.
My sister and I went into the doctor's office and sat down at the table.
The woman doctor, who looked forty or fifty, looked up and scanned Chi Xin's face and me, and finally stayed on me.
"This is the results report." She handed me a document, and I anxiously looked for the result on it. Chi Xin couldn't help but look at it.
Women's instincts are always right. I'm really pregnant.
"You have been pregnant for two months, and everything is normal. In the future, you just have to raise the baby according to the normal situation." The female doctor's tone is smooth, without the slightest waves. For these doctors, other people's happiness or sorrow can not affect them at all.
Even though we have guessed the result, it will take some time to accept it once it is proved to be true.
If my family is happy, maybe my mood should be overjoyed. But now my relationship with Huo Qingchuan is frozen. Is the arrival of this child happy or sad?
Maybe my expression was too complicated to see any joy of being a mother. The doctor said, "if you don't want to, I suggest you do it as soon as possible."
What to do while it's early? Get rid of the mother as soon as possible?
"No, no, no, we don't want to kill the kids." Chi Xin immediately reaction, she pulled me to stand up, "thank the doctor, I will let my sister at ease to raise the baby." Then she pulled me out of the office.
I'm still a little numb, with mixed feelings in my heart.
"Sister, aren't you happy, Ma?" Chi Xin also saw my strange, in the process of going out, she asked me some worried.
It is precisely because she knows my current situation that she asks me such a question that is obvious to others without thinking about it.
I looked at her powerlessly and said with a bitter smile, "do you think I can be happy?"
He helped me to a quiet place in the hospital and sat down. Chi Xin went to buy me a warm drink.
"Look at you. You haven't made up with your brother-in-law yet?" Chi Xin asked, "was he still with Shen Ruoci at the party yesterday?"
Think of yesterday's things, I can't help a burst of cold, even to Chi Xin said Huo Qingchuan bastard words will feel ashamed.
"I think it's hard for me and him to go back to the past." I look at the distant sky, hand on the stomach without any reaction, a burst of sadness at the bottom of my heart.
"But now the situation is different," Chi Xin said sharply. "Now you have your second child. Even in the face of the child, you can't go on like this all the time."
That's true, but in practice, who can guarantee that things will develop as you expect?
I was silent. It's amazing that after knowing that there was a little life in my stomach, I had the illusion that I could feel his pulse. It's clear that the fetus has not yet formed.
"I really don't know what to do," I sighed. "I didn't expect this little guy to come at such a bad time."
"It's time to come!" Chi Xin corrected me, "maybe this is a chance given to you by God. With this child, you can break the ice of this period and make up as good as ever."
"Will it?" I asked a little feebly. The shock and frustration I suffered during this period made me unable to easily believe in the so-called illusory fate.
"It will be!" Chi Xin holds my hand and seems to be cheering me up. "I believe Huo Qingchuan is a responsible man. He can't know that after you two have children, he is still out with that ex-wife."
Will he? Maybe he will.
When I realize my pessimism, I suddenly feel more sad. When is the time for me and Huo Qingchuan to have such a cautious guess? In just two months, we can destroy the relationship that we have built up in two years.
"You haven't told anyone about this," Chi Xin said. "They don't know, do they?"
I nodded, "I've only recently found that I'm not feeling well, and pregnancy and vomiting only started today." I said, "of course they didn't know. They thought I had a cold."
"That's right," Chi Xin patted her thigh. "As long as the Huo family knows you're pregnant, don't talk about Shen Ruoci. They promise to give you up like their ancestors."
Ancestors or something, it's really exaggerated.
But my father-in-law and mother-in-law also mentioned it in front of me intentionally or unintentionally, saying that we should have another child while we are still young.
Huo Qingchuan also likes children. When he was lingering in bed before, he expressed this idea more than once.
Perhaps, as Chi Xin said, the arrival of this child can bring a turning point to the relationship between Huo Qingchuan and me.
After chatting in the same place for a while, we drove back to the previous restaurant.
"Don't tell others, especially Yan Yan. I'll deal with it myself." Standing at the door of the restaurant, I see two people talking and laughing through the glass. I say to Chi Xin.
"Don't worry. I won't say anything about Yu Hang. Everything depends on your arrangement." Chi Xin vowed, "but elder sister, you must not miss this chance. If my brother-in-law is really fascinated by that ex-wife, I'm not worth it for you."
"I know," I said with a smile, "I'm also your sister. I have my own way to solve some things."
"Don't be soft hearted," Chi Xin told me again. "You're right. If you are soft hearted, you'll pit yourself. You're a fool."
Looking at my sister's face, I walked into the restaurant with a smile.
Smelling the smell inside, I was still a little uncomfortable, forced to bear the feeling of surging, I took Yanyan's hand and came out.
It's later to show off Huo Qingchuan's pregnancy. Today, I promised my little princess that I would buy her beautiful clothes. I still have to keep my promise.
In the afternoon, the three of us visited almost all the children's clothing stores in the department store and bought a lot of dresses and single items for Yan Yan. Looking at my daughter's excited and happy expression, my mood brightened up.
My daughter's smile seems to shine into my heart of a ray of dawn, more likely, is also a ray of dawn into my dark life.
On the way home, I unconsciously felt my stomach. Even though I couldn't feel anything, the feeling between mother and son gave me the courage to look forward.
Chi Xin may be right. This child is a chance given by God, a last chance to save my husband and family.