This year's spring came very late, but it came after all. As if to make up for her late arrival, the temperature rubbed up a dozen degrees. Almost all with the meaning of early summer. The sun is shining, the leaves are green and the flowers are blooming. After shaking off the heavy cotton padded clothes, we are in a better mood.
Except for Du Xiaoxian, she sat in the room with a sad look and looked out of the window in a daze. Du Huayue came back yesterday to tell her that one of his stock speculators had let go of Gu's shares. He also said that if Gu failed, it would collapse in minutes.
Du Xiaoxian read newspapers every day and knew that what Du Hua Yue said was not sensational.
She couldn't wait any longer, she thought, really.
At this time, the sun has been some hot, like a small hot wire in the face, there is a slight burning pain. She pulled her head back from the window and picked up her mobile phone to call Xia Xiaowan.
Hang up the phone, her heart seems to be more relaxed, because the pressure in the heart of the heavy stone is finally moving away. It's just She sighed, and there was the toughest hurdle to pass.
In the afternoon, Du Hua Yue came back and heard her decision. After a long silence, he said, "you have a good idea. This time you really want to break up with him."
"I think so," Du Xiaoxian nodded firmly.
"Well," said Du Hua Yue, "I will accompany you."
"Well," said Du Xiaoxian, "wait for me downstairs. If, "she hesitated for a moment, and immediately became firm again," there will be no problem. "
"Well, I'll book the ticket and you pack up," Du Hua Yue glanced around the room. "It's not too long to live here anyway. It's better to leave earlier."
Although Gu nianbin missed his little girl very much, he was involved in a business war and was perfectly separated. He only wanted to calm down the war quickly so as to take Du Xiaoxian back.
So when he saw Du Xiaoxian come to look for him, he was surprised at first, and then he was happy. He resisted not to look for her, but she could not resist looking for him.
President Gu's face, which had been gloomy for a few days, finally showed a smile and opened his arms to hold her.
Du Xiaoxian's body flashed and dodged. Gu nianbin was stunned. Only then did she find that Du Xiaoxian's expression was wrong. She didn't look happy when she saw him.
"Xianer, what's the matter? Is something wrong? "
Du Xiaoxian stood there with his head down, but soon he looked up and said seriously, "I want to talk to you."
Gu nianbin rarely saw her like this, and he did not feel funny. He stretched out his hand and pulled her: "come on, what do you want to talk about?"
Du Xiaoxian gently shook off his hand and sat down on the sofa, holding the bag tightly.
Gu nianbin felt that she was a little strange and said with a smile: "you should be so careful. Let Zhou Ting make you a cup of tea."
"No, I'll only delay you for a few minutes," Du Xiaoxian said softly. "I'll leave after the talk."
Gu nianbin finally felt that something was wrong with her. He sat down opposite her and said, "OK, what do you really want to say?"
Du Xiaoxian did not speak, and quietly took out a list from the small bag and handed it to him. Gu nianbin confusingly takes over, it is a hospital laboratory test sheet. Before he can read the small characters on it, he can see a blue box with the word "positive" printed in it.
Gu nianbin's heart jumped, thinking it was Du Xiaoxian's illness. He went to see the line of small characters, which said urine test, pregnancy, 4W.
He looked up to see Du Xiaoxian: "this, this is..."
"I'm pregnant." Du Xiaoxian said quickly, "the child is not yours."
Gu nianbin blinked, as if he didn't understand: "what do you say? Say it again
"I'm pregnant. The baby is not yours." Du Xiaoxian opened a pair of bright big eyes, and said again.
Gu nianbin heard a buzzing sound. It seemed that something was broken in his mind, and then there were five thunders, which made him lose his mind and burn all his internal organs
Du Xiaoxian is pregnant, the child is not his! Is that possible? Is she kidding?
But his hands kept shaking, and the test sheet fell to the ground. He looked down to pick it up, but he didn't pick it up for a long time. Du Xiaoxian reached out to pick it up and put it on the tea table.
"You lied to me, didn't you? You're kidding me, aren't you? "
Du Xiaoxian bit his lip and didn't say a word. He just shook his head. She was also afraid and looked at him timidly.
"Good!" Gu nianbin tried to calm himself down: "even if what you said is true, tell me what is going on? Whose child is it? Who killed you? Tell me, I'll take care of it! okay? Tell me! " He kept swallowing, trying to calm himself down.
"No one hurt me," Du Xiaoxian was still numb with a face: "I volunteered, separated these days I repeatedly thought, we are not suitable together, all the people are against, we are really not suitable. I am an unknown person who always brings disaster to you. When I don't show up, you are good. When I come, your life is in a mess. Brother a Yue is right. We are people of two worlds. We are destined not to be together. Even together, we will not be happy. ""So, this child belongs to Du Huayue?" Gu nianbin raised his eyes to look at her. His red eyes made people feel terrible.
Du Xiaoxian trembled with fear, and his body instinctively shrank into a ball, and his finger bone was blue and white. But she still said, "yes, my aunt made an agreement with my second aunt a long time ago. When I grew up, she would give it to brother a Yue. Later, he came out to join the army. She was afraid that he would open his eyes and despise me, so she didn't mention it, but I know it. Brother a Yue has always liked me and protected me since I was a child. I also like him. I think I will be happy when I am with him. "
"Do you like him?" Gu nianbin asked aggressively, "what about me?"
"I like you too," Du Xiaoxian said seriously. "Maybe brother a Yue can't give me all these things you gave me, but if he can give me a stable life, we will live a little harder and earn money by our own labor, but we will live a stable life."
"Aren't you sure you're following me?" There were two small flames burning in his dark eyes.
Du Xiaoxian lowered his head and shook it. His voice was very light, but it was clear to his ears: "following you, I always feel like a dream. I'm afraid that one day, this dream will wake up, and then I will become nothing. You've given me so many good things that I can't count, but they don't belong to me. " With a sigh, she went on, "I find myself getting greedy, greedy for all the good things. I'm afraid that one day I can't extricate myself from infatuation with all this, and my dream will be broken like a mirror. Therefore, I have always been in fear and panic. I have no sense of security. I am afraid that you will not want me one day. I am afraid that your family will not allow me. I am afraid of this and that. I want to behave better and let everyone accept me, but I can't. I am afraid of strangers and panic. I don't know anything. Everyone laughs at me and looks at me with different eyes. Although I don't say it, I care about it in my heart. "
She looked directly at him, and there was a trace of expression on her wooden face, as if expecting: "it's really tired to be with you, so let's break up."
Gu nianbin has been quietly listening, listening very carefully, the violent ups and downs of the chest slowly subsided, only between the eyebrows can not cover up the weariness.
"Why didn't you tell me that earlier?"
"Because you are kind to me, I can't give up." Du Xiaoxian said: "I walked through twice, but every time you found me back, I was very good at your side, but also very depressed. The clothes you bought are not suitable for me. I can't get into your circle of friends. I can't live your life like that. Now you can hide me, but in the future, will you hide me all my life? "
"In fact, I like a simple life. If you are not president Gu, you are just an ordinary person. If you have an ordinary job, we can get married and have children like ordinary people. We have a small family of our own. But you are not. You are the favored son of heaven. You have responsibility and morality. You shoulder too many things, but I can't help you. On the contrary, it will make trouble. So... "
"So you want to abandon me again? Is it? " Gu nianbin's voice was bitter and astringent, as if squeezed out of the teeth.
Du Ren's face was pale and red in the eyes. Gu nianbin looked in the eyes, but only bitter. Like someone with a big wooden hammer hammering his heart, the continuous dull pain spread from the bottom of his heart to the whole body
"I'm sorry," Du Xiaoxian just gently vomited such a sentence. But let Gu nianbin more miserable.
He suddenly sneered: "do you think you can cheat me? Did my mother or Xia Xiaowan come to you again and use money or something else to blackmail you away from me? "
"No, they haven't come to me. I've thought a lot about it. I've been alone for a long time, and I want to have a home. Brother a Yue promised to take me away. We will have a small home of our own. He goes out to work, and I take care of my children at home. I live a simple life. That's what I want."
Gu nianbin silently picked up the test sheet and stared at it for a long time, but he was still unwilling: "are you sure this child belongs to Du Huayue?"
"Yes, it's very clear. It's only around. It's only after you've left you. Last month I also came to a period of vacation, this month has not come, to check, just know is pregnant. So, I think it's better to make it clear to you. "
Gu nianbin's heart sank to a bottomless abyss. He remembered that although he wanted it almost every night, Du Xiaoxian was still young and was afraid of her suffering, so he took measures all the time. Du Xiaoxian and his wife did not have an accident for half a year, and after they came back from Yawan, he did not ask for her. It's been three months since I came back from Yawan. My child is only one month old. It's obviously not his!
Thinking about bin stiff there, suddenly flustered, shortness of breath, pale face terrible, as if something in his tight, let him breathless, tightly entangled him.
Half ring, he just glared a pair of red eyes, murmured: "you are really cruel!"
Du Xiaoxian didn't dare to look at him directly. He lowered his eyes and said, "I'm sorry."