Rui Qingqing leans on the outside wall and listens to the depressed cry inside. She is very unhappy.
She wanted to rush in and comfort Yuan Haowen, but her feet seemed to be filled with lead, so she couldn't move a step.
She understood that a proud man like Yuan Haowen certainly didn't want to see his tears.
I don't know how long later, the cold wall on my back gradually let Rui Qingqing cover the heat.
Lu Xiao appeared in her field of vision.
She quickly raised her step and led the people away.
"What's the matter?" Lu Xiao doubts.
Until he couldn't hear anything in the bathroom, Rui Qingqing let him go and said, "it's nothing. There's someone inside. Go in slowly."
Lu Xiao is funny, "when can only one person enter the bathroom?"
"It's Yuan Haowen. He's in a bad mood." Rui Qingqing's vague explanation.
Lu Xiao didn't tease any more.
No wonder he heard something bad outside the bathroom just now.
Rui Qingqing sighed, "Dad's death is a great blow to Yuan Haowen. I've never seen him like this before. "
Lu Xiao leans against the wall and looks at the ceiling like her
Not to mention Yuan Haowen, even he felt uncomfortable.
Although, on the surface, nothing can be seen.
Rui Qingqing sniffed, "I think the company's affairs need to be handled by you for a few more days."
At the thought of Yuan Haowen's mood, Rui Qingqing is a little worried.
Yuan Haowen is always happy and angry. If he can make him cry, it only means that this incident has a great impact on him. It is estimated that he will not be able to slow down for a while.
Lu Xiao nodded, "no problem."
After the funeral.
Rui Qingqing followed Yuan Haowen back to the villa.
As soon as Yuan Haowen came back, he shut himself in his study and stood in front of the French window in a daze.
Rui Qingqing closed the door and walked gently.
He put his hand around his waist and put his face on his strong back.
Yuan Haowen's smoking fingers pause, "Qingqing, you go out first, the smoke here is too heavy."
He knows that she can't smell smoke, but Rui Qingqing understands that the reason why he said this today is that he just wants to drive himself out. He wants to be alone.
But she could not leave him alone.
"Haowen, I won't go. I'll stay with you." Said, the hand more forcefully encircled Yuan Haowen, "I will be very quiet, will not disturb you."
Yuan Haowen narrowed his eyes and rolled the cigarette end heavily into the ashtray beside him. "You don't have to do this. I'm fine."
"You don't have to suppress yourself in front of me. If you feel bad, you can tell me. If you want to cry, I can pass you a tissue. I just hope you don't push me away and exclude me. Because I am your wife, you can trust and vent all the bad emotions
When he was sad, Yuan Haowen always accompanied him.
This time, he was sad. How could she leave?
Yuan Haowen pauses for a moment, then reaches out his hand and wants to break Rui Qingqing's hand.
Just when she thought she was going to be driven out, Yuan Haowen turned around and hugged her. His chin was on her shoulder. In her deep voice, she was sad, "Qingqing, he's dead..."
Rui Qingqing's eyes are sore, "I know."
Yuan Haowen didn't cry any more, but his voice was hard to melt. "I haven't had a good filial piety to him, so he left. He is free and easy to walk, but what about me? "
Rui Qingqing just wants to speak, and is interrupted.
"When I was young, he was always very strict with me. At that time, I didn't like him very much. I thought he was not good to me at all, and even rejected him. But suddenly one day I know my life experience and know that he is my own father, but he pretends to be nothing and doesn't want to recognize me at all. I feel sad for a long time and swear to do better. Maybe he can look me in the eye. "
Rui Qingqing was shocked.
She never knew these words.
From the beginning to the end, Yuan Haowen didn't seem to have the idea to get Rui Qingqing's reply. He just wanted to find a listener. After all, these words have been hidden in his heart for many years.
"Later, I did, but he didn't intend to admit me. If it wasn't for this time, I think he might take this public secret all the way down to the ground."
Rui Qingqing heart was pulled pain, "no, Dad, he is very care about you."
Yuan Haowen took a deep breath, and between his nose and breath was the fragrance from Rui Qingqing. "Qingqing, it's because of this that I feel more sad. I really want to make up for the debt when I was fighting with him, and also for the guilt that I didn't see that he cared about me, but he had been quietly planning for me. "“……”
"But now that he's dead, I can't do anything."
Rui Qingqing raised her hand and patted him on the back. "Dad won't blame you."
"But I'll blame myself."
Rui Qingqing sighed, "Haowen, people can't come back to life after death. Only if you live well, can dad be at ease."
Yuan Haowen did not speak and tightened his strength.
"Dad told me to take good care of you before he died. I understand how you feel now. I allow you to be sad for three days. But after three days, you must cheer up. The yuan family can only go on by relying on you. "
Yuan Haowen was silent.
Rui Qingqing stopped talking. There are some things, no matter how much you say, it's useless. You have to let the parties think about them, otherwise other people can't help at all.
The next morning.
Rui Qingqing wakes up and finds herself lying on the bed, but the position beside her is cold.
And looking at the bed, it didn't look like someone had slept.
As she sighed, she put on a dress and got out of bed and pushed open the door of the study.
"Cough..."
Before she went in, she was choked by the strong smell of smoke.
Yuan Haowen stood in front of the bookshelf with his back to her, motionless. Only the white smoke from his fingers made him look real.
She went in and opened all the windows.
When Yuan Haowen heard the news, he didn't look at her.
Rui Qingqing finished all this, came to his side, followed his line of sight to see the past.
He found that what he was looking at was a picture.
This is one of the few photos taken by Yuan Haowen and Yuan Xudong.
Yuan Haowen in the photo looks several years younger than he is now. So does yuan Xudong. They stand side by side and smile at the camera.
Rui Qingqing reached out and took the photo. "Don't look. You haven't slept all night. Don't you feel sleepy?"
Yuan Haowen was silent.
Rui Qingqing snatched the cigarette from his hand and pressed it out. "Now that you're not sleepy, wash and have breakfast?"
If she remembers correctly, Yuan Haowen hasn't eaten much since Yuan Xudong died, and he has lost a lot of weight.
"No He refused.
"Do you still go to the company?"
Yuan Haowen shook his head, "let Lu Xiao manage it first."
Rui Qingqing still wants to persuade her again, but Yuan Haowen has interrupted her, "Qingqing, I understand the truth, but I can't pass the chop in my heart. Let me calm down for a few more days. You and Lu Xiao are in trouble about the company."
Rui Qingqing can only shake her head helplessly.
She is a layman in running the company, so she gives Rui to Chu Zheng.
However, now that Yuan Haowen has spoken, she has to go to the company to have a look.
Lu Xiao had been sitting in his office for a long time.
See Rui Qingqing, showed a clear expression.
Rui Qingqing sat down in the position opposite him. "You don't seem to be surprised at all. It's me who appears today, not Haowen."
"The expected thing." Lu Xiao laughed, "if possible, I don't want to come here."
However, the old man's dying eyes and smile made him get up from bed even if he was very sad.
"I really need to trouble you for a few more days, but before Yuan Haowen comes to the company, I will also be in the company. If there is anything I need to do, just leave it to me."
Lu Xiao laughs, "I'm a handyman myself, OK?"
The atmosphere, because of one of his jokes, has been eased.
Three days passed like this.
Yuan Haowen is still in a bad mood and unwilling to go out to the company.
Rui Qingqing and Lu Xiao are immersed in dealing with the company's affairs. However, in some places, they have failed two bidding cases without Yuan Haowen's insight and agility.
Lu Xiao is a little less confident. "You'd better persuade him to come to the company as soon as possible. Otherwise, if it goes on like this, the company may really be buried in our hands. "
Rui Qingqing is also very frustrated, it is a sure case, but was cut off Hu, "I go back to persuade him."
Lu Xiao looked at the documents in his hand and frowned more and more tightly. "I'll go with you."
Two people in a mess, after work in the evening, went to the villa together.
Since Yuan Haowen came back that day, he has never been out of his study.
At present, still sitting in the study, head down smoking.
Rui Qingqing frowned and pushed the door in. "Haowen, Lu Xiao has come to see you."
Yuan Haowen's expression remained unchanged, and he gave a faint "um".
Lu Xiao never thought that Yuan Haowen would make himself look like a ghost. He was stunned for a while before he reflected and stepped in.Rui Qingqing asks Lu Xiao to sit on the sofa while he opens the window for ventilation.
Where can Lu Xiao still sit and pick eyebrows, "Yuan Haowen, how can you toss yourself like this?"
The decadent is not like Yuan Haowen who is always on the top.
Although it is his wish to see Yuan Haowen like this all the time, he didn't feel happy at all and didn't feel any pleasure at all.
There is only some sense of loss.