when Muye heard the movement, he turned around and immediately put out his smoke. "Awake?"
Xiang Nuan didn't answer. He just grabbed his hand and looked at his arm. Sure enough, I was hurt!
"Is there any other place?"
"No more. This is the bullet scratch. It's no big problem
He gave him a disgruntled look. "In your eyes, which injury is the big problem? You don't care, I do! "
Last time I almost couldn't stand up all my life. He also said it was a minor injury.
However, in the face of death, everything else is nothing.
Muye did not retort, but grabbed xiangnuan's hand and pulled her into the room until she came to the sofa. He sat down by himself, then let xiangnuan sit with his back to him between his legs, arms around her body, hands clasped over her raised abdomen. At last, without saying anything, he buried his face in xiangnuan's neck.
Xiang wenleng sat, and after a while, he reflected and wanted to turn his head to ask clearly.
He just held her down and didn't let her move. "Don't move. Let me hold you for a moment."
Xiang Nuan immediately obediently does not move, so lean on him, also let him lean on himself, like two people holding tightly together to warm each other.
Although I can't see his expression clearly, and I don't know what happened, Xiang Nuan knows that he is in a bad mood at the moment, even a little fragile.
Is it because of the dead cop?
Xiang Nuan has a guess in his heart. Although she didn't know each other or even his name, she must be a very good person. A good man's unfortunate death, even irrelevant people will be sad to know, not to mention Muye is his colleague?
Xiang Nuan felt a heartache in his heart, so he put his hands around his waist and held him tightly. This position made her arms ache and numb quickly, but she still gritted her teeth.
Until Muye released her.
He turned to warm and worried, but didn't see any tears or fragility on his face. He still looked the same as usual.
The hug just now is his buffer time. He began to go to war when he was 18 years old, and he was used to a lot of gunfire. Especially after he entered the special forces, he sent his brother away every year. Looking at the living people turned into cold tombstones in the martyr's tomb, his heart would ache under his expressionless face, but he would not shed tears.
"I saw the news I'm so scared that my heart won't beat... "
Muye picked up the cigarette box on the table, took out one and held it in his mouth, but didn't touch the lighter. Then he narrowed his eyes to simulate the action of swallowing clouds and puffing mist.
What a silence.
Just when Xiang Nuan thought he would not answer the question, he suddenly opened his mouth.
"The man who died was Xiao Zheng, a sunny and handsome young man, just 27 years old. His father died when he was very young, and his mother was weak and sick. He was dragged to such a big age by doing odd jobs to pick up rags. The old lady had a hard life. She had a good life, but it happened in a few days. He just got married years later, and his wife was pregnant for four months How can he survive without him? "
Muye didn't tell her. They still dare not let the old lady know the bad news. As for Xiao Zheng's wife, they cheated her first. Xiao Zheng was only hurt and told her the truth after meeting. She fainted on the spot. If they can, they are more willing to cheat for a lifetime, but that is impossible.
Xiang Nuan couldn't answer his question. His tears fell uncontrollably.
It's pitiful enough for young people to lose their husbands. Now they have to face the fact that old people lose their sons. How can old women stand it?
Newly married couples are still pregnant with children, but the husband will never come back. How should the young daughter-in-law face the future life?
As a stranger, Xiang Nuan does not dare to think deeply. She can't do anything. She can only hold the man in front of her, and want to share the inner pain for him. Fortunately, he still stands in front of her!
Muye was used to self-control after all. He only lost control for a while and then recovered his calm. He touched his warm head and said, "go wash your face. After a while, mother Zhang should call us to have dinner."
Xiang Nuan kisses him on the face, and then goes to the bathroom obediently. When she finished, she saw Muye standing on the balcony to smoke again.
At this time, maybe nicotine is what he needs most.
Xiang Nuan can't bear to disturb him in memory of his comrades in arms, but Muye has found her and put out the cigarette.
Open the door, outside is a lively.
Guoguo has come back. She is energetic and lively. She can make a lot of noise by herself.
"Mom! Brother
When Guoguo lies on his stomach and mutters, and looks at some smiling old people, Xiang Nuan inevitably thinks of Xiao Zheng's wife.
For that poor woman, at this moment, the world has completely collapsed, right? The baby in her stomach is not only the motive force and hope for her to continue her life, but also the obstacle for her? Without this child, things would be a lot easier. At least after time to heal the pain, she could find another spouse without any worries. But it would be too cruel for Xiao Zheng and his mother if he didn't have this childGood and bad, luck and misfortune, has long been unclear.
After dinner, the family of four went out for a walk as usual. Except that Guoguo is still jumping and chirping, Muye and xiangnuan are silent. After knowing that a fresh life is gone, they can't treat it as if nothing has happened. Only children don't know what it's like.
"If..." Muye suddenly opened his mouth.
Xiang Nuan looks at him in surprise and stops subconsciously. "What's the matter?"
Muye raised his hand and carefully clipped the hair that played on her cheek back to her ear. "If you were in the position of Xiao Zheng's wife, would you choose to have a baby?"
"Of course."
The expected answer.
In fact, he knew the answer from the beginning, just wanted to have a chat.
He turned to warm and stood face to face with Muye, looking directly into his deep eyes. "This is the only blood that the man has left in the world. It is the best proof of his existence. Of course, he has to stay. A woman with a child may be really hard, but the happiness and satisfaction brought by the new life is irreplaceable by other things. What's more, it's not so easy to let go of the mother's blood that flows from the child and is pregnant in her stomach? "
"But it's not so easy for a woman with children to remarry."
He shook his head to Nuan and disagreed with this statement. "It's only a matter of time before a kind and lovely woman will meet another good man who treats her like pearls and treasures and is willing to treat her children as her own. Even if it's really hard to have a child, it's worth it, isn't it? As an old saying goes, "what is easy to get is easy to lose, and what is rare is hard to lose. The more difficult it is to get, the more precious it is."
Of course, from the standpoint of Xiao Zheng's father-in-law and mother-in-law, they may be more willing to take away the child. After all, no parents want their children to suffer.
Muye touched the warm face, and then took her hand to continue to pursue the fruit, did not continue this topic.
Xiang Nuan also knows that enough is enough, and does not continue to chatter.
Guoguo is still running in front of them happily. He stops from time to time and shouts to them in a delicate voice: "Mom and Dad, why are you so slow? Come on, chase me
To warm smilingly should be, make a gesture to chase a few steps, make the little guy while running while laughing. If in the past, she really ran after her, now she can only do so, the thunder and rain is small, just teasing her. If it was normal, she might let Muye play the game of chasing me with Guoguo, but today Muye was obviously in a bad mood, so she had to be sorry for the little guy.
Soon, they arrived at the children's playground.
Guoguo is familiar with finding a project that she likes, and then pull up her favorite partners to play together.
Xiang Nuan took Muye by the arm and found a place where no one could sit down. She thought that at this time, he should prefer to be quiet rather than to talk to others.
After a while, a big hand suddenly covered his belly. She was stunned for a moment and looked sideways at him. "What's the matter?"
"Ask him if he's missing dad."
Smile at the corner of my mouth. "Did you get the answer?"
"He said his answer was the same as his mother's. What's your answer? " Cleverly shifted the problem back to her.
The smile in xiangnuan's eyes was deeper. His head leaned on his shoulder, his mouth was close to his ear, and he whispered, "his mother said, I want to, I want to."
The corner of Mu Ye's mouth was slightly hooked, and then slowly breathed out a breath, holding her waist and bringing people to himself. Familiar with the elegant fragrance continuously to the nose, and then slowly precipitation to the heart, successfully expelled the restlessness and depression.
Staying outside until more than nine o'clock, Guoguo was not willing to go home, so Xiang Nuan had to let Muye carry people back directly.
Children like to ride on their father's shoulders. They feel tall and safe, and so does Guoguo, so they soon stop humming.
Back home, Luo xiaorou will carry fruit upstairs to wait on her to take a bath and sleep.
After sleeping for a few hours during the warm day, he was not sleepy at the moment, but after taking a bath, he felt comfortable and at ease in Muye's arms. After chatting, he became confused.
In the middle of the night, Xiang Nuan was awakened by his physiological needs. As the fetus grew up and the uterus squeezed the bladder, she had the habit of getting up at night, almost waking up one or two times every night.
When Xiang Nuan opens her eyes, she finds that Muye is not by her side. She is stunned for a moment. She looks at the direction of the balcony like an induction.
Sure enough, a little scarlet flickered in the dark.
Although he can't see it, Xiang Nuan can imagine that he must be frowning and smoking.
Is he missing Xiao Zheng and his comrades in arms?
He can only be in such a dead of night, indulge themselves to fragile so for a while. Waiting for the sun to rise, he is still the strong man who does not hesitate to fight for his favorite career!