Chapter 207

"Xiaowan," Gu nianbin looked at her with a certain firmness in his eyes, "I asked you out, but actually I wanted to say something." Xia Xiaowan some flustered, she disguised a drink of tea, calm down, "read bin elder brother, what do you want to say?"

"I'm sorry about that night," Gu nianbin said slowly, "but that doesn't change anything. Do you know what I mean?"

The smile on Xia Xiaowan's face completely disappeared. She actually guessed a little, but she didn't expect Gu nianbin to be so straightforward.

"Brother nianbin, I don't know what you mean." She didn't want to pretend any more. She just had a showdown today.

Gu nianbin was slightly surprised. He dropped his eyes and flicked the ash. "Xiaowan, as you said, we are all adults. That night's incident was an accident. I don't think it's necessary to take it into consideration."

"You don't want to be responsible for me?"

"Do you need me to be responsible to you?"

Xia Xiaowan was silent for a moment and then said, "I need it."

If Gu nianbin was just slightly surprised just now, he is a little surprised. He looked up at her with a look in his eyes. Xia Xiaowan somehow felt guilty and avoided Gu nianbin's eyes by drinking tea.

Gu nianbin looks at her and doesn't speak. Xia Xiaowan holds the tea cup and doesn't speak. The atmosphere is a bit dull for a moment.

Someone knocked on the door, politely three times, and then stopped for a while, then pushed the door in. It was the waiter who served the dishes. He took them out of the cart and put them on the table, offering a dish and a dish name.

After serving, the waiter said, "please enjoy yourself." And then respectfully stepped out. This is the top restaurant. The waiters are all well-trained. If the atmosphere is not right, you should leave immediately.

Gu nianbin said, "have a meal." He took the lead in picking up chopsticks, but he took a piece of fish and sent it to Xia Xiaowan's bowl: "I remember you like to eat this."

Xia Xiaowan smile, looking at the fish: "Nian bin elder brother, you remember wrong, I don't like to eat fish."

In fact, her smile is very good-looking. With a slight lift of her mouth, her smile is like a new moon. It brings out a soft light, quiet and elegant. Gu nianbin used to like to watch her smile, but now he looks at it again, and the smile shows another meaning, as if it is mockery and as if it were mean.

Shao Baiqing is right. Xia Xiaowan has changed and is no longer the former Xia Xiaowan.

He ate the food as if nothing happened, but his expression relaxed. "You know very well that I don't love you anymore. Living with a man who doesn't love you, do you think you will be happy?"

"I am not happy, I has the final say." Xia Xiaowan's tone seems to be angry with whom.

Gu nianbin is more and more careless: "Xiao Wan, you have changed."

"Of course," Xia Xiaowan's emotion was a little excited: "everyone will change, don't you? Brother nianbin, in fact, the biggest change is you. It's your own five-year contract. But you broke the contract. You keep saying wait for me, but you've changed your mind! " At the end of the day, her voice rose, like a sharp nail, straight in Gu nianbin's heart.

Gu nianbin was silent. At this point, he always owes her.

"I said I could make it up to you. I'll do my best to satisfy you as long as you ask for it." Gu nianbin said sincerely: "Xiaowan, we should not be hostile to each other, let alone hurt each other. I don't love you but marry you. It's unfair to you. That's to hurt you. You should be with the man who loves you, let him cherish you, protect you and love you wholeheartedly. Only in this way can we be happy. "

"No, brother nianbin, you still love me," Xia Xiaowan obstinately stares at his eyes: "you always love me, but you are greedy for freshness for a while, and then you have a good impression on Du Xiaoxian. But what is she? She is just a little maid. She has no family background, no education background, no temperament, and doesn't understand anything. How can you be worthy of you?"

"Shut up!" Gu nianbin only felt that his temple suddenly jumped two times. How could he resist that anger: "you are not qualified to say she!"

Xia Xiaowan's face turned white, as if all the blood had been poured back into his body. From childhood to adulthood, Gu nianbin didn't say a word about her, but scolded her for Du Xiaoxian!

She sneered: "brother nianbin, what do you do to defend her like this? She's gone. She doesn't want you anymore. You still think about her

Gu nianbin's heart moved, "how do you know she's gone?"

"I guess," Xia Xiaowan sneered again: "you all stay in the hotel, can she not leave?"

Gu nianbin picked up the cigarette box on the table, shook out a cigarette and held it in his mouth. The sound of the silver lighter wiped out a small flame. He frowned slightly and lit the cigarette. "Xiaowan, I hope you can be calm and rational. In fact, you know that we will not be happy together, right?"

Xia Xiaowan was a little impatient: "I said, I know whether I am happy or not."

"But I'm not happy." Gu nianbin also lost patience: "if we get married, we are a couple of bitter couples. We will complain about each other, hurt each other, and eventually both lose. Why? Why do you want to be so obsessed? "

"To marry me is to resent my spouse, and to be happy with Du Xiaoxian?" Xia Xiaowan said harshly, "I really don't understand. What's good about that little maid? Brother nianbin, you and Du Xiaoxian are two world people. Your uncle and aunt will not allow you to marry a little maid. The Gu's board of directors will not let you become a joke of the whole G city. Finally, you have to find a girl of similar family background to get married. Brother nianbin, compared with those women, am I not the most suitable one? ""Don't say it, Xiao Wan," Gu nianbin's eyes were like electricity, as if they could penetrate her body and reach the deepest part of her soul: "you are too extreme. I know you don't love me. You've never loved me. You just feel tired and want to find someone to rely on, and I'm the best choice, right? Just like before, you didn't love me, but you always followed me and gave me hope. In fact, it was because you couldn't get love from Jiang Kaiwei, so you sought comfort from me. I always knew that, but I didn't tell you the truth. I hope that one day, you can finally understand my good. But I was wrong. After meeting Du Xiaoxian, I realized that I didn't love you. I just like it. I thought I loved you, so I closed my heart and kept a distance with any woman. Until I met Du Xiaoxian, she made me understand what love is. Xiaowan, if you really loved someone, you would know that no matter what he did to you, no matter what he left How far are you? He's in your heart. You can't get rid of it. You can't forget it. It's like engraved in your heart. It's always there

"What? Du Xiaoxian is gone, "Xia Xiaowan sneered:" do you want to wait for her for five years? "

"No, I can't bear to be separated from her for another five years." Gu nianbin's eyes were gentle: "I love her, no matter what she did, I still love her, which can't be changed by anyone."

"But she's gone. She doesn't want you, fool!" Xia Xiaowan almost cried!

"Yes, when I met her, I became a fool," Gu nianbin laughed helplessly. "In front of her, I can abandon my self-esteem and everything. If she doesn't want me, I'll beg her until she agrees with me! "

"You Xia Xiaowan collapsed: "what are you? You are not the brother nianbin I know

"Five years ago, when you went abroad, Nanze asked me to go abroad and said that you were sad and needed someone to comfort you. If I went, you would certainly be with me, but I refused because I thought it was an opportunity to enter. But if Du Xiaoxian leaves, I will go to her. No matter what means, I will find her back. "

"Is that what she means to you?"

"Very important, she is like my breath, without her, I would die!"

"You don't make sense!" Xia Xiaowan couldn't help it any longer. He stood up and walked away in anger with a small bag.

The conversation with Xia Xiaowan finally broke up. This was the first time Gu nianbin fell out with Xia Xiaowan. He was calm. He threw away his cigarette end and picked up chopsticks to eat slowly.

All have changed. Xia Xiaowan has changed, and he has changed. Only Du Xiaoxian has not changed. He is still as timid and cowardly as he is. He is only for him, so he is frightened by Gu Shanshan and leaves him.

After dinner, Gu nianbin suddenly got interested and wanted to walk alone. Today's streets are particularly lively. The buildings opposite are projected with electronic fireworks, which are blooming soundlessly, like the rain of gold and silver. Before it subsides, the streamers of orange red, blue, green and purple flash past. Many people stop to watch and cry, and the crowd is crowded, Gu nianbin was squeezed in and couldn't move, so he had to stop to have a look.

Beside him stood a pair of young men and women. The girl said, "it's beautiful!"

The boy said, "do you like it? On that day, I'll set it up for you

"Which day?" the girl asked deliberately

The boy was a little embarrassed: "the day of the proposal."

The girl raised her face and they kissed each other sweetly.

Gu nianbin Yu guangpiao, but only pain, if his fairy son is still, they can walk in the street hand in hand, watch fireworks together, kiss in the crowd, like all men and women in love, have no scruple to express their love.

He finally squeezed past, alone in the night, suddenly, a little girl stopped him: "Sir, buy a rose for your girlfriend, today is Valentine's Day!"

He step a meal, suddenly suddenly suddenly realized, no wonder so many people, the original today is Valentine's Day!

He gave a hundred yuan bill, but only one, the most brilliant rose, the flower girl also kindly reminded him: "Sir, you want half open, half open can be put in the bottle for a few days."

He smiles and shakes his head, takes that dazzling rose to leave, if the rose represents love, he wants his love flower to bloom most brightly!

There is an old song "Valentine's day without lovers" in a roadside shop.

Valentine's Day Without Valentine's Day

more or less will feel lonely

for the person who has loved does not understand

miss still stay in the heart

Valentine's day without valentine

accidentally received a consolation card

must have loved the heart has found

want me to open the knot of memories

Happy Valentine's Day

I only hear sad music

Valentine's Day Happy Valentine's Day Happy Valentine's Day

He had not heard this song for many years, but he had an impression on it. When he was at school, one year's Valentine's day, all the students in the dormitory went out. He stayed alone, and suddenly had a whim. He sat on the bed with a guitar and played and sang the song. As a result, the song was not finished, and suddenly there was a lot of noise downstairs. He thought something had happened and went to the balcony On a look, the bottom of the black pressure is full of people, see him out, cry suddenly become rhythmic: "Gu nianbin, we accompany you to spend Valentine's Day!"He was a proud man and used to keep a distance with people. But that night, he was moved. He didn't say a word. He went back to the house and took the guitar out again. He stood on the balcony and sang the song again. At the bottom of the applause thunderous, the warden did not come out to stop, that Valentine's day night, he stood on the balcony singing one after another, the people below were fascinated to see him, cheers, screams, whistles, one after another

It was his whole school days, the most sincere show of a time, but in no Valentine's day. Most importantly, he did not think of Xia Xiaowan that night.