"Are you tired from tossing?" he asked again for a long time. "If you are tired, have an early rest!"
She's really tired. She's been tossing around for so long today.
"...." she didn't answer. She found it so difficult to talk to him.
"These days, I won't touch you. I won't sleep with you. I'll give you time!" in other words, he is giving her time to slowly adapt to herself. He didn't want to push her too hard. The consequences of pressing will only make her more and more disgusted with herself.
His words didn't make her happy. He just gave her a period of self reflection and didn't really let her go.
Unwilling to look at him again, she closed her eyes, turned her back to him and lay on her side on the bed.
Nanchen night stood by the bed for a long time. Looking at her quiet appearance, he felt pity and covered her with a quilt. He walked out.
Hearing the sound of closing the door, she opened her eyes, and sad tears surged down from the corners of her eyes.
She found that almost all her tears were because of him.
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"Kill the shadow, have a drink with me!"
"Sir, you're hurt. You're not suitable for drinking!"
He smiled faintly and gave himself a cup.
Killing shadow didn't dissuade him any more and poured himself a glass of wine.
It was the first time they had sat down to drink. I can see that I have a lot on my mind.
"How many years have you been with me?" he asked.
"When I was a teenager, I began to do things for my Lord!"
He sipped the wine. "More than twenty years?"
"Yes, sir!"
More than twenty years... Just the age when she grew up.
The year she was adopted, he was also a teenager!
"You held her, too, didn't you?" he asked.
At that time, when he held her, she would cry. Only when he held her, she would be obedient. She always looked at him curiously with round and bright eyes.
"Unexpectedly, one day, I will be special to her!"
It was really a surprise to kill the shadow.
He never thought that he would take Miss Kexin seriously one day.
After all, she is the child of my enemy.
Especially for a man like you, a proud man, it's really hard to imagine that he will be different from her.
"Sir, are you going to tell Miss Kexin about those things?"
He took a sip of the wine without opening his mouth.
But he has also told him the answer.
"You say, how can a woman fall in love with herself?"
"Lord, I don't know!" this problem is difficult to kill shadow. He hasn't loved a woman and doesn't understand this! I feel this problem is very profound and difficult to understand.
He smiled faintly, "she hates me!"
"My Lord, Miss Kexin needs time to slowly realize my heart to her." he basically knows everything I do to her. He knows how he treats her. It's really hard for her to accept him so easily.
After all, those injuries are real, and it's hard to forget.
He smiled with a wound on his lip.
"Lord, although I don't understand women! But I think you can treat her in another way."
"For example..."
"You can't force her too tight, you can't be too strong to her... You should try to... Be gentle..."
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Late at night, mu Lingtian called again. "Any news?"
"Boss, I haven't heard any news yet. I've searched all over, but I can't find anyone!"
"Didn't you find the record of Nanchen night leaving the country?"
"No! He has no entry and exit records!"
"Damn it!" he hit the table angrily. "Keep looking... No matter what method you use, find someone for me!"
"Yes, boss!"
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Kexin woke up from the nightmare and opened his eyes to see Nanchen night.
This has been the case for a week in a row!
Without the shock of seeing him at the beginning, she got up in his sight.
The first sentence, to be exact, is these two words every day, "wake up?"
She still frowned and didn't respond to her.
Then he opened the chain in her hand, and then handcuffed them, one hand at a time.
He put on her shoes and she was forced to follow him out of bed and go to the bathroom.
Handcuffs to her left hand, handcuffs to his right hand.
Her right hand moves freely, and so does his left.
She can do things like getting water and squeezing toothpaste freely.
A normal person's right hand is more flexible and his left hand is more clumsy, but his left hand is also very flexible, even more flexible than his left hand.
She always forgets that her left hand is handcuffed and moves carelessly. And he never moved his right hand once. It's strange that even if she moves around, she won't cut her hand. This handcuff is different from the one that catches prisoners. He should have someone make it specially.
"Brush your teeth..." he raised his eyebrows.
She mechanically picked it up and brushed her teeth.
He handed her water, and she mechanically picked up the water to gargle.
Then watch him do this!
She didn't understand why he did this. She handcuffed her to him every day. She was forced to get so close to him, to watch him do things, and to be stared at by him.
She felt more and more lifeless, and her life was monitored by him.
He squeezed out a little facial cleanser for her, "wash your face..." her skin is very tender, so the skin care products he chose for her are pure plant mild without any irritation.
She mechanically applied it to her face, slipped, covered her whole face, and then rinsed it against the faucet.
After washing, she raised her face. He carefully and gently wiped the wet drops off her face with the dry towel he had prepared in his hand.
Then he washed his face himself. He didn't use anything. He didn't use facial cleanser and soap. He only used water to wash a few.
He would wipe his own face with the towel he had just wiped her face.
Looking at him, Kexin didn't know what it was like every time. She couldn't understand him.
Why did he behave so carefully in her? It was hasty for him.
Then she will comb her hair with a comb.
Her hair is very long and has been kept at the waist all these years.
Very beautiful hair. He likes her long hair this day.
When combing his hair, he was also careful.
Looking at him in the mirror, her strange feeling came out again.
She bit her teeth and finally couldn't help saying, "you don't have to do this every day! I'm not used to..."
"Get used to it slowly!" he told her to get used to herself. She couldn't live without him in the future. She will unconsciously remember the details of their lives and all the details related to him all the time.
"Do you want to be my close nanny?"
"Well, I'm trying to move towards this."
Kexin looked at him strangely and was not talking.
After combing her hair, he will shave himself. Every time at this moment, Kexin can't help being reminded of those memories after amnesia.
She was driven by him to shave him, and he demanded that she shave all her beard in the future.
Whenever she thought of those pictures, the strange feeling in her heart would appear again.
She couldn't tell what it was like.
Anyway, it's strange!
She doesn't like that feeling.
After that, they went out of the bathroom. He would take her directly to the wardrobe. Then he would open the wardrobe and let her choose the clothes to wear today. Then he turned his back and waited for her to change.
The first time, she couldn't understand what he meant. Then she waited for him to ask, "are you going to change your clothes and want to stand like this all the time?"
She was stunned for a long time before she realized what he meant. He was waiting for her to change.
Seeing her standing motionless, he said, "don't worry, I said I won't touch you during this time! As for you changing clothes, I won't look at you either!"
I doubt the authenticity of his words. Since he doesn't look, why don't he go out and let her change clothes alone?
"You go out!"
"No! I gave you a chance. You let me down!"
She knew what he meant.
"Give you three minutes to hesitate, either choose to believe me, or I will take back what I said in three minutes. I will take off and change your clothes myself." his words are always overbearing and have a strong deterrent.
Gritting her teeth, she couldn't choose to believe him, but she couldn't accept that he dressed herself in person. At that time of amnesia, she liked him to bathe, undress and dress himself, but now it's different from that time.
Although he turned his back to her, others were still in front of her. He was a man, not to mention the man who had repeatedly done animal things to himself. She was still very uncomfortable changing clothes in front of him.
After waiting for a long time, his voice sounded again, "are you waiting for me to change it for you?"
As soon as he said this, Kexin didn't hesitate to peel off her clothes one by one, but halfway down, she stopped again.
"Changed so quickly?" he asked when he saw that she didn't move.
Kexin didn't speak. He thought he meant it!
He knew he was handcuffed to her. She's handcuffed. How can she undress and dress?
He's really hateful!
"Change it, then I'll turn around!"
She couldn't tell. Her clothes were half dragged. Seeing that he was about to turn, she was busy blocking, "don't turn! I haven't... Changed..."
"Does it take a lot of time to change?"
"I......" she shook her wrist. "My hands are tied. I can't take off my clothes!"
She couldn't see the smile from the corners of his mouth at this time. Then his fingers turned lightly on the handcuffs, and the handcuffs opened naturally.
She was surprised. She thought there would be a key in the handcuffs.
"Hurry up!" he began to urge her.
She finally took off her clothes and took out clean clothes from the wardrobe and changed them on her body.
Sure enough, as he said, he was a gentleman and didn't peek at her.
To tell the truth, it's unreasonable for him not to watch her change.
When did he become a gentleman.
This is totally inconsistent with him.
He shouldn't be this one, should he?
He wanted to invade her all the time.
The clothes in the wardrobe include those he bought for himself and those she wore during her amnesia.
There are many fancy underwear! They were all sets of underwear. Looking closely, she found that there were at least 100 sets inside.
And the hanging tags above have been removed. They should have been washed with water once.
Newly bought underwear can only be worn after being washed with water!
She doesn't want to delve into these.
Every time she won't choose the clothes she wore when she lost her memory. She will wear the latest clothes she bought.
She was afraid to wear the clothes she had worn, because she would always think of the pictures and things they had done together when she lost her memory.
The first time, she had just changed her clothes and forgot to pick up the clothes on the ground. He had turned his head. She was going to lower her head to pick up the clothes falling on the ground. He had picked them up first, including his own clothes.
He looked at her. At that moment, her face was slightly red.
She will be shy in front of him! This surprised her. She thought she had no other expression for him except disgust and hatred.
Originally, she will be shy!
Later, in order to avoid similar things from happening again, she would pick up her clothes every time she changed, and then agreed with him.
After she changed her clothes, he would then change his clothes.
He'll open the closet next to her clothes.
Compared with the colors of the clothes in her wardrobe, the colors in his wardrobe are much simpler, all black and all white.
He loves black as much as her brother.
She knows that not every man likes black. Just like Ralo, his clothes never just fall into black and white. He likes to wear casual clothes and sportswear. He will wear men's clothes in many colors,
He also always likes to wear fancy lovers' clothes with her.
When he changed his clothes, she turned her back and didn't look.
He said with a smile, "don't carry it back. I just put on my body. You won't see the parts you shouldn't see!"
She blushed again. Even if he only changed his body, she was embarrassed to see him. In fact, she just didn't want to see him.
Afraid to see his body, he will think of what he has done to himself.
But, like on purpose, he deliberately turned her body over again, so that she had to face herself and watch him change clothes with her own eyes.
It is also called to be in his sight all the time to prevent what happened that day from happening again.
At first, as soon as he turned her body, she continued to turn.
He didn't feel bored or tired after tossing around for several times, but she couldn't. She thought he was really boring.
If you stay here with him, she'll be exhausted. There's no choice but to let him.
She lowered her head and he raised her head with Shen Guo's fingers.
He said, "what are you afraid of?"
“……”
"Will you be shy to see my body?"
“……”
"Or... Do you blush and heartbeat?"
To prove that she didn't do what he said, she looked up at him.
It was a hard process to see him change clothes. She felt that time passed slowly and suffered.
He will unbutton his shirt with one hand. His movements are very elegant, and his gestures are full of demagogic temperament.
His bare upper body, beautiful lines and hatred of wildness!
She sometimes looks distracted.
When she realized her behavior, her heart trembled and startled.
How could she see him so absorbed?
This is a very terrible thing for her!
In the face of the man who once thought she was a relative, and after countless unforgivable things to her, she would look at him.
Moreover, this is not a time, just like she just
God, what's the matter with her?
He changed his clothes and suddenly looked up at her. After looking at her flustered eyes, he was in a good mood.
He just wanted to see her like this. He would be flustered about him, which proved that she began to feel about herself.
Seeing her deliberately avoiding his eyes, he felt even better.
They consciously re baked the handcuffs around their wrists.
"Do you want to cuff me like this all the time?" she was angry. Maybe it was because she was distracted from him and was found by him, which made her very angry. She twisted the handcuffs with her other hand angrily. Strangely, he opened it easily, but she couldn't open it no matter how she twisted it.
"Don't bother, only I can open the handcuffs!" he was right. He specially found someone to make the handcuffs. There is a sensor on the surface of the handcuffs. Only the fingerprint of his left hand can sense and open them.
She doesn't believe it!
Against him!
He kept twisting, but he didn't stop it. Finally, she twisted for a long time, and she was discouraged.
"Go to dinner!" he said, clasping her hand in his backhand and taking her away.
Kexin had no choice but to follow him.
She didn't like it, but she was too weak to resist him.
After sitting down, he asked the maid to bring breakfast online.
Breakfast is simple but nutritious.
To tell the truth, Nanchen night doesn't like to eat these. Maybe after eating what she made himself, he always has a dull feeling when he eats other things.
Eating these things is just to supplement the energy needed by the body.
When will she be like before?
Cook for her like a little wife every day?
Suddenly, he remembered their wedding photos. He always put it in his wallet. He always took it out and looked at it in the dead of night. Watching her innocent, pure and beautiful smile, intoxicated all night. She is now exactly her own wife. Although, just a certificate, no wedding. Although he was despicable, he cheated her and himself to get a card under the condition of her amnesia. Although they have not been blessed by anyone, they are legally husband and wife, which is protected by law.
She also has no appetite! It's not that the food is not delicious, but it's disgusting to eat with him. Even sitting here, she feels uncomfortable.
She bowed her head, had no appetite, but had to eat these things.
Because if she doesn't finish, he will always be here with her.
When she finished eating, he would take her away.
She did this. He was patient enough to accompany her. The worst luck was the maids. As long as the food on the table cooled a little, he would order the maids to make another one.
She felt that she suffered from being a maid for Nanchen night.
I can't bear to watch those maids make things endlessly, and I can't bear to waste the food again. She only tastes good.
Later, if you don't want to eat, you will eat it consciously.
However, she only moved one hand, and the other hand hung rigidly on her side, which was very uncomfortable.
Although the right hand moves freely, it's uncomfortable to eat like this. I feel very unbalanced and uncomfortable.
Every time she moved her left hand, she would also pull his right hand at the same time.
At this time, she thought he would complain and warn her to act less. However, instead of doing so, he tried to cooperate with her movements.
Up, down, left, right.