"It's the nature of parents to love and protect their children, including blocking bullets for them, and all the dangers and tribulations in life. I'm sure your father will not hesitate to make the same choice again. It's normal for you to feel pain now, but the pain will pass with time, and you will have a long life. Even if you feel pain now, it will calm down after ten years and twenty years. At that time, you should get married and have your own children. At that time, you will be grateful to your father and understand him. "
"Your father wants you to live, not only to bear and face the pain, more importantly, he wants you to experience more of the meaning of life. In fact, he doesn't want you to face this kind of pain and remember this kind of pain. He will want you to remember him, but he just remembers the pay and all the love he has done for you. "
Ye Lingtian lit a cigarette and said slowly that so many things have happened in recent days. According to youmeizi's character, it's really unbearable, so he also patiently accompanied youmeizi.
You Meizi said stupidly: "I know, but now I seem to be hollowed out and taken away. Zhongye, I will never have a father again, and I will become an orphan in this world. "
You Meizi said, tears have been constantly falling, at this time, she seems just a lost parents, heartbroken girl, so fragile and helpless.
Looking at you Meizi's tears, ye Lingtian puts down his heart. He knows that you Meizi needs an outlet now. Otherwise, all her emotions will burst sooner or later, and her people will collapse completely. In fact, it is understandable that a spoiled and self indulgent young lady has never experienced any disturbance or setback. As a result, she has lost her favorite person overnight, like falling directly from heaven to hell. Few people can bear such a gap and digest it all at once. If she can cry, she will get better by venting her emotions.
Ye Lingtian is silent, patting youmeizi on the shoulder, giving her strength and comfort with this silent action“ Although your parents are not here, but, too busy, your love will never change, they just can't accompany you, can't accompany you to do anything for you as before, but they will always be your parents, and they will always love you. "
You Meizi leans on his shoulder with tears, and the tears fall on ye Lingtian's shoulder silently: "I know what I hate is why I don't understand it until now, why I didn't know how to cherish it at all in the past, and I don't regret it until I have completely lost it. Later, I regret that he gave me all his things, but I didn't give him anything."
"I'm so ignorant. I used to lose my temper at him in front of everyone. The leader of a powerful Gang didn't have the slightest face in front of his subordinates. However, he never blamed me for not being really angry with me. He only felt guilty for me. He felt that my mother died because he was too incompetent before, and he was forced to take this road, There is no time to give me more love, he will just keep trying to compensate me, wish to give the whole world to me
"When he died, he was still thinking about me. At the last moment, blood flowed out of his chest. He even had trouble talking. How painful he should be at that time, but what he thought was whether the rest of them could protect me from running away..."
"As soon as I close my eyes, I will think of him. My mind is full of what he usually did to me, and how he died for me... I used to complain about him all the time, because he didn't care about me enough, and he didn't think he was a qualified father. He was only busy with those messy things every day and didn't have time to take care of me, I often get angry with him and ask him why he is so irresponsible. But in fact, what did I accompany him for? In the past, as long as I was in Linyi County, he would go back to my villa no matter how late he was. Even if he only wanted to see me and say a word to me, I didn't think he was always full of wine when he came back too late. I didn't think it was company at all. "
"So gradually he seldom came back. I don't want to come to see him myself, because I don't like these people and the atmosphere of gangs, so I stay away from him. In fact, now I think about it, he has been taking care of my emotions carefully, but I have hardly paid for him and done anything for him. "
"And I especially hate his identity, because he is the president of Xinyi society, so no one dares to make friends with me. Some people flatter me and pretend to be nice to me, but in fact they turn around and call me the daughter of a hooligan, and more people dare not even talk to me. At that time, I felt aggrieved. When I got home, I would even point at him and get angry with him, saying that it was because of him, because he wanted to mix up gangs, and that's what happened to me now. "
"At that time, his face was very ugly. I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet and saw that he was drunk with a picture of our family in his hand. It was obvious that he had cried. He told me when he was drunk that he didn't want to be an ordinary driver and would rather be with his family. However, he couldn't tolerate that he couldn't even protect his family. He had lost my mother, I don't want to be bullied and threatened by others in the future. He can't do anything... "
"In fact, a long time ago, he was a very tolerant person, smiling at everyone, never causing trouble, and even preferred to suffer losses and resolve things. If it wasn't for my mother's death that he was hit like that, he would never go on this road anyway."
"But I never understood him at that time. I always felt that he was responsible for all this. During that time, he often got drunk in a mess. I was still angry and thought that he was worrying about Xinyi society all day long and socializing. In fact, he should have been hurt by me at that time, but he could only borrow wine to relieve his worries. Because he thought about my mood, he felt that he had lost his mother and was facing a gangster father. My heart must be very painful, So he would never get angry with me, so when I said I hated everything here and wanted to leave, he kept silent for a long time, and finally agreed to let me go to Micheng to study. "
"But I never thought about how he lived alone. I always took it for granted that he was in the gang and had a wonderful life. I was so angry that I didn't even contact him for a long time. As a result, once I came back, I helped him look at his mobile phone. By chance, there were many calls in the call records, but they all hung up after dialing, I've hung up before I received him at all, so I don't know anything at all. Now I think about how much he thinks of me, but he's afraid that I'm not happy and that he's afraid of disturbing me, so he can only call me and hang up again and again like this, and I...... "