"After that? After that, have you ever fallen in love with anyone? It's not because you're moved, but the kind you really fall in love with." Lu Jiayi didn't dare to think about it. She could only divert her attention by chatting with Yao Qianqian.
"Then..." Yao Qianqian hesitated for a long time and shook his head.
She really fell in love with Lu Jiayi, but she dared not say.
It was he who gave her such a glittering and bright life. It was he who did not despise her origin and kept her around all the time. He's so nice. How can she not love him? But he is so good, how dare she love him?
"It's better," Lu Jiayi patted her gently. He didn't know whether he was comforting her or himself, "Without love, there is no pain. You see, you are happy every day and enjoy all the things you have got. How good... Sometimes I imagine you are so heartless. I really think it's better to find someone who doesn't hate and live together for a lifetime. What's more serious?"
"But without love, there is no real happiness... If it is not more true, can it be considered as a real life?" Yao Qianqian said.
Lu Jiayi was surprised and looked down at her.
Aware of Lu Jiayi's move, Yao Qianqian thought he had said something wrong and hurriedly looked up at him: "I... did I say something wrong?"
The curtains were completely dark, and the moonlight could not throw in at all. The room was very dark, so he could only see her outline, but it was better.
"No, you didn't say anything wrong... It makes sense." Lu Jiayi sighed.
If Yao Qianqian didn't know why Lu Jiayi was so depressed before this conversation, she would be a fool if she couldn't guess after this conversation.
Lu Jiayi wants to be honest
"So you are not really happy with me?" Lu Jiayi suddenly thought of something and asked.
"Ah? No... I......" Yao Qianqian bit his teeth, closed his eyes and crossed his heart.
Forget it, forget it!
Yao Qianqian propped himself up and barely looked at his outline in the dark. But because of this, many words that he didn't dare to say when his eyes were opposite, but he could dare to say them.
After watching him for a long time, Yao Qianqian said, "I'm very happy. And I think... If I can have such a day in this life, I've really lived."
Lu Jiayi didn't take it seriously and said with a smile, "you mean, I'm the one you love?"
Seeing Lu Jiayi's casual attitude, Yao Qianqian didn't know what to say. He had summoned up the courage to say it, but it turned into a joke at this moment.
But the joke is just a joke. However, she has already said it. She is only responsible for saying it. Whether she believes it or not is his business. If he really believes it, if there are any bad consequences, it will be regarded as the price paid for his impulse.
"Ah, yes," said Yao Qian.
"OK, my psychological quality is not so weak. Even if you see me depressed, you don't have to comfort me so much. But I appreciate your kindness. And after chatting for a while, I feel much better. Well, go to sleep."
Lu Jiayi pushed her away, but he didn't mean to alienate her. Instead, he patted her a few times and said with concern: "don't you have to go to the studio tomorrow? Don't be in a bad state, which affects the later recording."
"Well, you should have a rest earlier..." Yao Qianqian said.
"HMM." Lu Jiayi answered, turned over and turned his back to her.
Yao Qianqian turned over and looked at his back
She still wanted to hug him again, but after saying that, perhaps because of her guilty heart, she didn't dare to make any special moves.
Lu Jiayi turned her back to Yao Qianqian, but she didn't sleep immediately, or even close her eyes.
In my heart, I vaguely know that what she said is true. She is not joking with him, not acting, but really, daring to say it
But he must treat it as a fake.
Because he doesn't love her, and so far, he doesn't want to get rid of her.
Although I don't love him, I'm used to her company. Sometimes I think it's good to maintain this relationship between money and body all my life. Why make it so complicated?
As long as Ao Yu is still there, as long as his money and status are still there, the woman will not leave him. There is no need to talk about real feelings and care about her thoughts and feelings so much, as long as there is enough money to hold her. This kind of relationship is convenient in many ways.
All his persistence and enthusiasm in this life have been used by Shen Xinbai. He can't really feel for anyone anymore. He's too tired to talk about feelings. He doesn't have the extra strength
Lu Jiayi almost kept his eyes open until dawn. He felt that he didn't think about anything that night, but he didn't know what was going on, but he couldn't sleep.
With the conversation last night, Lu Jiayi suddenly didn't know how to face Yao Qianqian. When she saw dawn, she quietly got up and went to the company before she woke up.
In fact, Yao Qianqian woke up when he got up, but she didn't know how to face Lu Jiayi. If after last night's warmth, Lu Jiayi suddenly becomes usual or indifferent or hypocritical perfunctory, she really doesn't know how to accept this psychological gap.
Two people get along day and night like this. It's a lie to say that they don't expect or dare not expect. As long as she really loves Lu Jiayi, she will look forward to his sincerity and their future
But all this, after all, can only be expected?
Hearing the sound of the door closing on the first floor, Yao Qianqian sighed and got up.
Life goes on and she has to continue acting. She doesn't love him
B city, in the restaurant downstairs of Baihui hotel.
Shen Xinbai looked leisurely at the morning paper on the table and waited for Xiao Yan to break his breakfast.
Breakfast is self-service. After looking around, Shen Xinbai thinks the breakfast here is well done, so he plans to use the free breakfast included in the room rate here.
Because she is a pregnant woman who can't lift her hands and shoulders, it's natural for Xiao Yan to do the rough work of choosing breakfast and serving breakfast.
I saw Xiao Yan sitting with two breakfasts and handed her one of them. Shen Xinbai raised the corners of his mouth and said in very official language, "it's hard."
"It's not hard, it should be." Xiao Yan also gave a very official response.
Shen Xinbai holds his forehead and feels a little headache. Do you have to start a good morning in this way?
Just picked up the knife and fork, the mobile phone vibrated. I thought it was Lu's father and son, but when I saw the caller ID, it was Lu Jiayi.
"Xinbai, how's the situation? I wanted to call you yesterday, but it's OK to switch off because of something?" Xiao Yan said.
Shen Xinbai listens to Lu Jiayi saying that he originally wanted to call her, but something has gone wrong. He can't tell what he feels. Obviously, now her weight in Lu Jiayi's heart is not heavy. She can forget to call her because of something. She was very happy to feel Lu Jiayi put down; But at the same time, there will inevitably be some sadness. I think the two people who originally loved each other will eventually go to strangers.
But this sadness is only because of remembering this relationship itself, not because of anything else.
"Xinbai, are you all right?" Lu Jiayi was worried when she didn't hear Shen Xinbai's answer.
"It's all right," Shen Xinbai said, "I'm just wondering where to start. I won't tell you the details of yesterday's conversation, just the results. The result is to break up unhappily. Fu Qinghui said let me tell you that I hope you can come and talk in person, and I also showed him that even if you come and talk in person, the effect is the same. So everything is going according to our plan. Don't worry."
"Xin Bai, did Fu and his son say anything ugly? You haven't been wronged?" Lu Jiayi said with concern.
"No, after all, I still want to cooperate with us, so although I'm not very happy, I didn't say too much. It's polite."
"Then I'll rest assured," said Lu Jiayi. "It's just that Fu Ziyuan is very lecherous. You must pay attention to him in city B these days. But don't worry. I'll pass after delaying them for five days at most. By the way, what does Fu Qinghui say about the formal contract negotiation today? Is he going to formally negotiate the contract according to the original plan or shirk it?"
"I haven't received his call yet..." Shen Xinbai looked at the time. "It's eight o'clock in the morning. It's estimated that after a while, his call will come. I think it must be the latter. He won't carry out this meaningless negotiation, and he will give us a deterrent, won't he?"
"Well, when he calls you back, you call me and tell me, so that I can know something about the situation there... Have you had breakfast?"
"Eating..." Shen Xinbai glanced at Xiao Yan and was about to say that Xiao Yan was beside me, but he didn't go on when he saw Xiao Yan making a silent gesture.
After hanging up, Shen Xinbai asked, "why don't you let me tell Lu Jiayi? Shouldn't this be what you want?"
Xiao Yan said, "I don't want your boss to think you don't work well. It's not a good thing for excellent employees to be tired of being with their husband during business trips."
Hearing what Xiao Yan said, Shen Xinbai just said "Oh", which is clear. But in his heart, why do you always think Xiao Yan must not think so? I don't know what medicine is sold in this boy's gourd.
In fact, Xiao Yan wanted to keep Lu Jiayi from knowing that he was here. Instead, he wanted to see what Lu Jiayi wanted to play.
Lu Jiayi may think that when he arrives in five days, it will be the world between him and Shen Xinbai. How can he give him this opportunity?
Just after dinner, at 8:40, Shen Xinbai received a call from Fu Ziyuan.
"Mr. Shen, I'm sorry, today's appointment will be cancelled." Fu Ziyuan's voice was very worried.
"Ah? What's the matter? I've just prepared the materials here, so it's cancelled. I've just prepared the materials here, and I'm going out." Shen Xinbai pretended to be surprised.