Five years ago, she didn't understand anything. Even after he did animal things to himself, she didn't understand what it meant except fear.

Five years later, she still didn't escape the demon. When he touched her, she was so sick that she wanted to commit suicide and end her life. However, she didn't die but lost her memory.

During this period of amnesia, she would like this bastard. I do those disgusting things with him every day.

Every time I think of those pictures, she rushes into the bathroom and vomits disgustingly.

Every time she thought of those pictures, she felt so dirty and kept trying to wash herself with water.

It's just that the dirty body can't be cleaned at all.

And the unborn child! It's the pain in her heart!

"You know, it's impossible!" he couldn't have let her go. "Little thing, be good. What can you cry about? Didn't you like this kind of thing before?" I still like her after amnesia. When he loves her, she always looks very shy and lovely, and she will feel his love obediently!

"You BT..." she really wants to run away. Do you know how much she hates him? If she could, she wanted to stab him with a knife.

Looking at her in pain, his chest suddenly became very stuffy, "little thing, amnesia, your feelings for me are true, right!"

"No!"

"At that time, you liked me and depended on me..."

She didn't want to hear this and interrupted him, "stop talking, I don't want to listen... Don't listen..." she doesn't understand anything. A person who doesn't understand anything can only be fooled by him. However, the fact that she is unwilling to admit is exactly what he said. After amnesia, she really likes him and depends on him from the bottom of her heart.

"Then I won't say!"

She cried again, "what am I going to do, you'll let me go?"

"Like me as before, rely on me... Love me! I'll let you go!"

She emptied her sight and looked at the ceiling, "you dream!"

"I'll make it a reality!" he fell low in her ear.

His words once again put her into hell 18 times.

He bit her earlobe and continued his body movement.

This time, his movements softened, "relax, this kind of thing should be enjoyed!"

There was a dead silence in the air. Her heart is dead. Like a dead body at his disposal.

He passionately kissed her to let her realize his enthusiasm. He had a deep desire / hope for her, "little thing, you are so sweet and tight..."

His passion for one night, she was tortured by him for one night.

At dawn, he left.

Holding her to take a bath, I tirelessly asked her again in the bathroom.

Clean her body and put on clean pajamas.

Went to another bedroom.

Kexin kept her eyes closed. She didn't sleep, but didn't want to see the beast.

This was the last time he violated himself and would never have a chance again.

Hearing the sound of him going out, she suddenly opened her eyes and looked for something that could end her life.

She saw the glassware and wanted to get out of bed.

But suddenly, his footsteps came in again.

She closed her eyes again and pretended to sleep.

Listen, he walks in and closes the door.

Then go to bed and hold him in your arms.

The heat from his chest didn't bring her a little warmth, but it made her feel cool at the bottom of her heart.

Listening to his breathing, she thought he was asleep and tried to move her body to get up.

He found himself so tight that she couldn't move at all.

"Sleep, you were tired last night!" his spoiled voice made her body stiff again.

He turned her over and let her face to face with himself.

His body is very tall and strong, which can tightly wrap her whole body in his arms. Put her little face on her chest and let her rest on her body. Adjusting his posture, he closed his eyes and went to sleep.

After tossing all night, Kexin was really sleepy. She didn't even know when she fell asleep.

When she woke up again, it was already afternoon.

She opened her eyes and there was no sign of him in the room.

She was annoyed that she should fall asleep.

I moved my body. It hurts.

Dull pain

She bit her lip and recalled the pictures last night.

Rather than be violated by him and let herself face him in pain, she would rather die.

She remembered that there were glassware in the room. She could break it and cut her wrists with pieces of glass.

She got up to get out of bed and heard a crash.

She looked over and found her wrists chained.

One wrist was roasted by an iron chain, which was long enough for her to move freely, but only limited to the position of the bed.

She was stunned and shocked at what she saw!

Is he going to imprison himself?

Chained her all her life?

She threw it hard, making a snapping sound, and the iron chain roasted her wrist motionless.

She collapsed and curled up in bed crying with her head in her arms.

She cried hard, unaware that someone came in.

"Miss, have something to eat!" the maid approached her with rich food.

Kexin raised her tearful little face. Her eyes were red and looked at the maid in front of her. "Where is he?"

"Mr. Nan is out and will be back in a minute!" answered the maid.

She didn't want to see him. She wanted him to disappear completely and never appear again.

"Miss, have something to eat first. This is what Mr. Nan specially ordered!"

Her eyes were wet. "I... don't want to eat."

"If you don't eat, how can you? Miss, you can eat some. Otherwise you will be hungry!"

Hungry?

She wants to starve to death!

If you starve, you'll be free!

Dead, he can't do anything to her!

It's painful to live, but it may be free to die.

"Don't eat... Don't eat..." she sent the tableware in the maid's hand. Lose your temper and drive the maid away. "I don't eat, you go out... Go out..."

When all the food fell to the ground, the maid was shocked and was busy squatting down to clean up.

Pack up and the maid hurried out.

The maid is going to call Nanchen night to report.

Nanchen night happened to come back from outside at this time.

Seeing him back, the maid respectfully came forward and reported, "Mr. Nan, miss, she doesn't eat..."

He took off his suit, answered, told the maid to do it again, and then sent it to the room.

She didn't eat, as he expected, so he put down his work and came back to supervise her eating personally.

He pushed the door and went in.

Watching her curled up in bed crying helplessly.

He was distressed by her like this.

However, he was distressed, but he would not let her go.

He went over, sat by the bed, picked up her whole body and put it on his lap as before.

He likes to hold her in his lap, so he has a feeling of complete control over her.

She knew it was him, because there was no one else but her. She raised her face and looked at him angrily. Her eyes were deep hatred for him.

"Little thing, you have so many tears!" he stretched out his hand and wiped her tears little by little.

He used his right hand. His left hand was bitten by her last night and wrapped in gauze.

The gauze is very astringent and will rub her tender and smooth skin.

Everything he did was so disgusting to her.

Kexin didn't know where the strength came from. He stretched out his hand and slapped Nanchen night on the cheek.

Snap——

A loud slap was on his face, and Nan Chen was slightly thrown to one side at night.

"You make me feel sick!" Kexin also wanted to slap him, and Nan chenye had clasped her wrist.

She is the first person who can slap his face like this!

He can indulge her to vent, but only this slap!

"Asshole, why don't you die..." she scolded him and cursed him. Kind she was forced by him.

He opened his mouth gently and the movement in his hand continued, "don't cry..." look at him forcing his lovely and kind little thing!

She really wants to laugh. Why does she cry?

Didn't he give all this?

The door was knocked. "Sir, it's ready! Will you bring it in now?"

"Come in!" he ordered.

The maid pushed the door in, put down the food in her hand and went out again.

"Hungry?" he said softly, holding up a bowl of hot porridge. "You eat, or I'll feed you myself!"

She turned her face away and even looked at him disgusted.

"If you don't answer, you will acquiesce in me feeding you!"

He stirred it with a spoon. He scooped a spoon and put it on her lips. "Open your mouth!"

She waved away and the spoon fell to the ground. Nanchen night was not angry and ordered the servant to take it again.

This time, the bowl with porridge was overturned to the ground by her.

His temper was surprisingly good, and there was no wave on his cheek. He ordered the servant to continue to do it.

Repeated several times like this, eating is like fighting.

More than an hour later, Kexin didn't eat a mouthful.

The ground was a mess.

"No?" his patience was worn away. He met her for the first time.

“……”

"You're forcing me!"

“……”

He pinched her jaw, turned her head and let her see herself. "Little thing, do you want to starve yourself? Revenge me in this way? Leave me?"

“……”

He smiled low, "little thing, I won't allow it. You know, you will find it very difficult to die."

She reached out and knocked all the things on the table over again. She doesn't eat, she doesn't eat!

"Bring another bowl of porridge!" he ni looked at her and coldly ordered the servant waiting outside the door.

He clasped his hands firmly on her head and leaned over to kiss her.

"Go away... Don't touch me..."

Kexin wriggled and struggled for a while without breaking away. He still kissed her.

She gave up the struggle... And let the disgusting man kiss herself.

The servant came up with the porridge again. Nan chenye let her go. This time, he drank the porridge himself and realized what she was going to do. Kexin pinned his head.

Nan Chen night held her head, turned to his lips and pushed the porridge from his mouth into her mouth.

Forced her to swallow it before he left.

Again and again, until the bowl of porridge is finished.

"Little thing, you'd better eat obediently in the future, or I'll feed you in this way every day!" he said with a smile, with threats and endless spoil.

"You're disgusting..." she wiped her mouth hard, and her stomach rolled. She wanted to spit it out.

"Throw up and I'll feed you!" he threatened.

The threat worked.

He hooked his lips. Although she is not as obedient as before, he also likes it.

"Would you like another bowl? Or a la carte, fish, meat or something?"

She gave him a look of disgust.

"Don't want to eat?"

“……”

He no longer forced her. Some things need to be done slowly. If you want her to fall in love with herself, you should do it slowly.

He raised her wrist and looked at the chain.

She had a red mark on her wrist, which made him very distressed.

But in order not to give her a chance to hurt herself. He can only put such a chain on her.

"Little thing, is it painful?" the pain in his eyes was not false. However, she hated him so much that she didn't want to see him at all.

He ordered the servant to get the medicine box and put painkillers on her wrists.

He was careful and gentle, which she couldn't feel.

Yes, just against him.

"Do you want to keep me as a pet?"

"Isn't it good to be my little pet? I can pet you, spoil you, and love you! I can give you whatever you want!"

She smiled with despair.

"Do you want me to take it off?" he said. As long as she spoke, he would remove the chain for her.

"Whatever!" she closed her eyes and suddenly opened them again. "Take it off and let go of me!"

"Yes!" he said, warning her, "but you can't hurt yourself! If you want to hurt yourself, this iron chain will be put on you again."

She nodded!

He took the key out of his trousers and opened the chain.

She drew back her hand and rubbed her wrist.

"I want to eat!"

"What would you like to eat? I'll have someone do it!"

"Well, I want to fry!"

"OK..." he finished and ordered the maid to do it. "When it's done, it'll be sent up!"

"I want to walk and eat in the restaurant!"

She was suddenly clever, and he didn't think there was anything wrong. "OK..."

He put her down, took her hand and went out.

When she lost her memory, they often did.

She remembered that she liked being held by him.

However, at the moment, the same action, the same he holding his hand, she was so disgusted.

She wanted to pull her hand back, but she didn't.

restaurant.

She sat with him by her side.

She said, "I want to eat fruit before dinner!"

He said, "OK! What fruit would you like to eat?"

She said, "You peel an apple for me! I want to eat an apple!"

He said, "OK!" then he picked up an apple and began to peel it.

She said, "you cut a good piece for me to eat!"

He said, "OK!" then he cut the apple into pieces and fed her the fork.

She said, "I want juice! You go to the kitchen and squeeze the juice for me yourself!"

He said, "OK!" then he put down his things and went to the kitchen.

Just as he was about to go in, she picked up the fruit knife on the table.

The sharp tip of the knife was against her neck and shouted to his back, "let me go!"

His face changed and he turned around.

"Put down the knife!" she thought he really didn't know her mind? He's just testing her.

But Xin said coldly, "let me go, or I'll die!"

"Let go." he approached her..

"Don't come here..." she stepped back. "Let me get out of here!"

"I say again, put down the knife!" he continued to approach her.

"Don't come here. If you come here again, I'll go down..." she retreated in fear.

"Put it down!" his voice cooled.

Kexin bit her lip. As long as he was close to her, she would stab herself with a knife.

Nanchen night is getting closer and closer.

Kexin closed her eyes and stabbed herself. But he was pressed on his wrist by a hand suddenly stretched out.

She didn't know where her strength came from, so she grabbed the knife and stabbed him.

The sharp blade cut into his arm, and the red instantly dyed the blade red

Kexin looked at her bleeding arm, which was shocking and scary.

Her face was pale, her fingers trembled, and her knife fell to the ground with a clang.

She's scared, scared by herself?

Yesterday, she let him bleed, and today it is the same. When did she become so terrible?

In her eyes were crystal clear tears. She held the tears in her eyes and refused to fall!

She thought he would be angry. However, he just stared at her without anger or opening his mouth and looked at her very calmly.

His expression seemed to have no pain, as if he had not been hurt.

She finally couldn't help it. The tears in her eyes fell one after another!

She doesn't know what's wrong with herself?

She stabbed him and hurt him. She should be happy!

Why does she feel so sad and have no sense of revenge?

She didn't understand herself. She didn't know what she was thinking. Even how he dragged her back to the room.

I don't know how I handcuffed her bracelet myself.

When the doctor came, he didn't leave the room. Instead, he asked the doctor to bandage himself in front of her.

Kexin shrunk into a ball and sat on the bed watching him silently. I saw with my own eyes how the doctor stitched him, how to apply medicine and how to bandage him

Most people will be drugged for such an operation.

However, she knew that the doctor did not give him.

He showed no pain from beginning to end.

He seemed to enjoy the process, but it was a painful torture for her.

His body had many large and small scars, which she hadn't noticed before. At the moment, his heart shrank slightly.

She looked at all this bitterly. How could such a cruel man feel pain?

Hehe, he has no heart at all!

He said he loved her?

This is a big joke. He is a man with no feelings. He will only do animal behavior to himself repeatedly.

Torture her, make her miserable, let her live in hell.

Since childhood, her life circle was in that big villa. Since she was conscious, she had no father and mother. She still knew from other people that she had a brother! Her brother is the owner of the villa. The servants call her miss. She lives a servant's life, even worse than them. At that time, she longed for family affection, love, care, attention and warmth. The happiest thing every day is to hide in a place he can't see and watch him quietly. She was afraid of him, but she wanted to get close to him. His proximity will make her nervous and palpitating... He is the first man to kiss her, he is the first man to see her body, he is the first man to possess her, he is the first man to bully / humiliate her in the most BT way... He has occupied the first time in all her life. However, she didn't understand anything at that time. What he did to her, she knew nothing but fear and pain. At that time, she was so young, just like a simple little idiot. She didn't understand anything about what her so-called brother did to herself! That night, he raped himself for the first time. She was really frightened. Her body seemed to be torn apart by a sharp weapon. It was very painful. Young and simple, she didn't understand what her brother was doing to herself. After he finished all this, she didn't hate him at all! She was glad that she didn't know anything at that time. Otherwise, she would have been in hell since then. She didn't know a word until she was sixteen. No school, no book. She is like a piece of white paper. Her life is simple, simple and brainless. Her daily life is very simple. She cleans the house, builds the garden, makes all kinds of delicious food and feeds his big dog. Her only friend is the snow mastiff. The snow mastiff, how are you now? Over the past five years, she sometimes recalled the Tibetan mastiff.

It is the only playmate in her childhood and the only friend who can exchange ideas. In retrospect, I was really poor at that time. Fortunately, he is not his own brother! If not, I'm afraid she will only suffer more.

Her thoughts were forcibly pulled back by her. She didn't want to continue thinking about the past.

She watched the doctor wrap him up and leave, while he sat in his chair, wondering what he was thinking?

His side face is handsome, which she doesn't want to appreciate.

Why didn't he get angry when she stabbed him like this?

She hoped that he would end her life directly in anger.

In this way, she can be free from being used as a revenge for his hatred.

Her body contracted again. She was so tired.

She was taken away by him. My brother and sister-in-law must be worried to death.

And he

I'm afraid I know now!

He must be crazy looking for himself.

They really can't go back!

Suddenly, a tear fell, and she was surprised that she was crying unconsciously again.

Leiluo... Don't look for her anymore. She's unbearable enough. She doesn't have the courage to face him anymore.

Suddenly, she raised her face and saw the man who didn't know when to come in front of her. Her heart trembled! At the moment, he was staring at her closely, with uneasiness in his heart. He looked up at him quietly. He was as tall as a model, and his expensive casual clothes lined him. He was always so brilliant. He was really a masterpiece of God. It was a pity that such a person was the most feared devil in the world.

He stood by the bed and vomited low, "who touched your tears again?" the tears in the corners of her eyes were definitely not because of him. From this drop of tears, he could see something, including love. And he damn care about it, care about other men in her heart!

"..." she bit her lips and said nothing.