Although Du Xiaoxian left, Gu nianbin didn't go back to live. He was afraid of the empty room, but he was more afraid of the missing as a shadow. There were traces of Du Xiaoxian everywhere, and those things would drive him crazy.
He was a man of few words, but now he is more and more silent. No matter how much Shao Baiqing teases, he says nothing and only looks down at the red wine in the glass.
Shao Baiqing also feels strange. When he learns from Zhou Ting that Gu nianbin has been staying in a hotel these days, his surprise is extraordinary. In terms of Gu nianbin's fascination with Du Xiaoxian, the little girl can't have anything to annoy him. In his impression, Gu nianbin is so good to Du Xiaoxian that he has lost his principle. He once joked with Nina that even if Du Xiaoxian gave Gu Xiaoxian As long as Du Xiaoxian doesn't leave, Gu nianbin will never drive her away. Nina scolded him and said that Du Xiaoxian was not such a person. Even if there was a woman outside, Du Xiaoxian would not wear a green cap on him. When he saw Nina worried, he quickly comforted him and said that he was only a hypothesis. Nina blamed him for how he could have assumed that for Gu nianbin and his wife Which is more loyal to Du Xiaoxian? After arguing with him, he finally came to the conclusion that they would never do anything sorry for each other.
Gu nianbin all stayed in the hotel, which made a bit of a big stir. Today, he asked him to have a meal. They opened a private room, ordered a large table of dishes, and opened a bottle of red wine. Gu nianbin hardly moved his chopsticks and only drank sullenly. This was not his personality. Shao Baiqing felt that things were not as simple as he imagined.
When they were at his house that day, they were as good as one person. How could this happen after only a few days?
"Can't you tell me?" Shao Baiqing put aside his playful smile and seriously said, "nianbin, we are friends. What are friends for? It is to help you when you encounter something. Don't be stuffy in your heart. It's not good to be bored in your heart. Tell it out and see if I can help you? "
Gu nianbin just wry smile, rippled the wine in the Yang cup, or did not say a word.
"You want to drink, don't you?" Shao Baiqing raised his glass and touched it with him: "come on, I'll drink with you."
Gu nianbin drank up all the wine in the cup, stood up and said, "it's gone."
"Don't mention it," Shao Baiqing held him tightly: "Oh, you really want to die of anxiety. It's only a few days ago. You look at yourself. Your face is so thin that you can't go on like this even if you don't want to say it. You are president Gu, and tens of thousands of employees are watching. Can't you be so depressed?"
"I'm not depressed," Gu nianbin finally said. "I don't want to do anything now. I just want to run the company well."
Shao Baiqing looked directly into his eyes and said, "even Du Xiaoxian doesn't want to die?"
Gu nianbin was silent again.
Shao Baiqing asked again, "where has Du Xiaoxian gone? The cell phone is off, and people are not at home. "
"Did you go to her?"
"Zhou Ting went to see her."
After thinking about binmo for a moment, he sat down slowly. Shao Baiqing quickly poured the wine for him and put some dishes in his bowl: "how much to eat, the dishes are cold. When Du Xiaoxian comes back, he can't be distressed to see you so thin?"
Gu nianbin picked up the red wine and sighed, saying in a deep voice, "she won't come back."
Shao Baiqing was surprised and then said with a smile, "how can it be? She's not willing to come back? "
Gu nianbin took a sip of wine and suddenly picked up his chopsticks to eat. His look was much calmer than before.
Shao Baiqing asked tentatively, "she really doesn't come back?"
Gu nianbin said, and then took a sip of wine. Keep eating.
Shao Baiqing asked again, "why?"
"Did you quarrel?"
"She ran away from home as she did last time?"
However, Gu nianbin seems to have made up his mind not to say any more, no matter how he asked.
"It doesn't matter if she leaves in anger. It's OK to get her back like last time? Do you want me to look for Shen Li and Lao Ling, who will surely find them when they cast their nets together
Gu nianbin just shook his head, or did not speak.
"Just let her go?" Shao Baiqing doesn't believe that Du Xiaoxian is Gu nianbin's heart. If she leaves, can Gu nianbin live?
"Leave it to me, and I'll find it for you. I don't believe I can't find it back."
Gu nianbin took another sip of wine and finally said, "it's no use finding it back."
"Why?" Shao Baiqing did not understand, "do you want her?"
Gu nianbin looks at a place with empty eyes and doesn't say a word. Shao Baiqing's heart is burning, but he can't force him. He is trying to find a way to coax him to tell the truth.
Gu nianbin suddenly opened his mouth and said faintly, "I slept with Xia Xiaowan."
Shao Baiqing was so surprised that his chopsticks fell to the ground. He didn't pay attention to it. He just looked at Gu nianbin in surprise and asked incredulously, "did you sleep with Xia Xiaowan?"
Gu nianbin gave a bitter smile, poured all the wine in the cup into his mouth, then poured another cup. With his red eyes open, he asked him, "is it incredible?"Shao Baiqing or a pair of gaping appearance, "very incredible." The news beat him up like a stick.
"I also think," Gu nianbin said with a self mocking smile, "it's incredible that this kind of thing can happen to me."
"But why?" Shao Baiqing said, "do you still like Xia Xiaowan? The old love for her is unforgettable? So I can't help it? " Gu nianbin is the most dedicated man he knows, comparable to Liu Xiahui, how could such a thing happen?
Gu nianbin shook his head. "You know me. I can't like two women at the same time. I was drunk that night. She was on the edge when I woke up in the morning. I don't know how it happened? "
"That's why Du Xiaoxian left?"
"It didn't happen until she left."
"You," Shao Baiqing is experienced in such things. He frowned and asked, "are you sure you did it with her?"
"I was drunk and I couldn't remember anything afterwards."
"Just, not at all?" Shao Baiqing said: "how many always have a little feeling?"
Gu nianbin shakes his head.
Shao Baiqing said, "like Nina and me, I was drunk, but I didn't do it. I had some impression in my heart. It's impossible to feel at all."
Gu nianbin still shakes his head.
"Xia Xiaowan said he did it with you?"
"Of course she didn't say it clearly, but she hinted and told me not to take it seriously. She said she would not resist, so I have to hide from her now." Since Gu nianbin opened his head, he simply said it all.
"If you do, there will always be some clues. You can recall it carefully." Shao Baiqing thinks it's wrong. He is a master of love. There are so many things like this. Gu nianbin is not drunk to death. He can still do that. He can't have no impression.
Gu nianbin heard him say this, but he really recalled that although he was naked, his underwear was still there. When he woke up, his back was to Xia Xiaowan, and they were not together. Xia Xiaowan was all tucked in the quilt. He didn't know whether she was wearing clothes or not, and when she was taking a bath, there was no abnormality in her body. In retrospect, there is something wrong. But he just guessed that Xia Xiaowan would not make fun of such a thing, which was not good for her.
Shao Baiqing said: "Xia Xiaowan came back this time. I found that she has changed. It's a little different from before. So last time I said that you should be careful not to let the history of Xia Xiaowan repeat itself."
"Xiaowan is not that kind of person. She has a good heart
"I hope she's not," Shao Baiqing sipped a sip of wine. "Be careful yourself."
Gu nianbin was silent. Although he also felt that Xia Xiaowan had changed a little, in the past few years, everyone would have changed a little. In his opinion, Xia Xiaowan was still the lively and bright before, and always liked to follow his little tail.
The meal took them a long time to break up.
Gu nianbin sat in the car, staring at the bustling night, dazed with people and flashing neon lights. When he was most intoxicated with money, all kinds of scenery lights outlined the high-rise buildings into huge crystal boxes, which looked grotesque. In such a turbid world, it's really difficult to be alone and keep a pure heart. Even he can't do it. That's why he made such a mistake.
Back at the hotel, he didn't insert his room card, so he walked into the dark room. The curtain was closed and opaque, and he stood in the dark, thick as ink. Gu nianbin suddenly remembers Du Xiaoxian saying that she likes to stay in the dark because she has a sense of security.
He slowly squatted down, sat on the ground, holding his legs, chin on his knees, and then closed his eyes, which is not a bit more peaceful, because no one can find him.
He kept this posture all the time, and it was really effective. His brain was empty and he didn't think about anything. There was only endless darkness. Until his body was numb, he didn't want to stand up, just relax, lie on the ground and sleep like that.
He woke up cold in the middle of the night, got up, plugged in his room card, turned on the heating, went to take a hot bath, and then went to sleep. When he took a bath, he made a decision. Some things he couldn't avoid. It was better to solve them face to face. This is his consistent habit.
The next day, he took the initiative to call Xia Xiaowan for dinner, and Xia Xiaowan gladly went to the appointment. When Gu nianbin came in, Xia Xiaowan was admiring a large craft vase beside the wall. When he heard the door ring, he looked back and immediately saw a smile on his face: "brother nianbin, you are here."
"Have you been waiting for a long time?" asked Gu nianbin
"I just arrived," Xia Xiaowan came up to pick up the coat he had taken off. Gu nianbin made a slight mistake and handed the coat to the waiter on the side.
"Have you ordered yet?"
"Not yet. I won't wait for you to come here." Xia Xiaowan's language and atmosphere are coquettish.
Gu nianbin then picked up the plate and ordered a few dishes. The waiter took the plate and left. After a while, he asked if he wanted wine. Gu nianbin hesitated for a moment and said no.
Xia Xiaowan took a look at him and chuckled. Of course, she knew what Gu nianbin was worried about, but she didn't make it clear.Gu nianbin sat down, lit a cigarette, as if suddenly remembered, and asked her, "is it OK?"
Xia Xiaowan said with a smile, "of course, you can't hold me in front of me."
Gu nianbin smiles, takes a breath, and slowly spits it out. The smoke diffuses, like a layer of gauze, which covers his face. Xia Xiaowan somehow feels a sudden thump in his heart, and his smile becomes lighter.