Before this evening, he never felt that she was a heartless person. She is always smiling so bright and pure good, for anyone is a pair of patient appearance. It gave him the illusion that he was a very soft person.
But after what he said this evening, he realized how completely wrong he was. Lin an is very similar to him in many places. She can smile gently at anyone, but it's really hard for her to show her feelings to treat a person.
Although she was nestled on the sofa, did not speak, did not move, and even did not have any expression, but the kind of refusal that she sent out all over her body had completely hurt him.
Her silent refusal hurt more than what she really said. Because there is still some room to refute what he said, but this kind of refusal temperament from him can really keep people away from thousands of miles.
This kind of exclusion from thousands of miles away can not be refuted in any case. Maybe no matter how many difficulties and dangers he ruled out, he would still be shaken back by her indifference.
Sometimes Lu Zhiyan thinks that she is very similar to Ji Chengyan, but she is different from Ji Chengyan. Ji Chengyan's refusal is straightforward, while his refusal is tactful. But so what? The results are all the same.
Lu Zhiyan grins bitterly. It's probably the coffee he made tonight. There's no sugar in it. Now his bitterness is almost coming out.
But Lin an an saw the empty cup in front of him at this time, and finally had action. She got up from the sofa, put on her shoes, took up the cup in front of him and said, "I'll go and refill your cup when the coffee is finished."
Lu Zhiyan sighed: "your coffee is too bitter."
Lin an an's footstep pauses: "be."
Then she turned around, laughed, walked step by step, came back, put the cup on the table again, looked at him with a smile, and said meaningfully, "since it's bitter, don't drink any more."
Lu Zhiyan looked at her smiling face, but her smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, which made him feel a little cold. He couldn't help asking, "what if I want to drink?"
Lin an turned around and stopped looking at him. He went back to his seat and sat down. Then he took out his mobile phone: "if you want to drink, I'll order you a takeout. Other people's coffee is better than mine. "
Then she really took her mobile phone, lowered her head and began to order takeout. The light in the mobile phone reflected on her face, which made her eyes emit a faint light, and her skin began to shine.
Lu Zhiyan looked at her like this and immediately remembered the little girl that night many years ago. At that time, the moonlight shining on her face also seemed so soft and resolute.
Two people's faces overlapped together, turned into Lin An'an now. She is laughing, crying, happy, sad and scared. Like she is now, although she is laughing, she is extremely indifferent.
So many of her were all in his mind. She said that she was not worth liking, but how could she judge whether she was worth it or not?