Chapter 175 What Kind of Person Am I?

On this night, I want to drive lin ya crazy!

In this life, there are a few more crazy times. I just hope that in the craziness, Lin Ya can throw away all negative emotions and show the most brilliant smile on his face!

Not long after the meeting, we went to a ktv. I took Lin Ya and she walked behind me like a cute deer.

Usually, Lin Ya was the one making the decisions, but today, she seemed to leave everything to me to decide. She was just a obedient child. She was usually the one who gave orders.

I asked again, "Do you drink?"

Lin Ya seemed to understand my thoughts and nodded quietly without saying anything.

Then she pursed her lips and raised her head to smile at me. Her eyelashes fluttered slightly and her face was radiant. I looked at her and smiled. There was an unspoken connection in their eyes.

The two of us went into the private room, and the thick heat rushed into the room. Lin Ya and I took off our coats and put the beer on the table.

That night, I really wanted to imagine the last time I had a drink with Lin Ya in the pond, facing the pond and the bright moon, drinking until dawn, warm and romantic. Although the word was not suitable for the two of us, I especially enjoyed the atmosphere, a tacit understanding that was hard to find among thousands of people.

Lin Ya went to the jukebox to choose a song. I opened two bottles of beer and started drinking it myself.

After a while, lin ya walked over and said, "Why didn't you wait for me?"

I handed her the beer and said, "Are you drunk tonight?"

"How are we going back then? What about the car?"

"At the worst, find someone to pick it up!"

Lin Ya said nothing more, but a bitter gleam appeared on the corner of her mouth. Lin Ya and I touched each other lightly and they picked up the can and started drinking.

It was still a familiar smell, and I realized that I almost forgot how long it had been since I drank so much.

The song began to ring in the room, but it did not feel noisy. Instead, it blocked out the cries and howls of the other rooms. We had a very peaceful and dreamy feeling in this room with a loud song.

Lin Ya and I began to sing.

Lin Ya liked the two extremes of music, rock and roll, and folk music, but to some extent, they came from the same path. However, in ktv, lin ya always roared rock and roll. Of course, folk songs can't be sung here, so she never sang folk songs in ktv.

Lin Ya sings well, but it's not that easy to listen to her sing a song, which is also a rare side of her shyness.

It's just the two of us tonight. Anyway, there's no one else, especially unscrupulous. Just shout whatever you want. No one cares about the sound, no one cares about the melody, no one cares about the meaning of the song.

The two of them went completely crazy, and Lin Ya took off her shoes and bounced on the sofa, her hair in a mess, completely ignoring the image of the goddess in the bar.

But I like Lin Ya better now. She's so real, real and within reach!

When his throat itched, he picked up his glass and drank. There was wine and song. More importantly, there was a close friend.

I wish Lin Ya and I could be like old friends in "Friends." No matter how much we argue, we will get back together. One person who is sad will be hugged by others. There will always be negative emotions like loss, sadness, and depression, but old friends will always be around.

After song after song, I felt like I had reached a certain level. Every time I entered the next song, I couldn't remember what the last song was about, but it was good. People's memories were limited, so why did they put so many unimportant things in it?

There were more and more empty bottles on the table...

Lin Ya and I lay on the sofa without any image, knocking our feet on the coffee table in front of us, both holding microphones in their hands and their voices hoarse.

When you are tired, you will stop and let the melody of the song go forward.

I didn't look at my watch, so I didn't know what time it was, but it didn't matter. It didn't matter.

It was as if the whole world was silent!

...

"Xing Yun." Lin Ya's voice was hoarse and tired.

"Ah?"

We were really tired, and it felt like we had a concert for two. It was also lin ya's fault for choosing especially intense songs, not even a few lyrical ones. Why does a girl love rock and roll so much?

"What kind of person am I to you?"

Lin Ya was a good drinker, but I don't know if it was because she drank too much or because of the colorful lights in the room. I think Lin Ya seems a little drunk, her eyes seem to become blurred, and her face is a little flushed.

I took a deep breath and said to lin ya, "In my eyes, you are a very, very good person!"

Although I had a smile on my face, my tone was absolutely sincere.

Without her, I would feel that my life was much less glorious!

With lin ya as a friend, I really feel that I must have done a lot of good things in my previous life.

"Then why do I feel especially bad?" Lin Ya tilted his head, looked at the screen on the wall, and said weakly, "Sometimes I feel very selfish and disgusted with myself, you know? I feel especially hypocritical and hate..."

Lin Ya's tone gradually rose, and this evening her voice was even more hoarse. In the end, her voice was even sharper, as if her throat was hurting.

I interrupted her and didn't let her continue. I said to her, "Don't say that! You're not that kind of person!"

"I am, I am." Lin Ya suddenly became agitated.

She sat on the sofa and sniffled.

I also became a little uncomfortable.

She opened a can of beer and started drinking again. She drank very slowly, but it took a long time for her to put down the bottle.

"Do you know?"

Lin Ya suddenly smiled bitterly and said, "You must know, although you certainly don't want to believe it. But, that's right. When I'm in love with Ji Ze, I'm just using him."

Although I already knew the truth of the matter, when I heard Lin Ya admit it, my heart still felt like it was stabbed!

"I don't know why I did that, I really don't know! But I still did it, didn't I? Because Ji Ze liked me, I took advantage of him, because being with him would really be a lot more convenient than I could imagine. Everyone respected me, and even the boss took good care of me, as if I was not his employee, as if I were his distinguished guest.

I know, but I've always known.

Without him, everything would have been different!

During social engagements, people won't drink or take advantage of me. I use him as my protection. I only look for him when I need him, but when he comes to me, he wants to stay away from him so much.

Meng Xingyun! Tell me, is this the kind of girl you know? Selfish, hypocritical, pretentious, disgusting, isn't it? "

Lin Ya's voice was so loud that I felt as if my soul had been pierced. The pain was like cutting through bone and marrow! Even though her voice was hoarse, it was still coming at me with great power.

With these words, two lines of tears fell from the corner of Lin Ya's eyes!

I looked at her and immediately held her in my arms.

I don't have very strong arms, but at this moment, I just want to hold Lin Ya tightly so that she won't suffer any grievances.

"No, no!" I gritted my teeth and said, "I, Meng Xingyun, swear that you are one of the best girls I have ever met!"

Lin Ya's head was buried in my chest. I could feel her crying, but her crying was silent. Even with tears streaming down her face, she was still trying to suppress her emotions.

I put my hands on Lin Ya's shoulder, and she cried like a cat. I wiped the tears off her face and said softly, "Stop crying!"

Lin Ya put his head on my shoulder and I hugged her from behind. For the two of us, such intimate contact was pure.

"Do you know? I really don't want to see Ji Ze."

Lin Ya's soft voice came.

But I don't hate him, I'm afraid of him. Because every time I see him, I feel so cruel, and I feel like I've committed such a great sin, and my heart is filled with guilt that I can't breathe."

I didn't disturb Lin Ya, I just listened to her quietly.

Today, she told me everything about her and Ji Ze.

"Actually, he's a very innocent child." Lin Ya smiled slightly and added, "Isn't such a word particularly inappropriate for a multimillionaire? But that's how he was, foolishly fooled by me for so many years. I'm sorry for him! I really want to apologize to him, but I don't dare, I really don't... Face him."

Although Lin Ya described himself as a sinner in this relationship, I just felt sorry for her and felt sorry for her. She was really too difficult. She had suffered a lot more than I had suffered. In comparison, my experience was nothing.

After graduating from high school, she started working for her family.

But when she graduated from high school, what good job could she find?

After the college entrance examination, Lin Ya told me that it was her last wish. After the college entrance examination, her student career was over!

While everyone was waiting anxiously for the notice at home, Lin Ya, who could easily pass the exam, began her career as a part-time worker in the hottest weather.

If those past events were written in a book, it would be thicker than the four great books combined.

At that time, she did not earn much money every month, but she would still take most of the money home, leaving only a small part of it for herself to save.

This simple girl has been walking all the way here for almost ten years!