"So do you understand now? Do you think my feelings for you are just a few months After Lu Zhiyan finished this long story, the cup of coffee in front of him had already finished.
Lin an an still keeps that posture and doesn't move. She looks at Lu Zhiyan in front of her with soft eyes. In fact, if it wasn't for him to tell this story today, she really couldn't remember so many details.
Although she remembers that two people had such a fate when they were young, she doesn't remember the specific details very clearly. Because maybe it was a special experience for him at that time, but for Lin an an at that time, it was just a small episode in his hard life.
If that's the case, maybe he was very lucky that she didn't get beaten after they left. So the meaning of that period for two people is almost completely different.
Lu Zhiyan can remember him for so many years and find her for so many years. But if Lin had not met him, he would have been forgotten in the long history.
"Lu Zhiyan." Lin an sighed a long time, "do you think I'm worth doing so much for me. I'm not worth your liking at all. I've persisted for so many years Do you have a look at what I am worth your liking? "
"Why not?" Lu Zhiyan frowned and asked, "in my heart, you are still the girl you were when you were a child. You are kind and strong, and smart enough. You were like this when you were a child, and you are still like this now. "
"I'm strong because I have to be strong. If I'm not strong, I'll be crushed by life. Because you are a person who has lived a comfortable life since childhood, you will feel a little different when you see a person like me who has experienced a difficult life. " Lin an an shakes his head, "but you ask yourself, where can I match you?"
"Like this kind of thing, why must pay attention to match or not?" Lu Zhiyan doesn't seem to agree with her at all.
"Lu Zhiyan. You have always been a very good person in my heart. I think you should find a better person to accompany you, not me She gave a wry smile.
"I can't even decide what kind of person I want to find or really like. How can you make a decision for me?" He didn't know what to say now. In fact, from the very beginning, he heard her say that she knew he liked her, and he already understood her meaning.
Just obstinately speaking out, I still have a trace of hope in my heart, hoping that she can change her mind, hoping that she can look at him more because of the little tacit understanding when she was a child.
But he was wrong. He forgot one thing. Like is like, don't like is don't like, how can this kind of thing be forced to come. If she likes him, she will still like him even if he doesn't tell the story when he was a child.
If he didn't like him, just like now, no matter how much he said, she still kept that position, and didn't even frown in the whole process.
It was not until this moment that Lu Zhiyan understood what those people meant by "unfeeling" in their feelings.