Chapter 363 - I’M A FAILURE

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Yan Mor Tee kissed her forehead. "It's okay. It's okay!" He repeatedly said to assure her. "What important is us. For as long as we have each other, that is what matters."

"But I wanted to give you an heir" She said "I'm a failure." 

"You're not." He said and wiped her tears. "You're all I have asked for. If God will bless us children that will just be a bonus. I am not expecting more from him and from you...and you have to know that..."

Song Dei Si hugged him tight and cried on his shoulder like she never have cried before. 

.....

"What are you thinking?" Master Yan asked his wife. She was quietly sitting at the passenger seat.

"I have thought that your daughter in law didn't want to have children yet. I'm so guilty mocking her from the back of my mind. But today, I just saw how pitiful she was wanting deperately to conceive a child." 

"Uhm" Master Yan nodded.

"What do you think? Does she have some reproductive health issues?" Madam Yan blurted out what was bothering her.

"If she have, we're already out of it" Master Yan answered. " It would be a matter between her and your son ONLY." He emphasized the last word

"Right! But.."

"But what?..." Master Yan snapped. Knowing his wife, she wouldn't not just sit at the corner without doing anything for her love ones. And he knew that Song Dei Si already won his wife's heart. 

"We could help them..."

He smiled. "Don't you think, that if she has problem with her reproductive help, your son would not seek for the best doctor's advise about it? So maybe she's just alright... Yan Mor Tee is not bothered about it so why should we?"

"What if your son didn't know?" Madam Yan asked.

"What if he knew and like what he said, it doesn't matter to him for as long as he have his wife beside him. That's all what is matter for us my dear wife. I've never asked you even once why you didn't conceive anymore right?"

Madam Yan fell silent. She looked at her husband and realized that he was right.

Yes, that's all that matters. 

.....

Yan Mor Tee took his phone from his trouser as soon as his wife fell asleep. He called PA Su to tell her to search for the number of the production team of Master Chef Li's show to let them know that his wife will not be able to come to the studio. PA Su assured him that she will exhaust all means to relay the message. 

As soon as the phone call ended, he looked back to his sleeping wife. Even when she was fall asleep, she looked troubled. 

But why? 

Is there anything that's bothering his wife?

How he wished his wife could be more open to him. 

What did she take him for?

He was her husband and would it be just right to know her thoughts?

To let him know her burdens so he could shared it with her?

But knowing Song Dei Si, she would keep all her pain to herself and would not want to trouble anyone with it.

Even him, her husband.

....

"Master Chef Li" the production assistant called him after she got the call from PA Su. "Someone called me and said that Song Dei Si will not be filming today"

"Who called you?" Master Chef Li asked.

"She said he was the personal assistant of Song Dei Si's husband. She said, Song Dei Si is not feeling well so she was asked by his boss to inform us about it and apologized for the inconvenience this may cause."

Master Chef Li nodded and ended the call.

Song Dei Si's husband must be a good man. He would not mind calling his production team to apologize if he wasn't. The call came from his personal assistant. So it could only mean that her husband was something.

He smiled. Of course, Song Dei Si would not marry just any ordinary guy. She deserve to marry a King. 

.....

Song Dei Si was awaken by the sunrays that came from the window. She was surprised when she noticed that someone was hugging her. Her husband was still fell asleep next to her. 

He didn't come back to the office to work? She looked at the wall clock and it was almost noon time. 

She stared at her sleeping husband and stroked the strand of his hair. She remebered his words of assurance before she fell off to sleep. 

'You're all that matters to me. With or without children, I don't care'

Too good to be true.

But how can she not still dream of giving him an heir? 

Wasn't it the real reason why she married him.

Because she wanted to get pregnant.

She wanted to be a mother. 

It was just a bonus that Yan Mor Tee will be the father of his children. But come to think of it, now that she was married to Yan Mor Tee for almost a year, she could not think of herself being pregnant with somebody else's child. She realized that even before it was Yan Mor Tee that she always wanted to be the father of her children. 

Now, she only wanted to get pregnant because of Yan Mor Tee.

She caressed his face that made Yan Mor Tee wake up.

He smiled when he saw her.

"How are you feeling now?" He asked.

"I'm fine." She said.

"Good. What time is it?" He asked.

"It's almost noon time. Why didn't you come back to work?"

"Work can wait, but I wanted to be the first thing that my wife saw when she opens her eyes. Isn't it nice to wake up seeing this handsome face?" He teased.

She pinched his side. "I'm hungy."

Yan Mor Tee smiled "So, let's get up and take our lunch."

"Wait, I have to go to studio." She snapped when she remembered that she still have some scenes to shoot today.

"Forget it. I've already asked PA Su to inform the production team that you could not make it today"

"Was she able to contact the production team? How did she knew the numbers to call."

"She was trained by you. Are you doubting her skills?"

A smiled formed her lips.

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