after lying quietly for a while, Xiang Nuan finally got up and walked out of the balcony barefoot.

When Muye heard the movement, he turned his head, looked at the slightly heavy figure gradually approaching in the dim light, and then hugged his waist from behind.

Silence is better than sound.

He didn't say anything, just a hand on the back of her hand, feeling the radian of life under the palm together.

She didn't ask anything, just put her face on his strong back, quietly accompany him, in the dead of night, sad time.

"Well, go back to sleep."

Xiang Nuan felt that his bladder was about to burst. He quickly released his hand, pulled on his slippers and went into the bathroom. When she solved her need and washed her feet, Muye was lying on the bed. Under the dim yellow wall lamp, all he had left was a mask.

He picked up the thermos cup on the table and drank a few mouthfuls of boiled water. "Would you like some?"

"I've had a drink. Come on up."

"Well."

Xiang Nuan's body is heavy now. She must be careful when lying down and getting up, so when she goes to bed, Muye gives her a hug. As she lay down, she put her arms around his neck and nestled in his arms.

Muye patted her on the bottom. "Go to sleep."

Xiang's warm face rubbed against his chest, then found a comfortable place in his arms, and soon fell asleep again.

In the dark, Muye opened his eyes for a long time before he gave a kiss to the warm hair, and then slowly closed his eyes.

The next day, Xiang Nuan woke up early, but when he opened his eyes, he still didn't see Muye's figure. After washing, putting on clothes and going out of the room, he knew that he had left early in the morning.

Because of Xiao Zheng, Xiang Nuan paid special attention to today's news headlines and saw the relevant reports. It also said that Xiao Zheng's wife cried to death several times, so that the fetus was a little unstable and had to be admitted to the hospital.

After seeing to warm, the mood is very bad, the heart seems to be stemmed by something, unspeakable uncomfortable.

There are many misfortunes in this world every day. She is so ordinary that she can only feel sad for a while and nothing can change.

"Alas..." Spit out a stuffy breath, to warm forced himself no longer to think about it, so leaning on the sofa, looking for a radio play to listen to. Who knows, unfortunately, it happened to be the story of a man who lived after his lover died, and then blocked his heart. Of course, at the end of the story, the hero meets another person who treats him sincerely. With the help of the other person, he gradually walks out of the shadow and gains happiness.

But after all, the story is a story, no matter how heavy it is, it is also light, because in the story, years of loneliness and despair are just one sentence. But in reality, it is thousands of days and nights of torture, comparable to ten thousand arrows through the heart.

Xiang Nuan is always a sentimental person. During her pregnancy, she is more likely to be sentimental, so she can't help crying when listening to a radio play.

Zhang's mother didn't know why, so she rushed over and asked, "what's the matter? Is he not feeling well

"No, it's just a terrible radio play." Xiang Nuan covers her face and feels it's a bit humiliating to cry for a radio play.

Zhang Ma knows little about radio dramas, but it's not surprising that Xiang Nuan often cries when she watches TV. "With children, don't watch such a bad story."

"I know. I just saw it by accident. It won't be like this in the future."

Because of this story, Xiang Nuan couldn't slow down for a long time, so he went out of his way to listen to another funny radio play, but he couldn't listen to it anyway. Finally, he pulled off his earphone and walked out of the house.

Muye came back in the evening. When they took a walk after dinner, he mentioned Xiao Zheng's death compensation and his colleagues' donation. The sum of these two sums of money is not small. Although money can not heal the pain, it can at least help the orphans and widows no longer bear the hardships of life.

Xiang Nuan also knows that if there is any difficulty in Xiao Zheng's family in the future, he will be absolutely duty bound.

"I read the news and said that his wife's condition is not very good and the fetus is unstable. What's going on now? "

"That's it. After such a big blow, the mood can't ease so quickly. But with doctors and nurses watching, it should be OK. "

Nodding to the warm, I felt like I was out of breath again.

She and Xiao Zheng's wife are of the same kind. They all have a husband who is doing dangerous work, and they are scared in the day and night. But by contrast, she was lucky, at least Muye was still alive.

"I want to see her, but I'm afraid it's more exciting."

"Later. When this is over, if they choose to stay in Rongcheng, you can often go to see them and enlighten them. "

"Well."

The next day is the day of Xiao Zheng's funeral. Xiang Nuan wants to see the hero off in person, but she is pregnant with a child, and Luo xiaorou will not agree with her anyway. Although this taboo is suspected to be a remnant of feudalism, it is related to the herdsmen's hard-earned baby. No one is willing to take risks and would rather believe it.Xiang Nuan didn't know whether it was on the news or not, because she didn't want to see it and didn't dare to. All day long, all she had in her mind were a huge crystal coffin and a young woman with a stomach full of tears. The sound of crying was like a magic sound coming into her head. She couldn't get rid of it.

This day, to warm appetite is not very good, because there are too many wishful thinking in the brain. She doesn't want to think about it, but she subconsciously thinks that if one day she really faces the same thing Just thinking about it has already broken my heart and broken my heart

"Why do you eat so little? Is it uncomfortable? "

Since the disappearance of pregnancy reaction, Xiang Nuan's appetite has been very good. The herdsmen all know it, especially Zhang Ma, who is responsible for preparing delicious food for her every day.

"No Maybe it's a bit stuffy, so I have no appetite. "

The weather in early autumn is really a little sultry, but with the air conditioner on in the house, there is no such worry.

Zhang Ma did not think so much, immediately said: "then I'll prepare you a little sour plum soup, appetizer."

Xiang Nuan wanted to refuse, but at last she was busy. Maybe drink some sour plum soup, she really can eat more.

That night, Muye came back very late, and it was rare to drink. Not to the point of being drunk, but it seems that I have drunk a lot.

The three old people and Guoguo all fell asleep.

Xiang Nuan had to go on the stage to serve him, prepare the sobering soup, and give him a bath. He was very busy.

After drinking the sobering soup, the water was put away. Muye had to take a bath with xiangnuan, who had already been washed. I didn't do anything intimate. I just held her quietly and didn't even open my mouth.

Xiang Nuan knew that he was suffering, so he obeyed unconditionally and obediently put himself in his arms as a pillow until he felt satisfied.

Pregnant women are not suitable for long bath.

Muye still remembers this, so he took xiangnuan in his arms before long, pulled the big bath towel, wrapped himself first, then wrapped xiangnuan, and went out of the bathroom together.

"Get me my pajamas." Xiang Nuan doesn't have the habit of sleeping naked. Unless she's tired after falling in love with him, she'll have to wear a nightgown or something.

Muye went to the wardrobe to get her underwear and nightgown. When she handed them to her, she was suddenly hooked by her high abdomen and the lazy expression like a cat on her face. So she got excited.

"Well You You slow down... "

The pregnant body is so sexy that it feels numb and trembling at any touch. Even Xiang Nuan, who is not greedy, can't help but actively entangle him and yearn for his touch.

The feeling of water melting was so exciting that they quickly climbed to the peak together.

Muye took care of xiangnuan's body, didn't dare to go too far, twisted a wet towel, simply wiped it for her, put on a nightgown and let her sleep.

Xiang Nuan grabbed his finger, shook it and said drowsily, "you should go to bed earlier, too. Don't think so much. "

"Yes, sleep."

He rubbed the pillow toward the warm, and soon his breath became even and long, and he fell asleep.

Muye sat by the bed, his rough palm touching Gaolong's belly across the cloth. The little guy in his stomach seemed dissatisfied with being disturbed at this time and gave him a rough kick. He just stopped, put on his clothes, took a cigarette case and lighter out of the balcony, and disappeared in the night.

Muye walked out of his yard all the way, found a place in a dark and secluded corner of the courtyard, and sat down on the grass.

Rongcheng's sky is gray during the day and dark at night. Even a star is hard to see. Even the moon is hiding in the thick clouds tonight, reluctant to give a little light.

"Ka -" the lighter shot out a blue flame, burning a little scarlet at one end of the cigarette.

After taking a deep breath, Muye put the lighter into his pocket, then slowly spit out the smoke ring, and the eagle's eyes narrowed.

Today, Xiao Zheng's wife went out of the hospital despite the doctor's advice and rushed to the funeral home with her child, saying that she would give Xiao Zheng the last ride. When the coffin was carried to be cremated, she jumped on it like crazy and held it tightly. She was a weak woman who burst out great strength at that moment, and the two big men couldn't break off her hand smoothly. But she was pregnant with a child and couldn't do it. In the end, she was too emotional and fainted, otherwise they didn't know what to do with her. Even if she was at the cremation site, she might jump on the cremation stove

At that moment, Muye looked at this strange woman, as if he saw Xiang Nuan. He couldn't imagine what Xiang Nuan would be like if he was gone. She looked very strong and free, but she was also a brain dead person

Is it not as good as Qing to live up to the Tathagata?

Even so, Muye never regretted his choice, let alone the idea of retreat. But he had a deeper fear of death, because in addition to the weight of his family and country, he had a woman who wanted to guard his life.