He suddenly raised a glimmer of hope in his heart, rushed to catch Du Xiaoxian's arm and said eagerly: "look at my eyes, you can't cheat me, you never tell lies, look at me!"
At last, he was almost roaring. Du Xiaoxian raised his head slowly and frowned slightly, because he hurt her a lot. But her eyes were calm and her eyes did not dodge. Her big eyes were still as clear as a stream.
She said slowly, "you know I won't tell lies, and I won't cheat you. I can't cheat you either. I really don't want to go on like this. Even if Gu's OK this time, your family still won't let us together. Do you want to make the master angry again? "
"You're worried about them, aren't you? You don't want to embarrass me, do you? " Gu nianbin wheezed and gasped, and the breath of her nose was as hot as fire.
"No, I just don't like complexity," Du Xiaoxian tried to resist the pain on his arm: "with you, there are always people who come to me. Xia manyin, Xia Xiaowan, maybe there will be others in the future. In addition to your family, I really can't cope with it. I just want to be simple, even if I'm as lonely as before. I can't adapt to your world, so... "
"So you want to escape, don't you?" Gu nianbin clenched his teeth: "you still can't face it bravely, can you? You want to leave me in trouble, don't you? You are a coward! When Gu Shanshan comes to you, you surrender immediately. My mother comes to you and you surrender. You never think about me. You say that you like me and you want to be brave for me. It turns out that you are deceiving! "
"I'm sorry," Du Xiaoxian's voice went down, "I didn't want to cheat you. I tried hard, but I can't, I really can't do it. I'm a very ordinary girl. I shouldn't have set foot in your world, so I'm wrong..."
Gu nianbin slowly released her and fell back on the carpet. His fingers trembled and picked up the cigarette box on the table. He took out a cigarette and stuck it in his mouth. However, he didn't ignite it. His face was at a loss and helpless, as if he was a abandoned child.
Du Xiaoxian has been biting his lips and clenching his fist tightly. His fingernails are deeply pinched into his skin, but he doesn't feel pain because there is a place where the blood is dripping and shocking. He can't bear to look directly at himself. Sweat on the back, the cold line straight down, cold pain stabbing bone, fall to the most painful place, and become a piece of flesh and blood.
Tears have been trembling in the fundus of the eyes, but once again let her force back, can not cry, she must not cry, can not be weak, has not ended, for him, and she, must not cry!
Slowly put out his hand and put the test sheet into the bag. The man's cold and sharp eyes flashed over: "leave it, I'll check it. If I find you cheat me," he squeezed out word by word from his teeth: "Du Xiaoxian, you're dead!"
Du Xiaoxian then put the test sheet back on the coffee table and said calmly, "you know I never tell lies. You'd better not check it, so as not to feel uncomfortable again." She stood up. "I'm done. I'm going."
Gu nianbin also stood up and watched her walk slowly towards the door. Her thin body seemed to be too delicate and timid, which made people feel pity for her.
"Xianer," he called to her, and his painful eyes were still attached: "if what you said is true, then, as long as you are willing to stay, all the problems will be handed to me." his voice was shaking: "I will handle them all, OK?"
He abandoned his dignity and almost forced himself to a desperate situation to beg Du Xiaoxian not to leave.
Du Xiaoxian stood there, looking very calm, in fact, her whole process is almost calm, not a drop of tears. Gu nianbin knows it's wrong. Du Xiaoxian is almost strange. This is not his little girl.
Sure enough, Du Xiaoxian shook his head: "don't you know yet? He didn't force me. I volunteered. It's easy to be with him. It's troublesome to be with you. I just like simple life
"Well," Gu nianbin's voice was hoarse: "what about our feelings?"
"I still like you," Du Xiaoxian shook his head dejectedly: "but I also like him, as long as it is good to me, I like. You'd better forget me She turned decisively, opened the door and went out.
The door was like a slow motion picture in the movie. When it was closed slowly, he could see Zhou Ting, who was sitting outside, raised her head and was slightly surprised. Then she walked out with her thin figure, and gradually lost her trace in the narrow light. Finally, the door closed.
Gu nianbin stood in a daze. What happened? The sun was shining out of the window, but he felt cold, as if in the snow. Looking around, there was a white thing on the ground. When he picked it up, it was the cigarette that was in his mouth. I don't know when it had fallen on the ground. He put the cigarette in his mouth again, but he couldn't find the lighter everywhere, but he couldn't find it anywhere. There was nothing on the table, in the drawer, in the cabinet, on the shelf, under the tea table
Zhou Ting in the door probe, a look of panic at him: "boss, what are you looking for?"
He lifted up in a daze, and suddenly saw a mess in the room. I don't know when, all the things fell on the ground, the drawer was open, the cabinet door was open, and he, standing in this mess, had dull eyes and dumb voice. He said, "do you have a lighter? I can't find mineZhou Ting came in, picked up the silver lighter from the ground and handed it to him.
"Thank you," he said politely, lowering his head to light his cigarette, but he coughed.
Zhou Ting quickly brought the tea to him. Gu nianbin took a drink, pressed down the cough, and said, "thank you."
Zhou Ting did not dare to make a sound and squatted down to clean up the house. When Du Xiaoxian went out, she knew it was wrong. Never before had a little girl come out with that kind of expression. Gu nianbin stood in the door, her eyes full of pain and despair. At that moment, her heart was almost seized. Her superior boss, who had always been the boss who had never changed his face when Taishan collapsed, how could he despair? For a moment, she suspected that she was wrong.
But the noise came from the room, like Gu nianbin throwing things and crackling. She was frightened and finally calmed down. She opened the door and looked inside. Sure enough, the room was in a mess like a war. But her most adored boss is standing in the middle of the room, a helpless look on his face. See her heart suddenly sour cold.
"Don't pack up. Get out." Gu nianbin took a few puffs of smoke. As if he had regained consciousness, he suddenly turned and walked to the window.
Downstairs, Du Xiaoxian's thin body dragged a long shadow in the sun. Du Huayue, who was waiting by the roadside, rushed to meet him. Du Xiaoxian was naturally in his arms, as natural as he was to him.
She really liked him. Gu nianbin frowned, bit the cigarette end, and punched the glass. Zhou Ting, who was about to go out, covered her heart with her mouth open. Fortunately, it was double-layer toughened glass. Otherwise, it would break the glass.
Zhou Ting suddenly has a kind of intuition, Gu nianbin and Du Xiaoxian must have happened more serious than the company crisis, otherwise the boss will not look like the sky collapsed. She slipped out and ran to the window of her office.
Seeing this, she almost screamed. Du Xiaoxian was held by a man and was walking to the bus stop on the street.
This Blatantly What happened? Zhou Ting can't believe her eyes. Du Xiaoxian abandoned Gu nianbin and was with other men?
She thought about all kinds of possibilities of Gu nianbin and Du Xiaoxian, but she didn't think of this one. In her consciousness, Du Xiaoxian was the weak side. Only she was abandoned or separated. How could she have expected that she abandoned Gu nianbin first, and in the most difficult time of the company, the most innocent and kind-hearted girl did such a shocking thing. It's unbelievable!
No wonder that bin is so desperate, he loves her so much, loves her to the bone, melts in the blood, loves them to envy, in the end, but in vain
Zhou Ting is very sad. She scolds Du Xiaoxian as a little white eyed wolf. She is blind, has no conscience and is shameless She could think of all the derogatory words over, the heart just a little comfortable. Angry is a little bit, but she is more worried, what should the boss do? What about her peerless boss?
I was really angry, and started to scold Du Xiaoxian from the beginning to the end with the words I just thought of: little white eyed wolf, blind, heartless, shameless
Gu nianbin a boxing out, the glass is not broken, but the hand is painful. It turned out that the ancients said that ten fingers linked to one heart was true, and the pain swam along the vein and spread to the heart. It was as if there was a sharp sword that cut his whole body open. He watched his heart split in two. The blood was dripping, but the pain made him unable to breathe and almost suffocated.
He had never been weak. His legs were soft and his hair was dizzy. He held the window frame with his hand. His eyes were staring at the two figures. If the eyes could blow fire, he would burn them to death 100 times, no, 1000 times, 10000 times
Ten thousand times is not enough to quench his anger! She said that she would go out and stay for a while, so that he could concentrate on the company's affairs. She said that she would stay well and wait for the news of his victory. She said it all, but when he racked his brains to turn the company over, when he wanted to finish the war early and pick her up, she went to someone else's bed! It's a joke. It's a big joke. He thinks about the love that bin has worked so hard to maintain. It turns out that it's just a joke!
Really very tired, he can no longer support, along the wall slowly slide down, a buttock on the ground.
The corner of his mouth was slightly hot. When he saw that the cigarette box was not far away, he bent over to take it and shook it in his mouth. But what about the lighter? Why is the lighter missing again?
He began to look, lying on the ground looking around, and finally found it under the table, but it was gold, not just the one just now, but it could also be used. He was a little pleased. He pointed and puffed out a small blue flame. It seemed that he was dancing. He looked at it for a long time, then lit his cigarette and smoked stiffly.