Yao Qianqian didn't dare to say anything again. He just tried and hugged Lu Jiayi gently from behind.
Lu Jiayi did not push her away.
There are some surprises in my heart, but also some worries
Lu Jiayi is suddenly so quiet today and is so kind to her. What's the matter? Isn't it trying to get rid of her?
Thinking about the opening line in silence?
Yao Qianqian didn't dare to think about it, so he had to hold him from behind and enjoy a moment of warmth.
Although the weather at night is not as muggy as during the day, the temperature of the air conditioner dare not be turned too low in order to sleep at night. To tell the truth, it's uncomfortable to be held from behind. But strangely, I feel uncomfortable, but I feel stable in my heart.
Her temperature is real, and her breathing is real
Lu Jiayi's heart was very chaotic. He didn't want to talk. But when I felt her temperature and breath, I suddenly had the meaning to talk.
"Qian Qian..."
"Hmm?" hearing Lu Jiayi speak, Yao Qianqian was surprised again, but his voice was very stable.
Actors are best at hiding and exaggerating their feelings. What she did in front of Lu Jiayi was a cover up, and there was never any exaggeration.
Her affection for him is deeper and heavier than what she shows, rather than forgetting the joy of fish and water. Even if it was a tenth of the weight of the situation, she dared not show it. Because she knew that once he felt trapped, their feelings would come to an end.
For a long time, Lu Jiayi asked, "did you fall in love before you met me? I'm not talking about this relationship between us, but normal love. Two people are together just because they like each other."
He knew that before meeting him, Yao Qianqian didn't have such a relationship between money and body. This is one of the reasons why he can keep Yao Qianqian around him all the time. At least the woman's body is clean and has not been exploited by others. Any man, whether he loves this woman or not, likes this feeling of possession.
"I've talked about it..."
"Why is it?" Lu Jiayi still asked with her back to Yao Qian.
"When I was reading... What did I know at that time? I liked him at best. But to tell the truth, I don't like him at all. I even think he is a scum man and thinks he is blind."
"Why so much resentment? What did he do to you? I think he cheated your first kiss at best? As for being so hated by you?" Lu Jiayi felt funny and turned around and leaned against the pillow to look at her.
Yao Qianqian hesitated for a moment, but still bumped into his courage, hugged him and pillowed him on his chest.
Lu Jiayi is really strange today. He would never allow himself to be so close to him if he wasn't behind him. Even now, this degree of closeness can only be enjoyed after the event. As for the behavior of just hugging him from behind, even after the event, he is absolutely not allowed.
"Hmm? Why don't you speak?" Lu Jiayi asked her patiently when she heard that she didn't speak.
"When I was in school, I looked beautiful... And in fact, when I was in junior high school, my academic performance was very good. Later, because I wanted to be an actor, I didn't pay attention to the culture class. At that time, I was a goddess in the eyes of many people in our class, and many people chased me... But one of the boys chased me for four years. Do you think he can stick to it? So If I can insist, even if I am a piece of wood, I will be moved. "
Yao Qianqian said, his head moved on Lu Jiayi's chest and put on a comfortable posture so that he could clearly hear his heartbeat.
Although I don't know what happened to him today, I'd better try to enjoy it when I can enjoy the privilege. Who else knows what will happen tomorrow? Who knows if you can hug him quietly and listen to his heartbeat clearly in the future
"So, when I was a freshman in high school, I agreed to his pursuit. I didn't know what was wrong with my brain at that time. I was so moved because I overheard him refuse other girls... Hey... Now think about it, I'm so stupid. My first love is dedicated to this scum man."
"What did he say that moved you so much?"
"He said I like Yao Qianqian. Everyone in our school knows that. Haven't you heard? The girl said, but you've chased her for nearly four years, and she didn't promise you. You must be dead. He said, four years can't be five years, five years can't be six years. As long as I don't give up, I believe she will know my sincerity one day."
"As a result, you found out later that this was a play that he played in collusion with his friends, didn't you?" Lu Jiayi smiled.
I thought the boy was really resourceful, better than Yao Qianqian's acting skills.
"No... what happened at that time was true. But then..." Yao Qianqian sighed and continued, "Later, after I promised him, I found that he was not enthusiastic about me at all, and I felt a little strange. You know, there were few high school holidays. It was not easy to get through to the monthly holiday. We made an appointment to go out to play, but the next day, I waited for his phone call all day, and he didn't call me."
"When I called him, he said he was playing games with his friends. Call me back later. When he called me back, it was five hours later. It was dark. I was very angry. I said, break up. Ha ha... It was strange. When I said this, I didn't think we were really together. But at that time, I really cherished it This feeling... "
Yao Qianqian's voice was a little weak and completely fell into the memory: "I think he loves me. I want to treat him well and can't live up to him. But... Hey... Who knows that I would have turned to the bright moon, but the bright moon has turned to shine on the ditch. Now think about it, I feel angry."
"After I broke up, he didn't coax me, but said... Let's do it first. Shit, let's do it first? What do you mean? I was angry and hung up angrily. But I thought he would come back to me. But the result was, No. after a month, I knew he was with someone else."
"So soon? It's obvious that he had cheated when you were together." Lu Jiayi was completely attracted by her story.
It's not how funny the story is, but her story is emotional and easy to bring people to that situation.
"Yes. Now think about it, I'm really stupid," Yao Qianqian said, "I was so angry that I ran to their class to call him out and questioned him. Do you know what he said? He said, after being with you, I found that I didn't love you so much. I just didn't want to admit defeat. We were really together, and I found that there were many places between us that were inappropriate. You weren't the girl in my heart."
"What about her? I asked him, guess what he said? He said that what she showed was the same as what she had inside. They were all so gentle. You were too proud and capricious. After being together, I thought this character was too annoying. No one owed you. Why should I have to accommodate you? I think you should be glad that nothing had happened between us. Otherwise, I would spoil you If I dump you again, you will suffer more. "
"He said, in fact, I wasted four years on you. I should get you and then dump you. But fortunately, the person you met was me. I'm a kind person and won't do that. I'm careless... Is this fucking kind? Dare you? I'm just a game? After getting through the customs, I don't think it's challenging, so I'm going to delete it? Shit... Do you think this is a game Slag man... "
Yao Qian said and angrily beat Lu Jiayi's chest with his fist.
"Ha ha... This is really a scum man. You really meet people unfaithfully," Lu Jiayi smiled instead of being angry. "But to tell the truth, you were easily moved by this so-called infatuation at that age."
"In fact, when he pursues you, he may not be sincere. Just in the process of pursuing, this sincerity is gradually erased, but becomes a contest with you..." Lu Jiayi said, "when you really promise him, it will be the beginning of his revenge."
"Yes......" Yao Qianqian sighed, "But at that time, I didn't understand. I always thought I was a bad person, and I always looked for reasons from myself. Moreover, I made a shadow in my heart, and I can't believe the so-called love anymore. I think that other people's likes are unreliable. You still have to love him. You have tried hard, and even if the final result is to be disappointed, you won't be disappointed What a pity. "
"I think... Only your own heart is the most reliable. Everything else is unreliable..." Yao Qianqian said with great feeling.
"It's not worth wasting a good youth for a scum man? Girls still have to be loved well..." Lu Jiayi said.
"By the way, what happened to the girlfriend he cheated on?" Lu Jiayi asked.
"Married." Yao Qianqian said angrily.
Lu Jiayi patted her and expressed comfort. His tone was also very gentle and comforting: "fortunately, he didn't harm you all his life. You should be glad. You see how well you are now? Luxury cars and houses are famous and advantageous. Where can they compare with small people like them?"
In fact, I'm thinking that it's really easy for a man to become a scum man in a woman's mouth. But the definition of a woman is a scum man, and the definition of another woman may be a love saint. The boy really goes too far with Yao Qianqian. Isn't his persistence in Shen Xinbai very similar to the practice of this scum man?
Is it true that he is so persistent to Xinbai just because of love? Is there no resentment in his heart?