Chapter 261

His words were very light, but Yuan Haowen had a different feeling in his heart.

He thought for a moment before nodding gently.

……

Rui Qingqing didn't need Yuan Haowen to call at all. The next morning, she took her food and went to the hospital.

At that time, Yuan Xudong did not wake up.

She felt embarrassed at Yuan Haowen, put down her things and wanted to go out.

Yuan Haowen stood up and called to her in a low voice, "you don't have to go out."

"Well?" Seems to be with puzzled, but also quarrel?

Yuan Haowen put his hand to his lips and coughed, "when Dad wakes up, I want to talk to you."

"Oh." Rui Qingqing goes back and sits down.

They did not speak any more, and their eyes fell on Yuan Xudong.

I do not know how long, Yuan Xudong finally opened his eyes.

He saw Rui Qingqing at the first sight.

Today, his condition is worse than yesterday. He is suffering from pain, but he doesn't want them to worry about it. He stifles it and refuses to shout pain easily.

After a long delay, he said, "Qingqing, I know Haowen has made you angry again."

As soon as Rui Qingqing listens to it, Yuan Xudong already knows that she and Yuan Haowen have a big quarrel over the illegitimate child.

She hesitated to nod.

After a few seconds of hesitation, Yuan Xudong continued: "Haowen, do you remember what you said last night?"

Yuan Haowen nodded.

Step forward and gently grasp Rui Qingqing's shoulder.

Two people, four eyes opposite.

Rui Qingqing uncomfortably turns away from her eyes. If possible, she doesn't want to hear Yuan Haowen speak at all. She remembers all kinds of things yesterday, as well as Yuan Haowen's questions and accusations.

"Qingqing, I want to apologize for what happened yesterday."

Yuan Haowen opened his lips and said in a deep voice.

Rui Qingqing doubts the line of sight swept in the past, apologize?

Why, she didn't recognize sincerity at all?

Yuan Haowen coughed. In order to ease the embarrassment of the atmosphere, he continued: "I was too impulsive yesterday to say that to you. I was wrong. Can you forgive me this time for the sake of my anxiety? "

“……” Rui Qingqing looks at him and doesn't speak.

The person who was still fierce yesterday, how come today suddenly?

Rui Qingqing subconsciously looked at the direction of Yuan Xudong.

It can't be what yuan Xudong means, right?

Because she really didn't see any sincerity in Yuan Haowen's eyes. She understands Yuan Haowen and how he used to look when he asked for forgiveness. Compared with before, he looks really fake now.

A touch of bitterness passed over Rui Qingqing's mind.

If Yuan Haowen wants to reassure yuan Xudong, that's why she has such a show. Why can't she?

She moved her lips Good

"Haowen, Qingqing, you must live a good life in the future. If you have any quarrels, don't divorce or break up. Now that you are married, let's go hand in hand and face everything together. " Yuan Xudong's old voice sounded slowly.

Rui Qing's eyelashes drooped, covering up the emotion in her eyes, "good."

Yuan Haowen took Rui Qingqing's shoulder and said, "good."

At this time, the doctor came in for ward round.

Two people stand in the corner position, eyes closely follow the doctor's steps.

"Can you come out with me?" The doctor put away the instrument and said to Rui Qingqing and Yuan Haowen.

They look at each other and see the same emotion in each other's eyes.

In the doctor's office.

Both of them dare not ask questions for fear of hearing something bad.

The doctor took a sip of water and said, "you have to be prepared."

Rui Qingqing's heart "clattered" and subconsciously looked at Yuan Haowen.

Yuan Haowen's face changed, and the corner of his mouth became a straight line. "Is there no way?"

The doctor looked dignified and nodded, "all the things that should be tried have been tried, but the patient's condition is getting worse than we expected. These days, you've been with him. What he wants to eat, or who he wants to meet, he's going to do it. When patients leave, they can be less concerned. But one thing, I want to remind you, patients with this disease, in the last period of time, will be very painful, you Get ready. "

"Thank you."

Rui Qingqing heard Yuan Haowen's very calm thanks, and then walked out of the office.

His back was straight as if nothing could knock him down.

Rui Qingqing was very unhappy.

She stepped forward and grabbed Yuan Haowen's hand. "Haowen, you How are you doing? "She knew how emotional he was. People outside said he was cold and cold. Even his blood was cold. That's because he didn't care about those people at all. But once he cares about someone, he will try his best to protect them.

Like Yuan Wei.

Another example is yuan Xudong.

Yuan Hao looks at Rui Qingqing without expression.

Rui Qingqing pinched the palm of his hand, "Dad won't want to see you like this."

He looks terrible now. Yuan Xudong must be able to see his mood at a glance. How can a proud man like yuan Xudong allow his son to pity him?

Yuan Haowen let out a "well", stayed in the same place, indulged his back against the wall, and stared at the wall in front of him.

Rui Qingqing was very distressed to see him. She can not say anything comforting words, can only choose to accompany in silence.

Because time is running out for yuan Xudong, Rui Qingqing decides to stay and look after him in the evening.

Yuan Xudong's condition is very poor. At the beginning, he was able to endure, but when he got to the back, whether he was asleep or awake, his forehead was always in a cold sweat.

His face turned white, not a bit of blood.

Rui Qingqing and Yuan Haowen realized that he was trying to endure the pain. It is estimated that this situation has lasted for some time.

"Dad, if you feel pain, you can shout it out." Rui Qingqing can't bear to see yuan Xudong's suffering.

Yuan Xudong has always maintained a rigid style, shaking his head, "nothing."

The doctor has already told them that the pain is not something that ordinary people can bear. Once they can't bear it, they must go to the doctor.

Rui Qingqing's eyes are complicated.

Yuan Haowen always stood aside and didn't say a word.

When there was no one, Rui Qingqing saw Yuan Haowen hiding in the bathroom, smoking one by one.

If she had not made psychological preparation, she would have been scared to death if she went in and saw the little red dot flashing in the dark.

With a sigh of relief, she walked over and smoked the cigarette from his hand.

Yuan Haowen's face was gloomy and terrible. He seemed to be angry, but when he saw Rui Qingqing's face clearly, he stopped.

"Give it back to me."

Rui Qingqing throws the cigarette end into the toilet and presses the flush button.

Yuan Haowen eyes scarlet, "you go to bed, don't care about me!"

How can Rui Qingqing fall asleep when he sees him like this?

"If it's comforting, I won't say it first. It's estimated that you can't listen to it now. I want to say, let me accompany you. I don't want to see you alone."

Because of these words, Yuan Haowen raised his head and looked straight into Rui Qingqing's eyes. His face suddenly softened.

All of a sudden, the long arm stretched out and ran ran into his arms.

Warm breathing, close at hand.

"Qingqing."

Rui Qingqing's heart softened, "I'm here."

Yuan Haowen heavily took a breath of her body, "I'm sorry, Qingqing. I shouldn't be angry with you. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just don't want to see yuan Xudong being pointed out. Even if I know that the root of all this lies in him. "

“……”

"Beat me and scold me, as long as you can calm down. This time my apology is sincere.... "

Rui Qingqing didn't say anything. She raised her hand and hugged Yuan Haowen.

I forgive you.

She said in her heart.

……

Yuan Xudong died a week later in the evening.

Rui Qingqing and Yuan Haowen are at his bedside. The relatives in the family, after getting the news, rush to the hospital one after another, but they are turned away.

Yuan Xudong didn't want too many people around him.

As long as he cares about people, keep in his side, good.

Before he died, he didn't say anything, with a shallow smile on his face, as if he had been looking forward to this day.

Suddenly, Lu Xiao's voice rang out at the door, "let me in."

Rui Qingqing just remembered that she also informed Lu Xiao.

He Still here.

She took a look at Yuan Xudong and Yuan Haowen, and asked softly, "Dad, it's Lu Xiao. Would you like to meet him?"

Yuan Xudong's stagnant eyes moved, but now he can't speak.

Yuan Haowen said, "let him in."

Lu Xiao came in.

Step by step, to the bed.

The man on the bed was also looking at him. Eyes, surging and usually not the same mood.

Lu Xiao lowered his eyes and looked at Yuan Xudong without saying a word.

In the ward, the only quiet thing was the instrument on the bedside table, which made a slight sound.

Yuan Xudong has been looking at Lu Xiao, and then slowly closed his eyes, the corner of his mouth is slightly up, looking pleased.The instrument made a "drip" sound.

Rui Qingqing's eyes were full of tears, but she didn't hold back.

Lu Xiao seemed to be drained of all his strength. He leaned against the wall and dropped his head powerlessly. He has been working hard against Yuan Haowen for so many years to make yuan Xudong pay attention to him.

But now

Only Yuan Haowen, who looked the most calm, didn't even change his face at all.

……

Yuan Haowen and Lu Xiao held a funeral for yuan Xudong.

According to Yuan Xudong's request, the funeral was very low-key.

It was also on this last day that Yuan Haowen's mood finally collapsed to the extreme. Although he looked as if nothing had happened and could not see anything, Rui Qingqing found out.

She followed Yuan Haowen into the bathroom.

Then she heard a muffled cry coming from inside.

Yuan Haowen, he seems to I cried.